As a non-white, disabled, first-generation college student and woman pursuing a medical career, I was quickly drawn to this scholarship. I recently faced a wave of discouragement after sitting in a room of student researchers and learning I was the only one whose parents were not doctors, much less attended college. However, this is far from the first time I have been in a situation where I must work harder than the other students to prove my worth. When I was only twelve years old, I spent nearly a year on bed rest while seeing hundreds of doctors. I was diagnosed with both Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia syndrome and Ehlers-Danlos syndrome. Doctors told me I should get a wheelchair, and countless people have told me my lifelong dreams of being a doctor are not meant for people "in my circumstances." Little did they know they were fueling my passion. My challenges have taught me to be resilient and persistent. I have now completed my junior year of undergraduate school with a double major in pre-med molecular biology and anthropology, and I am applying to medical schools. I am pursuing an additional degree in anthropology because I strive to reach non-traditional demographics in my medical practice. I strive to treat patients of all ages, ethnicities, races, and financial statuses. Despite being proud of myself, I do not doubt that the systemic discouragement will continue throughout my senior year and through medical school. The challenges of gender or ethnic discrimination, being the first to navigate college, and struggles with my health come and go. The challenge I have found the most consistent in my life is financial struggle. My full-time working parents have made countless sacrifices to ensure my siblings and I are always provided for. I have watched their attempt to help me obtain my degree through financial assistance take an extreme toll on their quality of life. This scholarship will help me pursue my dreams by securing another year of education as a non-traditional student. It will also benefit people beyond myself by giving my family financial relief. My mother was the only one of six kids in her household to graduate high school. She has always been my greatest inspiration because of that and reasons that go far beyond it. She has been unable to pursue further education because of her devotion to supporting my siblings and me financially and physically. By alleviating the financial stresses of the remainder of my undergraduate degree, she can return to school as she has long aspired to do. When reading Carol's story, I saw glimpses of my mom in the nurturing, aspiration, and dedication to family and education. I loved that it was included that Carol inspired her children. A parent's ability to inspire learning is often overlooked because of their different paths in doing so themselves. My mom's high school completion inspired me to go to college, and her commitment to going back to school when possible inspires me to attend medical school despite the lengthy process. She has taught me that time does not hinder passion or limit education despite the world's pressure to put us on an age-specific trajectory. I dream of my mother and I standing next to one another, degrees in hand. This scholarship will be a step in making at least one, but in many ways, both of those degrees possible. It would be an honor for me to carry on Carol B. Warrens's name through my commitment to not just lifelong learning and education but also my commitment to family and inspiring non-traditional learning paths.

I included as many photos as possible to capture the truly unique, outgoing, and loving personality of my dog and best friend, Kyon. I'd like to share the story (or caption) for the picture of Kyon literally breaking through the window screen. Being the attention hog he is, Kyon would not stop bringing his toys to my family and me in the kitchen, so we put him outside. As we began to eat dinner, he launched through the window. The lesson learned here was that, like it or not, he is a part of the family ALL the time.

STEM occupations have always been essential, but now, they are even more valuable with the Covid-19 pandemic at hand. The post-pandemic world is unknown to us and therefore will raise questions in which we have never considered. People with careers in STEM fields will be the first to try and answer these unprecedented questions. When one thinks of the pandemic in terms of STEM workers, they think of vaccine development and treating those who got the virus; however, the STEM field goes much deeper than this, especially when considering the post-pandemic world. For example, a large population of the world will have mental health effects because of the pandemic, and it is up to those within our STEM occupations to help these people. The post-pandemic world also deals with other effects of the current time, such as long-term vaccine effects. We have all heard "we will get through this" many times, but getting through it is not enough. We need to rebuild and become stronger than we once were, which is impossible without those same STEM occupations. The relentless research and treatment of the Corona Virus itself is just the beginning. The pandemic forced us to learn about the spread of viruses, vaccination processes, and the human body itself in a rapid time. This information does not go away as virus case numbers decrease. The research will continue and change the world for the better. The most valuable part of our world's rebuilding after the pandemic is the new surge of information and opportunity within the STEM field. As a young mind going into the field myself, I take great pride in saying the information learned from this tragic virus will improve and even save lives as we go forward.

