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Danielle McMillan

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Bio

Right now I am finishing my undergraduate degree; I am double majoring in accounting and management information systems. My accounting GPA, which is my main concentration and area of interest is a 4.0. My management information systems GPA is also a 4.0; I will be eligible to sit for the CPA exam upon graduation in fall of 2024. I would love to earn a masters in accounting with an emphasis on audit or forensic accounting. I would even be willing to earn a doctorates degree if the right company has incentives to invest in my education so I can invest what I have learned into whatever corporation I work for.

Education

Washington State University

Bachelor's degree program
2022 - 2023
  • Majors:
    • Management Information Systems and Services
    • Accounting and Related Services

Everett Community College

Associate's degree program
2021 - 2022
  • Majors:
    • Business Administration, Management and Operations

Miscellaneous

  • Desired degree level:

    Bachelor's degree program

  • Graduate schools of interest:

  • Transfer schools of interest:

  • Majors of interest:

    • Accounting and Computer Science
  • Not planning to go to medical school
  • Career

    • Dream career field:

      Government Relations

    • Dream career goals:

      Forensic Accountant

    • Front Desk

      Holiday Inn
      2016 – 20193 years
    • Sales Representative

      Verizon
      2017 – 20192 years
    • Realtor

      Windermere
      2019 – 20201 year

    Sports

    Cross-Country Running

    Club
    2006 – 202216 years

    Mixed Martial Arts

    Club
    2015 – Present9 years

    Crossfit

    Club
    2016 – 20193 years

    Bodybuilding

    Club
    2015 – Present9 years

    Research

    • Mental Health

      Circle of Friends — Data Collector
      2019 – Present

    Arts

    • Black Action Coalition

      Videography
      Not currently
      2020 – Present

    Public services

    • Advocacy

      Seattle Evening March — Protest organizer
      2020 – Present
    • Advocacy

      Seattle Morning March — Protest Organizer
      2020 – Present
    • Volunteering

      Our Lady of Perpetual Help — Be of service in any way I could
      2016 – Present
    • Volunteering

      National Alliance of Mental Health — Speaker/ Group Organizer
      2019 – Present
    • Advocacy

