2. In this past year, I've gone through countless hardships with school and life at home. It all started last summer, July 17th to be exact, 2 days before I turned 16 and got my driver's license, as a 15-year-old, that is quite literally all one could dream about. On this day, we were out with my cousins since they had spent the night with us, and my dad decided to drive us out to where I would be taking my test. Filled with excitement, my dad let me drive around, getting the feel and know-how of the place, when out of nowhere, he received a collect call. My excitement quickly turned into curiosity as to who this could be; it was my cousin's father. This singlehandedly changed the course of my whole entire year. Weekends spent taking care of our 3 cousins, all under the age of 11. Most weekends since my parents would work, it would be my 16-year-old self, my 14-year-old little sister to watch and take care of 4 little kids, including our little brother, who was 8 at the time. At my wits’ end halfway through the semester, with no one else I could go to, I just sat down one night and cried. I couldn’t bear the weight of school, balancing AP classes, sports, and life at home, and in that moment, I cried out to God like I had never before. All my life, I have been involved in the church; both of my parents are elders in the church, and I have always grown up knowing who God is. But for me, this was the first time I found God for myself, who he truly is, and my identity in who he is. During this time in my life I thought that sports defined me, or that my mistakes defined me, or that my academics defined my, and all of these fake identities started to way down on me trying to mainain various reputations, but in that moment God spoke to me, and told me that I can lay down all of those burdens at his feet, and that he will pick them up. This is a time when I have truly grown closer to God.