Rise to Glory My mind is bouncing in different directions as I lay in the hospital bed. My head is pounding, my body aching and my eyes are desperately watching the door for the doctors' return. I always thought I knew myself until everything I thought I was was ripped away from me. I would’ve told you I was the perpetual student and athlete, a gymnast to be specific. The question I wouldn’t have been able to answer is “Who would I be without those things?”. That’s a question nobody can answer until it’s experienced. Now I answer, I am stronger. It took the crumbling of my life to rebuild something beautiful. I have a form of dysautonomia called postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome, POTS for short. In simple terms, my autonomic nervous system doesn’t work correctly causing a plethora of symptoms. The average diagnosis time is six years. Mine was two. I am blessed, but I didn’t feel blessed being lowered on a metal table smothered in wires that attached to my head and chest. The numbers on all the machines danced, and I knew their meaning. Receiving a diagnosis was supposed to be celebratory and I pretended to rejoice, but what would putting a name to my pain do? It was hard to see the light when I was wondering with my eyes closed. I chose on that day to open them, to enter doors that were being opened rather than trying to pry open ones that had been slammed in my face. I drug myself, unable to stand, clawing the carpeted hall, all the way to my parents' room. I was competing in the gymnastics state competition that morning. Then my worst nightmare woke me that night. Hours before I was flipping on a four-inch balance beam for the last time. That night's hospital visit blurred into a month of them, then six months, then a year of different hospitals and doctors. I couldn’t tell you the name of one. That night still haunts me. I still wake up at 3 AM with a mixture of tears and sweat leaking down my cheeks and then I stand up because I can. The worst part was seeing the people I love hurting because of me and not being able to stop it. I’d lie in bed, in too much pain to sleep, and hear my mom crying down the hall. That broke me. I persevered and came back stronger. I’ve learned to love new things. I viewed basketball as a distraction from my broken reality. Basketball was like being in a relationship with someone after losing the love of my life. It was there to help me get by. I thought only my doctors were healing me, but I now know that everything from teachers to coaches helped pick up my broken parts. It was up to me to put them back together. I had to get knocked down unimaginably hard to stand up taller than I once was. Occasionally I feel whole, other times I discover pieces I didn’t know were missing. Life is a game of trial and error. I realized that if I never learn from my errors or feel blessed after my trials, I am playing the game of life wrong. I won’t lie, my hands still shake typing this, my heart still sobs at the things I’ve lost from this trial, but overall I am stronger. I feel strong sitting here, writing for a process I feared I would never experience, the college admissions process. I feel strong as I confidently say, I’d indubitably be a great addition to any school as my strength will only be a benefit. It wasn’t a fall from but rather a start to rise to glory and perhaps it was life's most difficult journey, but also it's most rewarding.

I've fallen in love with biology since I knew what it was. I like to say I've changed my career choice over time but the field not so much. In preschool, I wanted to be a doctor, then a neurosurgeon then a cardio surgeon and now a general surgeon. My interest roots from my life long dream of dedicating the rest of my life to helping others. This quickly led me to medicine but I also love science. I want to apply what I know to the real world, in a positive way for the rest of my life. I've had the opportunity to sit in on several surgeries in person by shadowing an anesthesiologists, for lack of a better way to describe it, I LOVE it. As I finally had the opportunity to see a real surgery before my eyes, a fear swelled over me. This was different from videos, there would be new smells and sounds. I was afraid I would fall out of love with my life long plan, but trust me I didn't. The opposite happened, the more surgeries I watch, the deeper I fall in love with my future career. I've fallen in love with the science and the meticulous skills of a surgeon, but more than anything, I've fallen in love with the mere fact that I can save lives doing what I love. I also extended on this interest by attending seminars, conferences, and joining clubs. This includes the Congress of Future Physicians and Medical Leaders, Pre-Med club, and more. These activities and opportunities have allowed me to be prepared for this field. I’m also very suited for my career choice and the medical field because I work precisely and diligently. I dedicate myself to the task at hand and like to be challenged. I’m certain both of those qualities will be very beneficial in this field. In terms of being suited mentally, I’m a very compassionate person and wish to better lives. I face adversity head on and build upon myself until I can achieve my desired result.I work with a positive purpose. My inspiration from biology connects to my inspiration from cultural and language studies. I can use my opportunity and knowledge to save lives in other places and understanding their language and culture is of huge importance (plus I love it)! I'd love to do something similar to Doctors Without Borders or White Helmets in the future. I’m suited for this field of study because I’m committed to it and have no doubt that I love it and will dedicate myself to achieving my goals within the field.