      Black Lives Matter — Protest organizer
      2017 – Present

    Future Interests

    Advocacy

    Politics

    Volunteering

    Philanthropy

    Charles Cheesman's Student Debt Reduction Scholarship
    I am a first-generation college student, born to a single mother who immigrated from Mexico to ensure I had a better life than she had. I view my education as a gift, an opportunity that many do not have the chance to afford. Due to financial hardships, I began my college career at a two-year university, where I made the Dean's List for six consecutive quarters. I then transferred to Washington State University, where I have made the President's Honor Roll for the past five semesters and am on track to do the same this semester. At Washington State University, I joined Beta Alpha Psi, a community that allowed me to participate in various community service activities, including volunteering at the Multiple Sclerosis Society and Volunteers of America. I have also been involved in the VITA program at WSU, offering free tax assistance to those in need. My accomplishments include winning a scholarship at Everett Community College for three consecutive quarters due to my academic consistency and receiving two scholarships from the accounting department at Washington State University. This past year was especially challenging as I underwent three surgeries spanning two semesters. It began with an emergency appendectomy, followed by post-surgical complications that resulted in a hernia requiring a four-hour repair surgery. Shortly after, I had dental surgery that led to septic shock. Despite these significant health challenges, I remained committed to my studies, not dropping any courses and maintaining no less than a B+ throughout the year. My academic journey has not been a solitary endeavor. I have been fortunate to receive the support of professors, peers, and my family, who have all played an integral role in my success. The mentorship and guidance from my professors have been invaluable, helping me navigate complex subjects and providing encouragement during tough times. My involvement in Beta Alpha Psi has also fostered a sense of community and belonging, reinforcing my commitment to giving back through service. However, as a first-generation college student, my family did not have the resources to support my education without taking on significant loans. Although I initially qualified for a Pell Grant, most of those funds have been used. I am concerned about running out of funding before completing my double major in accounting and management information systems. The money I save by paying down student loans will be used to cover living expenses and help my family with their living costs, as they have supported me with clothes, car insurance, and gas. Additionally, I will use any savings to purchase study materials for the CPA exam, a rigorous test requiring extensive preparation. Another goal of mine is to one day purchase a home, though I am concerned that the amount of debt accrued from attending college may hinder this dream. Looking ahead, I am eager to leverage my education and experiences to contribute meaningfully to the field of accounting and management information systems. My long-term goal is to become a certified public accountant and use my skills to support businesses and individuals in achieving their financial goals. I am committed to lifelong learning and professional development, recognizing that the rapidly evolving landscape of accounting and technology requires continuous adaptation and growth. In summary, my journey has been marked by perseverance, dedication, and a strong desire to make a positive impact. Despite the obstacles I have faced, I remain optimistic and driven to achieve my goals. I am grateful for the opportunities I have been given and am determined to make the most of them, not only for myself but also for my family and community.
    Hines Scholarship
    I aspire to be the first in my family to obtain an undergraduate degree. Education is incredibly important to me, especially since my mother immigrated from Mexico to ensure I had a better life than she did. She has made countless sacrifices, working long hours and missing holidays and birthdays so I could focus on my education. From a young age, I was always good with numbers, and my mother gave me the confidence to pursue not only a college education but also to study challenging subjects. I chose to major in accounting and management information systems. Despite rarely spending money on herself or taking vacations, my mother bought me a new computer when I started college to help me succeed. I cried when I received the gift, knowing how hard she had worked to ensure my success. Every time I study, I see my mother’s face; every time I doubt my abilities before an exam, I hear her voice; and every time I feel overwhelmed, I remind myself that my education is a precious gift. While some of my friends spend time drinking and socializing, I enjoy doing my homework and studying my accounting materials. I have also discovered a passion for coding and exploring what my mind is capable of achieving. I have started tutoring others in accounting, a subject that comes naturally to me. When others doubt their abilities in math, accounting, or coding, I encourage them just as my mother has always encouraged me. When I cross the stage at graduation and receive my diploma, I know my mother will be there with tears of happiness, seeing her dreams for me come true. With my degree, I hope to work for the IRS as an auditor or become a business analyst, utilizing my data analytics skills. No matter the career path I choose, the skills I learn in college will pave the way for a stable life. I look forward to giving back to my family, especially my mother, and mentoring others in my community with similar aspirations. I hope to inspire other first-generation college students and show them the freedom that education can grant. To me, a degree is not just a piece of paper; it symbolizes hope and proves that hard work can lead to a better life. I also plan to sit for the CPA exam upon graduation and aim to become a licensed CPA specializing in forensic accounting. My education and the support from others will be the cornerstone of my journey.
    SigaLa Education Scholarship
    I have chosen to pursue a dual degree in Accounting and Management Information Systems (MIS) with the intention of becoming a forensic accountant. This decision stems from a combination of my passion for problem-solving, my interest in utilizing technology to analyze financial data, and my desire to make a tangible impact in combating financial crimes. As an aspiring forensic accountant, I aspire to use my analytical skills and knowledge of financial systems to investigate fraud, embezzlement, and other financial irregularities. I am drawn to the field's dynamic nature, where each case presents a unique puzzle to solve, requiring meticulous attention to detail and the ability to uncover hidden patterns and discrepancies. Additionally, I am excited about the opportunity to leverage technology and data analytics tools to enhance the efficiency and effectiveness of forensic accounting investigations. As a hispanic woman in a male-dominated field, I am acutely aware of the challenges and barriers that may lie ahead. Historically, women and minorities have been underrepresented in accounting, particularly in specialized areas such as forensic accounting. However, I am determined to defy stereotypes and carve out my own path in this field. I see my identity as a Hispanic woman as a strength, offering a unique perspective and diversity of thought that can contribute to innovative solutions and inclusive practices within the industry. Furthermore, as a disadvantaged student who has had to overcome various obstacles to pursue higher education, I understand the importance of resilience, determination, and hard work. Despite facing financial constraints and other challenges, I have consistently strived for academic excellence, earning mostly A's through dedication and perseverance. However, financial barriers continue to pose a significant obstacle to my educational and career aspirations. That is why this scholarship opportunity holds immense significance for me. As someone with limited financial means, the scholarship would alleviate the financial burden of tuition fees and educational expenses, allowing me to focus more fully on my studies and pursue opportunities for professional development. It would provide me with the financial stability and support needed to fully immerse myself in my coursework, engage in extracurricular activities, and pursue internships or research opportunities relevant to my career goals. Moreover, the scholarship represents more than just financial assistance; it symbolizes recognition of my potential and commitment to academic and professional excellence. It would bolster my confidence and motivation, reaffirming my belief in my abilities and my determination to succeed despite the odds. With the support of this scholarship, I am confident that I can overcome any challenges that may arise and achieve my long-term goal of becoming a successful forensic accountant, making meaningful contributions to the field and breaking barriers for underrepresented minorities along the way.
    Mikey Taylor Memorial Scholarship
    My journey through struggles with mental health and overcoming severe PTSD has undoubtedly shaped me into a more compassionate individual, both in my personal and professional life. These experiences have not only taught me resilience but have also instilled in me a deep empathy and understanding for others facing similar challenges. As a survivor of almost two fatal suicide attempts, I have confronted the depths of despair and emerged with a renewed sense of purpose and compassion. These experiences have sensitized me to the silent battles that many individuals face with mental health issues. I've learned firsthand the importance of offering support, understanding, and compassion to those who are struggling, as well as the significance of seeking help and advocating for mental health awareness and resources. Moreover, my journey through severe PTSD resulting from past physical abuse has taught me the power of resilience and the capacity for healing. Overcoming the debilitating effects of PTSD required immense courage, perseverance, and determination. Through therapy, support networks, and self-care practices, I've learned to confront my trauma, process my emotions, and reclaim my sense of self-worth and agency. These experiences have not only made me more compassionate as a human being but have also enriched my academic and professional endeavors. As an aspiring accountant, I recognize the importance of empathy and understanding in building strong interpersonal relationships with clients, colleagues, and stakeholders. My journey through mental health struggles has equipped me with a unique perspective and insight into the human condition, allowing me to connect with others on a deeper level and provide support and understanding when needed. Furthermore, my struggles as an adolescent have only fueled my resolve and determination as an adult. Every obstacle I've encountered along the way has strengthened my resilience and reinforced my commitment to personal and professional growth. Rather than allowing my past experiences to hold me back, I've used them as stepping stones to propel me forward on my journey toward success. In the field of accounting, where attention to detail, problem-solving skills, and resilience are essential, my experiences have equipped me with valuable strengths and qualities. My ability to navigate adversity with grace and determination has prepared me to excel in a demanding and competitive environment. Moreover, my compassion and empathy for others make me a more effective and kind human being; who is able to understand the human condition in more ways than one. In conclusion, my journey through struggles with mental health and overcoming severe PTSD has profoundly shaped me as a person and as an aspiring professional in the field of accounting. These experiences have made me more compassionate, empathetic, and resilient, qualities that I believe are invaluable in both personal and professional contexts. As I continue on my journey, I am grateful for the lessons learned and the strength gained from overcoming adversity, and I am confident in my ability to make a meaningful difference in the world of accounting and beyond.
    Jim Maxwell Memorial Scholarship
    The past year of my academic journey has been one defined by adversity, resilience, and the unwavering presence of faith. Enduring three surgeries, each with its own set of complications and challenges, including an emergency appendectomy, subsequent hernia repair, and a dental surgery resulting in a life-threatening blood infection and septic shock, tested not only my physical endurance but also my mental and emotional fortitude. Yet, throughout these trials, it was my faith that served as my guiding light, my source of strength, and my anchor amidst the storm. In the face of unforeseen medical emergencies and the daunting prospect of life-threatening complications, my faith provided me with the courage and resilience to persevere. It was during those moments of uncertainty and fear that I turned to prayer and meditation, seeking solace and guidance in my belief in a higher power. My faith became my rock, offering me comfort, reassurance, and the unwavering conviction that I was not alone in my struggles. Moreover, my faith empowered me to find meaning and purpose in the midst of adversity. Instead of succumbing to despair or giving in to self-pity, I viewed my challenges through the lens of faith, recognizing them as opportunities for growth, resilience, and spiritual transformation. I embraced each obstacle as a test of my faith and a chance to deepen my trust in God's plan for my life. These trials and tribulations also empowered me to lean on others, and allowed me to recognize how God placed people in my life to help make me a better student and better human being. Throughout the darkest moments of my health crisis, it was my faith that sustained me, giving me the strength to face each day with courage and determination. When doubts and fears threatened to overwhelm me, I drew upon the promises of my faith, finding comfort in the belief that God's love and grace would see me through even the darkest of times. And indeed, it was this unwavering faith that carried me through the storm, enabling me to emerge stronger, wiser, and more resilient than ever before. Moreover, my faith played a pivotal role in my academic pursuits during this challenging time. Despite the physical and emotional toll of my health crisis, I remained steadfast in my commitment to my studies, refusing to let adversity derail my academic goals. It was my faith that provided me with the motivation and perseverance to continue pressing forward, even when the odds seemed stacked against me.Incredibly, despite the immense challenges I faced, my academic performance never wavered, with my GPA consistently remaining above a B+. This achievement, I believe, is a testament not only to my determination and resilience but also to the sustaining power of my faith. Indeed, it is through the lens of faith that I am able to recognize the countless blessings and miracles that have accompanied me on this journey, from the skilled medical professionals who cared for me to the unwavering support of peers, professors friends and loved ones. Looking ahead, I am confident that my faith will continue to serve as a guiding force in my journey towards even greater heights of success. With each new challenge that arises, I will draw upon the strength and resilience that my faith has instilled within me, knowing that with God by my side, there is nothing that I cannot overcome. As I continue to pursue my academic and professional goals, I do so with the unwavering belief that my faith will always be my greatest source of strength, inspiration, and guidance.
    Redefining Victory Scholarship
    Success, to me, embodies the culmination of personal growth, professional achievement, and positive impact. As an aspiring accountant, success encompasses not only mastering financial principles but also contributing to business stability and growth while making a meaningful difference in the lives of individuals and organizations. Success in the realm of accounting is multifaceted. It involves acquiring a deep understanding of financial concepts, regulations, and best practices. It means being adept at analyzing financial data, interpreting trends, and making strategic recommendations to optimize financial performance. Additionally, success as an accountant entails fostering trust and credibility through ethical conduct, integrity, and professionalism. Beyond technical proficiency, success as an accountant also entails facilitating business stability and growth. Accountants play a critical role in helping businesses manage their finances, minimize risks, and capitalize on opportunities. Success in this regard involves leveraging financial insights to inform decision-making, identify areas for improvement, and drive sustainable growth. It means contributing to the financial health and longevity of businesses, thereby creating value for stakeholders and fostering economic prosperity. Furthermore, success as an accountant extends beyond the confines of the business world to making a positive impact in the broader community. Accountants have the opportunity to use their skills and expertise to address societal challenges, promote financial literacy, and support charitable initiatives. Success, in this context, involves leveraging financial acumen to effect positive change and improve the well-being of individuals and communities. Personal growth and continuous learning are integral components of success in accounting. It entails setting ambitious goals, seeking opportunities for development, and continuously honing one's skills and knowledge. Success means embracing challenges, overcoming obstacles, and persistently striving for improvement. It involves cultivating a growth mindset, adaptability, and resilience in the face of adversity. Now, considering the role of a scholarship in achieving success as an aspiring accountant, its significance cannot be overstated. Firstly, a scholarship provides the financial support necessary to pursue higher education and attain a degree in accounting. By alleviating the financial burden of tuition fees and educational expenses, a scholarship enables aspiring accountants to focus wholeheartedly on their studies and excel academically. Moreover, a scholarship opens doors to invaluable learning opportunities and resources. It grants access to prestigious educational programs, cutting-edge research facilities, and experienced faculty members who can offer guidance and mentorship. Additionally, scholarships may provide opportunities for internships, networking events, and other career development activities, enriching the educational experience and providing practical insights into the field of accounting. Furthermore, receiving a scholarship serves as a validation of one's potential and dedication to academic excellence. It recognizes the hard work, commitment, and achievements of aspiring accountants, instilling confidence and motivation to continue pursuing success. Moreover, scholarships often come with prestige and recognition, enhancing one's professional credibility and opening doors to future opportunities. In summary, success as an aspiring accountant encompasses mastering financial principles, contributing to business stability and growth, and making a positive impact in the community. A scholarship plays a crucial role in achieving such success by providing financial support, access to educational resources, and recognition of one's potential. With the assistance of a scholarship, aspiring accountants can realize their aspirations, excel academically, and make meaningful contributions to the accounting profession and beyond.