I am an advocate for both people and the environment. I do small things for the environment such as recycle, turn off lights, and more. I am vegetarian for environmental reasons. Beef production is a leading cause of deforestation. Outside of myself, I love to educate on such topics and allow people to know how changes can help our world and future. I also advocate for injustices including racial injustices and sex and gender inequalities. My resources and leadership roles allow me to educate people in and outside of our student body. I’ve used statistics of course but being a compassionate biracial woman in a diverse community inspires me to fight for change within society from a more personal point of view. One thing that I feel sets me apart from other advocates of injustice is not only do I want to educate but also to be educated. Leaders are also listeners, to be competent you have to know your audience. As someone who is very compassionate and feels others' emotions I quickly grow passionate about what those I’m leading care about. Rather than speaking for people I like to amplify their voice. My everyday life shows my use of the qualities looked for in the MSP. I’ve shown leadership through the student council and being captain of sports. I’ve shown my commitment to advance diversity by being in/ working with clubs such as Black Student Union, Pride, International Club, planning international day celebrations and more. These go hand in hand with inclusion by making a more inclusive society and safe space. I’ve gone on mission trips to help those less fortunate than me which speaks to my dedication to service. My overall fight for justice in and out of school for all people, such as education and advocacy of my social media platforms, shows my commitment to social justice. My whole life I’ve been called to help people, this is why I chose the medical career path and also why I will continue to advocate and educate. Due to the challenges I’ve faced unique to me and those common to people like me I feel called and motivated to continue my advocacy forever. Personally I have faced health challenges and think more awareness surrounding the effects of chronic illness on mental health and daily life. It’s also hard to have an invisible illness that people constantly question and shouldn’t. Outside of my personal struggles, more broadly I struggle as a biracial woman and want to advocate for those like me. I’ve already done this in many ways such as putting up educational posters and having conversations with people of authority on fixing the sexualization of girls in schools. I've fallen in love with biology since I knew what it was. I like to say I've changed my career choice over time but the field not so much. In preschool, I wanted to be a doctor, then a neurosurgeon then a cardio surgeon and now a general surgeon. My interest roots from my life long dream of dedicating the rest of my life to helping others. This quickly led me to medicine but I also love science. I want to apply what I know to the real world, in a positive way for the rest of my life. I've had the opportunity to sit in on several surgeries in person by shadowing an anesthesiologists, for lack of a better way to describe it, I LOVE it. As I finally had the opportunity to see a real surgery before my eyes, a fear swelled over me. This was different from videos, there would be new smells and sounds. I was afraid I would fall out of love with my life long plan, but trust me I didn't. The opposite happened, the more surgeries I watch, the deeper I fall in love with my future career. I've fallen in love with the science and the meticulous skills of a surgeon, but more than anything, I've fallen in love with the mere fact that I can save lives doing what I love. I also extended on this interest by attending seminars, conferences, and joining clubs. This includes the Congress of Future Physicians and Medical Leaders, Pre-Med club, and more. These activities and opportunities have allowed me to be prepared for this field. I’m also very suited for my career choice and the medical field because I work precisely and diligently. I dedicate myself to the task at hand and like to be challenged. I’m certain both of those qualities will be very beneficial in this field. In terms of being suited mentally, I’m a very compassionate person and wish to better lives. I face adversity head on and build upon myself until I can achieve my desired result. I work with a positive purpose. My inspiration from biology connects to my inspiration from cultural and language studies. I can use my opportunity and knowledge to save lives in other places and understanding their language and culture is of huge importance (plus I love it)! I'd love to do something similar to Doctors Without Borders or White Helmets in the future. I’m suited for this field of study because I’m committed to it and have no doubt that I love it and will dedicate myself to achieving my goals within the field.

My favorite film is The Hunger Games because of the character Katniss. She has been my favorite character since I first read the books in 4th grade. Throughout middle school I wore the classic Katniss braid in my hair every single day. Though I don’t wear the braid anymore, I still relate to her the same, if not more. I relate to her because I too have faced challenges and overcome them. From the beginning she is always sacrificing herself for the protection of her sister, Primrose. She volunteers as tribute to go fight in The Hunger Games, knowing her thin odds of survival, so that her sister does not have to. I’d do the exact same for my sister Taylor. When I was in middle school I thought it was exhilarating that Katniss looked so much like me and her sister looked so much like my sister. My sister has blonde hair like Prim and I have brown like Katniss. As I’ve gotten older the ways I relate to Katniss have evolved. She is tough but compassionate and an advocate for who she loves. Her defense of the ones she loves does not end at Prim, and mine does not end at Taylor. She puts her life in harm's way time and time again for Peeta, for Rue, for Finnick, for Gale, and for everyone she loves. This ‘others before self’ lifestyle is exactly what makes my relation to Katniss different from any other character. I may not be in The Hunger Games, but I am in our society. Are they really that different? The Hunger Games is hands down the best film because of not just Katniss but all of its characters and the unique and outstanding plot.

I was raised in a Christian home and it’s important to me to continue to grow my faith. It’s important to understand that you can always have a stronger relationship with God. I feel by facilitating conversation on campus about my religious journey I can strengthen my relationship and other students' relationships with God. The missions trips I’ve been blessed to attend through St. Mary’s Divine Word in Kirtland to both Mishawaka, Indiana and Logan, West Virginia have inspired me to want to continue Christian outreach. I’ve worked in domestic violence shelters during them and also food banks outside of my youth group and both have been something I want to continue to do. I want to go into the medical field and feel strongly about the study of cultures as well. I feel this is important to tie into my religious beliefs. God is giving me the opportunity to change the world and making connections with people in my future who truly need that relationship with Him is something I look forward to. I would love to participate in something similar to Doctors Without Borders or White Helmets and I feel working with people within these types of groups in the future I could spread God’s words. Sharing ideas like these, how I will incorporate sharing religion in my career, on campus will facilitate these needed conversations that really connect everyday life, your future, and religion. Knowing I can start this idea of using religion within my work and education at Pepperdine is compelling. Personal growth is a huge part of all aspects of life and faith does nothing but embrace and encourage this growth in all aspects. I have faced adversity through health issues as I have a form of dysautonomia called Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome. In my greatest times of trial I was able to turn to God and pray. Without Him I would never be where I am today. My relationship with Him has allowed me to persevere and grow to love myself despite my illness. It also encouraged me to, at my worst, fight and put my trust in him. This taught me that no matter who is around me or what is happening I am never alone.