    Eleven Scholarship
    In the span of just one school year, I encountered a series of health challenges that tested my resilience and determination. Despite facing setbacks including an appendectomy with complications, a hernia repair, and a dental surgery leading to a blood infection and septic shock, I remained committed to my academic success. Throughout these trials, my GPA never fell below a B+, showcasing my unwavering determination to overcome obstacles and excel in the face of adversity. The journey began with an unexpected appendectomy, disrupting my academic routine and causing physical discomfort. While recovering, I encountered complications that prolonged my healing process and challenged my resolve. However, instead of allowing setbacks to derail my academic progress, I utilized this time to focus on my studies. I sought assistance from professors, communicated openly about my situation, and diligently completed assignments from my hospital bed. Despite the physical and emotional toll, I remained steadfast in my commitment to maintaining a high GPA. Following the appendectomy, I faced another health hurdle—a hernia repair surgery. This additional setback could have easily deterred me from my academic pursuits. Yet, I refused to let adversity define my capabilities. I developed a comprehensive plan to manage my workload, prioritizing tasks and maximizing my efficiency. I utilized technology to stay connected with classmates and professors, ensuring that I remained engaged in my studies despite the challenges I faced. Through determination and perseverance, I not only kept up with coursework but excelled academically, demonstrating my ability to rise above adversity and thrive in the face of adversity. Unfortunately, the challenges did not end there. A routine dental surgery unexpectedly resulted in a blood infection, triggering septic shock—a life-threatening condition that required immediate medical intervention. As I battled against this unforeseen health crisis, I found myself grappling with fear, uncertainty, and immense physical discomfort. Yet, even in the midst of adversity, I refused to relinquish control over my academic pursuits. Despite the overwhelming obstacles, I remained committed to my studies, leveraging every opportunity to stay engaged and connected with my coursework. Throughout this tumultuous period, my GPA served as a beacon of hope and motivation. Despite the obstacles I faced, it remained a constant reminder of my resilience and determination to succeed. Each setback reinforced my resolve to overcome adversity and demonstrated my ability to "turn it up to 11" in the face of challenges. Through unwavering perseverance and a relentless pursuit of excellence, I not only maintained my academic performance but emerged stronger and more resilient than ever before. In hindsight, the lessons learned from these experiences are invaluable. They have taught me the importance of resilience, adaptability, and perseverance in the face of adversity. I have learned to approach challenges with a positive mindset, utilizing setbacks as opportunities for growth and self-improvement. Most importantly, I have gained a newfound appreciation for the power of determination and the resilience of the human spirit. As I continue my academic journey, I carry with me the lessons learned from overcoming these obstacles, knowing that no challenge is insurmountable with dedication, perseverance, and unwavering determination. Furthermore, as a woman in the field of technology, these experiences have reinforced the significance of my chosen career path. Technology is not only a field of innovation and advancement but also a space where diversity and resilience are celebrated. My journey has shown me the importance of representation and the need for diverse perspectives in overcoming challenges and driving progress.
    Janean D. Watkins Overcoming Adversity Scholarship
    As I reflect on my journey, I am reminded of the myriad challenges I have faced and overcome. From the uncertainty of foster care to the instability of homelessness, and the physical toll of three surgeries followed by the shock of septicemia, each obstacle has tested my resilience in unique ways. Yet, amidst the chaos and uncertainty, one thing remained steadfast: my commitment to academic excellence. Growing up in foster care was not easy. It meant constantly adapting to new environments, new caregivers, and new challenges. The sense of instability and the longing for a place to call home weighed heavily on my young heart. But even in the darkest of times, I refused to let go of my dreams. I held onto the belief that education was my ticket to a better future, a future where I could create stability for myself and make a difference in the world. When homelessness became my reality, the challenges only intensified. The struggle to find shelter, to stay safe, and to keep moving forward felt overwhelming at times. But I refused to let my circumstances define me. I turned to my studies as a source of solace and strength. Despite the chaos and uncertainty surrounding me, I found sanctuary in the world of academia. Then came the medical challenges. Three surgeries in quick succession followed by the shock of septicemia left me physically and emotionally drained. The fear of the unknown, the pain of recovery, and the uncertainty of what the future held weighed heavily on my mind. But even in the depths of despair, I clung to my studies as a lifeline. They provided me with a sense of purpose, a sense of normalcy, and a sense of hope. Throughout it all, my GPA never fell below a B+. It became a symbol of my resilience, a testament to my determination, and a beacon of hope for the future. It showed me that no matter what life throws my way, I have the strength and the courage to overcome. It reminded me that I am capable of achieving greatness, no matter the obstacles in my path. As I look back on my journey, I am filled with gratitude for the challenges I have faced. They have shaped me into the person I am today: strong, resilient, and determined. And while the road ahead may be uncertain, I know that as long as I continue to believe in myself and never lose sight of my dreams, there is nothing I cannot overcome.
    William A. Stuart Dream Scholarship
    My education and career goals are utilizing my accounting and management information systems degree to break into the world of technology. As a woman pursuing a Management Information Systems (MIS) degree, my aspiration to work in the field of technology stems from a combination of personal passion, professional ambition, and a commitment to breaking gender barriers in a traditionally male-dominated industry. First and foremost, technology fascinates me. Its ever-evolving nature, its ability to innovate and transform industries, and its potential to solve complex problems captivate my imagination. From the intricacies of coding to the strategic planning of IT infrastructures, the field of MIS offers a dynamic and intellectually stimulating environment that I find deeply rewarding. I am drawn to the challenge of harnessing the power of information systems to drive efficiency, enhance decision-making, and create value for organizations across various sectors. Moreover, pursuing a career in technology aligns with my desire to be at the forefront of change and innovation. In today's digital age, technology permeates every aspect of our lives, revolutionizing how we communicate, work, and interact with the world. By leveraging my MIS degree, I aim to be a catalyst for positive change, leveraging technology to address societal challenges, promote sustainability, and foster inclusive growth. As a woman in technology, I am passionate about advocating for diversity, equity, and inclusion in the workplace. Historically, women have been underrepresented in STEM fields, facing systemic barriers and stereotypes that discourage their participation and advancement. By pursuing a career in technology, I aspire to challenge these norms, inspire future generations of women in STEM, and contribute to building more diverse and inclusive tech communities. Furthermore, working in technology offers unparalleled opportunities for professional growth and advancement. The rapid pace of technological innovation means that there is always something new to learn, whether it's mastering emerging technologies, acquiring new skills, or staying abreast of industry trends. With an MIS degree, I am equipped with the knowledge and expertise to thrive in a variety of roles, from systems analysis and project management to data analytics and cybersecurity. In conclusion, my decision to use my Management Information Systems degree to work in technology is driven by a deep-seated passion for innovation, a commitment to driving positive change, and a dedication to advancing diversity and inclusion in the tech industry. By leveraging my skills and expertise in MIS, I hope to make meaningful contributions to the field of technology, empower women in STEM, and help shape a more inclusive and equitable future for all.
    Charles Cheesman's Student Debt Reduction Scholarship
    I am a first-generation college student with a defined disability who is of Hispanic and native heritage. I was born from the womb of an immigrant; my biological mother was from Mexico. Because she could not keep me, I was placed into foster care and adopted. I have experienced injustice and abuse in the foster care system, mental health system and criminal justice system. After pursuing a decades-long work worth of social justice work this inspired me to want to go back to school and defend others against the same abuses I suffered from. I just finished my AA at Everett Community College and have transferred to Washington State University for their online bachelor's program where I will graduate in 2024 with a bachelor's of business administration with a concentration in accounting. After I have completed my undergraduate coursework, I plan on applying to law school; I specifically want to work to defend those with defined disabilities such as mine and would also like to work with underrepresented communities. I come from a background from limited resources, and limited opportunity, I did not get to attend high school nor middle school like most of my peers. I had to teach myself in a couple years at a community college what some people have decades to learn. At this point in my life, I believe anything is possible with the right focus, mental fortitude, and the right amount of conviction. My education has very little to do with me and has everything to do with who I can stand to serve once I complete my education. After my last life-threatening suicide attempt, I vowed to live a meaningful life, and serving others is the only way I have found solace in this world. I want to utilize everything I have learned in college to help others who have felt as though they could not achieve their dreams or reach their full potential. My favorite forms of volunteering consist of yet are not limited to participating in volunteer work at the church I have attended for the past several years Bethany Christian Assembly, I have also volunteered at my local animal shelter, simply known as the Everett Animal Shelter, and have spent time volunteering for the Multiple Sclerosis Society. Apart from these various forms of volunteer work, during the height of the George Floyd protests I helped the Black Action Coalition in Seattle as well as Black Indigenous Alliance in Seattle, Washington. Right now, I am trying to find a Volunteer Tax Income Assistance Program to volunteer with, as well as a legal aid group to volunteer with. I genuinely enjoy giving back to my community in any way I am able and feel as though this is what life is about, providing time, effort and resources to those around you. I would utilize the funds to pay down my student loans, as this would help me not grow to be overwhelmed by the accumulating interest as I am going to attend law school, which will only add to my student debt. Therefore, being able to mitigate this kind of stress anyway I am able would be helpful to me, as I do not come from a background with a lot of financial help nor means. I am trying to secure a future for myself, where I no longer need to be on social security nor food stamps and being able to pay down my student loans would help me immensely.
    Ruthie Brown Scholarship
    To address student loan debt, I am working hard to maintain as close to a 4.0 GPA as possible. I work hard to overcome my limited amount of education; I did not attend most of middle school nor high school due to extenuating circumstances...yet I have been able to maintain a 3.93 GPA since transferring from a community college. My education is important to me, because my education means I can overcome my socioeconomic circumstances. My education means everything to me, because it means once I become financially stable, I can help those in my community who have come from similar backgrounds as me. Most importantly my education means everything to me because I know when I invest in my education those around me will want to invest in me as well. To help lower student loan debt, I am keeping my GPA as high as possible, so I qualify for as many scholarships as I am able. I was able to win a scholarship during my time at Everett Community College which helped me to pay for the last three quarters; I recently won a scholarship on this platform which will help me pay for classes during summer semester so I can graduate on time. I have also taken some informational courses regarding student loan debt relief, and educational courses about when the appropriate time to borrow loans would be for my educational pursuits. Although I am a first-generation college student who has a lot to learn; I ask those around me for guidance when I am unsure about a situation, whether it be my school advisor, my credit union, or other students who are pursuing college. I think we can learn a lot from the resources around us, and what kind of student aid is available when we voice what we need. Lastly, I live within my means, and never take out a loan I don’t need. Fortunately for me, having been on social security disability for my defined disability, as well as having been on food stamps I know what it is like to not have a lot of resources in life, therefore I have no problem budgeting and living on the little bit of funds, and using the little bit of resources available to me. I do not plan to be on disability or food stamps forever, however there is no shame in having to utilize assistance when you need to; having had to rely on government assistance has humbled me in many ways. Living on assistance has taught me to budget and has taught me how to become a resourceful individual. Yet living on assistance has also motivated me to want more for myself, for my future, and has most importantly motivated me to want to show others it is possible to overcome a life of poverty. This is why I will be as diligent as possible when it comes to my financial habits, and borrowing abilities, because even if I can borrow at times unless it is necessary, I do not want to put myself in a position that is not in alignment with my goals!
    I Am Third Scholarship
    My goal is to impact those who no longer have the will...let me expand on this. Four years ago I woke up from my third suicide attempt, I was on a ventilator and had been read my last rights the day prior. I did not try to end my life because I hated life; I actually have always been so passionate about everything life can encompass, yet it was my life in particular which was devoid of meaning at that moment. After having survived a lot of abuse, and trauma, and having been told that my life was meaningless, I started to believe what people, and those institutions would tell me. I was born the product of rape, my biological mother immigrated from Mexico to come to a land with more opportunities and she was only nineteen years old when this occurred. She wanted to keep me yet choose to give me up for adoption, and in foster care I ended up being sexually abused as a baby, and as you can imagine by the time I was formally adopted I had issues bonding with others. To deal with this my adoptive mother started drinking, and when I hit early adolescence I started self mutilating, and as a result I was sent away to psychiatric lockdown facility after psychiatric lockdown facility which treated me with more physical abuse, and severe medical negligence. I was gone for three years, and I traveled from institution to institution. I kept being transferred because I refused to abide by the rules, such as taking heavy doses of antipsychotics which were unwarranted for someone such as myself. You see at eighteen I found out I met the criteria for borderline personality disorder and post traumatic stress disorder yet I was being treated for bipolar disorder, which is quite different when it comes to psychiatric medication and treatment. My point in relaying all of this because my vision for my life is not about earning any amount of money, not procuring a specific title next to my name, nor even earning the trust and respect of my community. My vision for my future has to do with protecting future generations against the abuses which run rampant within our society. My vision for the future has to do with holding, the people, places, institutions and situations accountable for sexual abuse, physical abuse, medical abuse etc. You see my story is similar to many other peoples stories as well, the only difference is some people survive and others self implode. I will make a positive impact by being an example to others that no matter what you go through in life, no matter how worthless people convey your life is, ultimately it is up to you to make something of yourself. Whenever I feel like quitting I think of all the other victims out there; I think of how they need someone to represent them to protect them and to advocate for protections in order to keep minors out of harms way, even against their own families. Perhaps some would say my experiences have made me jaded, yet I would say my experiences uniquely qualify and motivate me to empathize with those who have lost the will to live. I know what it is like to try to take my own life, and I sincerely empathize, and only wish to lift those up around me. This is my soul purpose for surviving, and my vision for thriving is empowering those who cannot yet empower themselves in whatever capacity I am able to!
    Tyde Memorial Scholarship
    I want this scholarship because it would place me one step closer to paying for an education I have longed for my whole life. I am not exaggerating when I say this; as a child in elementary school I loved learning and would cry on the last day of school. I would cry because I wanted to stay and learn more, I have always loved to read, loved to write, and loved to learn about anything which I was not yet versed in. Although the start of my life was quite traumatic, my way of dealing with my emotions was to hyper focus on my academics. I was able to skip a couple grades, and was placed in advance placement classes. I have no doubt if I did not encounter the challenges I had in my formative years I would have been much farther than I am now...let me explain. I was adopted, born the product of a rape. My biological mother immigrated from Mexico to try and have access to a better life for herself, she wanted to keep me, yet she knew she could not give me the life she wanted to give me. My biological mother at nineteen years old made the most selfless sacrifice one could make and she gave me up for adoption. Yet, I went to foster care for a while before I was found a family. During my stay at foster care I was sexually abused, and of course had issues with trust and bonding throughout my childhood. However when I entered my early adolescence my mother started drinking heavily, and I started self mutilating, instead of my adoptive parents allowing me to stay in their home to work through these emotional regulation issues they discarded me. I was sent to a lockdown psychiatric facility, and treated for a diagnosis which was not accurate, and was mandated to take an insane amount of medication and if I refused to take the medication I would be tackled, restrained, and then isolated. This cycle repeated for years on end, and by the time my aunt came to visit me she realized how much damage had occurred. Instead of my adoptive parents coming to visit me and taking my word as to how severe the mistreatment and medical negligence was they choose to keep me in a harmful situation. After I left those institutions I was not the same, I was not used to socializing, without being on medication, I was not used to being able to make choices. The antipsychotics affected my developing brain, and my body, mind and soul took years to externally recover, so instead of being able to turn my full attention towards schooling I had to recover from said mistreatment. Instead of being welcomed home to a life of love, I was welcomed home to a mother who drank and took her anger out on me, as well as my brother. My house was often unsafe, and again I did not have time to focus on my schooling, as I was barely able to survive. If I am able to garner enough money to pay for schooling, I will ensure I become an attorney who represents adolescents in those same situations that I found myself in, and I will ensure I do everything in my power to protect those lives. I will ensure I not only make an impact in the individuals I am representing yet also in my community as a whole, and have intentions on strengthening legislation to protect minorities from these abuses which run rampant in our communities.
    Lo Easton's “Wrong Answers Only” Scholarship
    I deserve this scholarship because I do not view my education as a burden yet rather as a privilege. Not everyone has the opportunity to attend college; I did not have the opportunity to attend the majority of middle school nor did I have the opportunity to attend high school. As a result I am excited when it comes time to do my homework; I have trouble putting an end to my studying. My career goals are to become an attorney. I specifically want to work with adolescents with defined disabilities, and help to protect them as an attorney against the abuses which run rampant in the foster care system, mental health system, and criminal justice system. I also want to work on changing legislation to protect minors, and ensure foster parents, mental health providers, and parents in general are held account for negligent actions. I overcame my mental health issues by finding meaning in my life. Four yers ago I tried committing suicide, and was almost successful, however instead of seeking help in a traditional manner I did what felt right to my soul. I found solace in helping those in my community through social justice work, instead of listening to others, I did what was right for myself.
    BJB Scholarship
    Community means being apart of something greater than myself, community means being connected to a cause, community means being connected to a purpose which resonates within and inspires me to be better than I was the day before. Community means having diverse spaces which challenge the status quo, and challenge my initial way of thinking so I can continue to grow as a human being. How I give back to my community is through social justice work, and various forms of volunteering, I have always enjoyed meeting people from all walks of life so this form of giving back to my community is very organic to me. Most recently giving back has to do with listening to underrepresented groups in my community, such as those black, brown, disabled, and lgbtqia+ voices. I myself fall into those classifications of people, yet this does not still mean I cannot take the time to listen to others peoples truth, and ask how I can be of service. For instance I remember showing up to protests and many other people would show up and act as though they belong in the front when they did not ask the people hosting the protest for permission. Being apart of the community is not stealing anyone else's voice, but promoting their voice, respecting their voice, and sharing their voice, values, in harmony. When people consistently feel heard it is a disservice to them to show up to their space and continue that trend, I try to show up and listen. I am an individual who comes from the womb of an immigrant; my biological mother was born in Mexico and came to America to start a new life. Yet she was raped when she came over to this country, as a result I ended up having to go to foster care where I faced sexual abuse, I have faced medical negligence and physical abuse within our mental health system, more abuse within my home life, and the story continues as I come into contact with the criminal justice system. I realized through my social justice work, nothing makes my life have more meaning than helping others, this is the only time I forget about my pain, when I am alleviating the pain of others. As a result I have decided to pursue my undergraduate in prelaw courses so I can one day help those who find themselves in the same situation I was in. I plan to help the community and enrich the community, by equipping them with the knowledge I will learn with the institutions of higher learning. My definition of success is the ability to be able to pass on whatever knowledge you possess to the generation which proceeds you and to make the world a bit better than you found it. This is what I hope to do, I hope to inspire those in underrepresented classes with defined disabilities, and let them know anything is possible if they work hard enough!
    Robert F. Lawson Fund for Careers that Care
    As someone who comes from a background of scare resources, and limited opportunities I plan to make an impact by attaining an education in law, with the end goal of becoming a lawyer, and also working to change legislation at the state and national level in regards to a couple different aspects. Most of my peers attended middle school, and attended high school, and although I wanted to I did not get the chance to. I did not get the chance to because I was mandated to be institutionalized for mental health issues which did not warrant such severe treatment. My story is always a challenging one to tell because it is quite complex, so bear with me. I was born the product of rape, my biological mother immigrated from Mexico. She choose to keep me, instead of abort me, which I think was a very selfless sacrifice. However, I ended up going into foster care because she did not have the ability to care for me as a nineteen year old immigrant. As a result of these circumstances I went into foster care until I was adopted, and unfortunately was sexually abused as a baby. I had trouble bonding as you might imagine, and as a result started self mutilating as an adolescent, this drove my mother to start drinking. I was then sent away to lock psychiatric facilities where I was treated for a wrong diagnosis. I was given heavy doses of antipsychotics, which again were for the wrong diagnosis, and if I refused I would be tackled, and restrained, placed in a five point hold, and locked in a little white room ranging form days to weeks. This only exasperated my depression and anxiety as a thirteen year old adolescent who had already suffered some pretty severe trauma; I was not crazy, I did not hear things, I did not hurt anyone, I was merely depressed yet I was treated as though I was an animal for three consecutive years. It was my aunt who was a therapist who saved my life and urged my parents to sign me out against medical advice. After being sedated, restrained and isolated for so long I genuinely forgot how to interact with others. My mother turned to drinking, and would take out her sorrows on me when drinking, my point in relaying my story is that I realize other people have the same story. Perhaps not the exact same, yet there are adolescents out there who need appropriate representation, there are adolescents out there who are not insane yet are suffering from grave abuse and need intervention and help and are lashing out because of how much they are suffering. After realizing how common this issue is, instead of becoming a psychologist I vowed to become someone who would serve and protect these adolescents. After pursuing social justice work within the greater Seattle area, and reading contracts as a Realtor, I realized my calling is to become a lawyer. I specifically want to defend those adolescents with defined disabilities. This is how I want to make the world a better place, by being genuine, by being intentional, and by utilizing my experiences to better the experiences of those around me. Whether I am doing something simple such as validating someone before me, or something monumental, such as pursuing by education despite all odds, I want to always have in the back of my mind who I am doing it for, not for myself, yet for everyone I can stand to serve!
    Nina L. Coleman Memorial Scholarship
    My life has prepared me for success because it has taught me how to overcome the most insurmountable of barriers, my life has prepared me for success because I have been doubted by more people, and institutions than I have been supported by and I have still managed to stay alive and thrive within these institutions with limited support by said people. My life has prepared me for success because it has taught me how to become extremely resourceful; and although I may be denied equitable access to resources I have a duty and obligation to not only advocate on behalf of myself but to advocate on behalf of all future woman of color with defined disabilities whom come from a background as I do. My personal definition of success will never be defined by a letter grade, by a degree I receive, by an any amount of income I make, by any title I hold, by anything I specifically achieve...rather my definition of success has to do with what I can do with those opportunities and resources, meaning, how can I provide those resources to be of support to my community, and to those who will have the same challenges who will proceed me. I feel as though my life, my legacy, will be meaningless if I do not intend to counsel, and guide others who inherit the same challenges as I have. As someone who has faced sexual abuse in the foster care system as a baby, as someone who has faced physical and medical negligence in our mental health system as an adolescent, and as someone who has faced discrimination within our criminal justice system I have a duty and obligation to help those who cannot help themselves. To equip future generations with knowledge once I equip myself with the knowledge which I will absorb within the institutions of higher learning. I intend to become a lawyer, a lawyer who represents adolescents; I believe as someone who has suffered grave abuse and trauma this uniquely qualifies me to detect such ills. In twenty years I see myself having my own practice, who works to protects those with defined disabilities specifically adolescents with defined disabilities. I want to be someone who inspires others, and let them know regardless of what you go through, regardless of what others tell you you're capable of that you can be capable of achieving whatever you want as long as you are willing to put forth the hard work and effort. I not only want to help protect and counsel adolescents who find themselves in the same situation as I have been, yet I want to work on putting together meaningful legislation which will prevent further harm in these instances. For example what I suffered at the hands of alleged mental health professionals still haunts me to this day, I say alleged because they allegedly proceeded with due diligence, they allegedly treated me for the appropriate diagnosis, and the alleged severity in treatment and care was warranted. Many of those places I was sent to were later sued, some of those adolescents died as they were placed in five point restraints by ex NFL players, people think these places only exist for the worst kinds of behavior, yet often times adolescents are sent away because parents do not know how to proceed. This is not justification for cruel and unusual punishment, instances like these occur more than you know, I wish to shed light and bring justice to these situations. Success means making use of my suffering, so others won't have to!
    Hobbies Matter
    I personally have a good amount of hobbies and I agree with the statement above a student will do much better in school if they have other areas of interest to look forward to rather than just putting all their focus into studying. I am someone who personally really enjoys the process of studying yet after eight to ten hours of staring at a computer screen my brain will need a mental break. During this time I will invest in one of my two main hobbies, I will either reach for my guitar, or I will go for a run depending on how the weather is where I live. I live in the greater Seattle area so as you can imagine it does rain quite a bit, however we get used to it in the Pacific Northwest. As long as it is not pouring down rain, I throw my running shoes on and take my new rescue puppy with me, and we go for a quick mile run, having a physical activity helps me reset my cognitive abilities and gets my endorphins flowing as well. However, if for some reason or another I cannot go for a run then I grab my guitar, and start practicing and usually write some poetry to accompany my playing. Or if I have the time, one of my friends has a gym in their apartment complex and we will either go lift weights or we will practice some mixed martial arts. I used to love going to the gym and working out before covid, however covid has changed the way we go about our daily activities, so I have placed more of an emphasis on building up my endurance abilities once more. I used to be a distance runner who ran half marathons, and was building up to run a full marathon before I ended up with shin splints. I then found a passion for body building, and since then have tried an array of physical demanding activities such as gymnastics, CrossFit, Dutch style kickboxing and Brazilian jiu jitsu. Aside from physical hobbies, my mother hobbies include social justice work. I have found the most meaningful connections within political activist clubs, such as the Social Democratic Party of America, and attending political events within the greater seattle area. I had started my activist work about a decade ago, I have supported everything from environmental issues, animal rights, woman's rights, minority rights, LGBTQIA+ rights, standing up against police brutality etc. I believe it is important to be well rounded emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually, and although I did not list all of my hobbies, I listed my main hobbies I lean on throughout the course of my studies. However, each of my hobbies, and passions are important to me in their own way. With social justice issues taking the most predominant role in my life, however my other hobbies, are for me to mentally regroup.
    Jameela Jamil x I Weigh Scholarship
    I showed up for my community most recently during the height of the George Floyd protests, I had been participating in activist work for the better part of a decade, since I was twenty one. Participating in social justice work has been the only activity which has truly given my life meaning, specifically on the ground grassroots level activism work. I knew groups such as Black Lives Matter, Black Action Coalition, Seattle Protest Network, Morning March Seattle, Evening March Seattle, and Decriminalize Seattle needed people with activist experience. I not only took time off of work to help organize protests, and coordinate with efforts with city officials to ensure protestor safety, yet I also put my body on the front lines as a leader. As a hispanic woman, and one with a defined disability, I know what it is like to be discriminated against and I knew nothing was more important than to show my support than by taking time off of work to be there in person. As a result of my efforts I lost my new career as a Realtor, I lost some of my friends who were shot by counter protestors, I lost some of my friends who were run over by counter protestors in vehicles. I saw many protestors targeted unjustly and repeatedly by law enforcement; I spent a lot of time taking pictures, and vlogging. I did this so there would be a record of everything which occurred, and so the appropriate people would be charged. For instance the Seattle Police Department did not obey court orders, and used crowd control tactics, and it was through protestors taking video footage, that Major Jenny Durkin was able to validate this fact that they had indeed violated such court orders. There was also accounts of shootings, and vehicular homicide which officials were able to validate whom the suspect was from firsthand accounts of video footage. I knew going out there everyday to be an ally I was risking my life, I was risking my job, I was risking my assets. Yet this did not matter to me, as a minority who had been subjected to abuse by the criminal justice system and who had been wrongly arrested, and charged, and jailed I knew what it was like to be in the shoes of others who were in the same situation. Therefore I felt compelled to be there, to listen, to stand beside, and yes to risk my life if it came down to it. I was there to hold the hands of my fellow African American brothers and sisters when SWAT was deployed, when the National Guard was deployed, and when several different police departments were deployed and utilizing crowd control tactics. These were military grade units, military grade weaponry not designed for use against their own citizens, much less against use against college aged kids. Yet it was warfare, and all because they could not control the narrative anymore, so yes I showed up and I sacrificed everything I had, and asked how I could be of service to those around me. Nothing matters more to me than eliminating the institutional racism which is buried deep within our systems, and still perpetuates a socioeconomic gap. I paid a hefty price for my actions, as those around me did, yet I would do it again if I had to, because it was not just about going down to a protest, yet it was about standing up for my convictions, and I would die for my convictions. Being an ally means showing up when others won’t!
    Snap Finance “Funding the Future” Scholarship
    The first thing characteristics you should note about me as a human being is that I possess a lot of mental fortitude and conviction. Despite overwhelming odds, I have survived sexual abuse, physical abuse, and medical negligence at the hands of our most common institutions within the United States of America. Not only this, yet I have faced being homeless, faced being shot at, faced being run over, faced being subjected to crowd control tactics due to being on the front lines of protests and yet I am still here before you trying to better myself as a human being. Most importantly I am trying to utilize my experiences to better those around me, and shed light on the flaws within the foster care system, mental health system and our infamous criminal justice system, which is the point of much contention as of lately...and for good reason. My biological mother came to America to try to avoid the very obstacles my life became plagued with. I do not place any blame on my my biological mother, for she was only nineteen when she was raped, and forced to make a decision to human being should have to make. In fact I applaud her for carrying me to term, and choosing to be as selfless as a human being could be, and although I do not know much about my biological mother, I do know inherently we are both selfless people. I see this in myself time and time again, when I was younger I could not make sense of all the abuse, of all the trauma of all the pain. Yet, as an adult I realize now I was meant to suffer in ways so profound so others would not have to suffer to the same extent that I would. What do I mean by this? As a baby who was sexually abused in foster care I am now hyper aware about what can happen in these environments. As an adolescent who was abused in psychiatric facilities and subjected to years of medical abuse and medical negligence I am now hyper aware about what can happen in these environments. As a young adult, who left these institutions and was faced with a world of obstacles and was used to being abused so was attracted to abuse, as abuse begets more abuse, I am now hyper aware about what can happen in these environments. Not to sound too repetitive yet I am establishing a point right now, for every behavior, there is often times causation. What others may interpret as lashing out or as going through I phase I can interpret as abuse, trauma, or someone who has mental health issues. It does no good to belittle someone who is constantly belittled, to invalidate someone who is constantly invalidated yet in our society this is often times what happens. Every one who knows me says I should become a psychologist, yet I could not bear to become what I loathe. A part of me loathes a percentage of people who represent this profession because instead of ending the cycle of abuse they themselves often allow and perpetuate it. My mental health diagnosis was nothing which warranted the kind of treatment which I received, in fact it only exasperated the symptoms, as it would for anyone with a diagnosis or with no diagnosis. What I mean by this is anyone who has faced significant enough trauma with no prior mental health diagnosis could end up being diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder, or major depressive disorder or generalized anxiety disorder after having been the subject of enough trauma. Due to all my obstacles, and coming home to a mother who did not know how to deal with what happened to me...I was not the same. My mother turned to drinking, heavily drinking, and took her anger out on me, even though I needed her compassion more than anyone. As a result of all the turmoil and no one to turn to, I eventually turned to suicide, and I remember waking up after I had a breathing tube in my throat and being so upset. I did not want to be alive, yet I figured I was alive for a reason, and the only way I have been able to find meaning out of all the pain is to help those around me find meaning out of their pain. I take great pride in defending those who do not have the capability to defend themselves and that is where I found my calling in social justice work. I lost years of my life to institutions, to court mandate therapy and to wrong diagnosis's, and now I want to ensure no one else has to lose years of their life. I was always a passionate person, before my mothers drinking started I had skipped a couple grades. I played sports with the boys instead of the girls because I was always very competitive and I had wanted to serve my country, yet all this was taken from me. My ability to go to school, my ability to play sports, and my ability to serve my country because of my mental health record. It is amazing how laws, even as a juvenile can impact the rest of your life, therefore I do not just want to become a lawyer who specifically represents adolescents against the ills of society. Yet, I want to make an impact to change laws and legislation around mental health, meaning those who have a history of mental health, or those with defined disabilities still can have the same opportunities as everyone else. Not everyone in this world has the same support, has the same, resources, and has an even playing field...those are the people I want to represent, those are the people I want to give a fighting chance, so they don't have to feel like suicide is the only answer.
    Ethel Hayes Destigmatization of Mental Health Scholarship
    First and foremost I want to give my condolences on the passing of your mother Ethel Hayes. Suicide is not necessarily an act, yet a slow process where an individual loses their ties to self preservation; self preservation is intrinsic in most people, yet what some don't understand is through abuse, is through trauma self preservation slow fades away as the relationship with ones self, and the relationship with ones social ties, and society fades away as well. This perhaps is not always the case, yet I have done a lot of research on suicide as well. I tried to understand what led me to self mutilate and attempt to take my own life on three separate occasions. Telling my story takes a lot of courage, and honestly so bear with me as I relay my struggles with mental health. My suicide attempts became substantially more significant each and every time, as though the attempt before prepared me to become more lethal with each attempt. I became able to disassociate more, with each passing attempt until the last attempt. I do not recall taking the handful of pills, and it in fact scared me, scared me how quickly and sufficiently I was able to diminish my own livelihood in a mere matter of minutes. I woke up with a breathing tube in my throat, informed, I was read my last rights the day before, and told that I had been on life support. Yet, I was not born this way…thinking so little of myself, so little of my future, hurting so much inside trying to escape my past that dying seemed like a better solution than just trying to make it through another day. You see my life started as roughly as it has proceeded through the decades, I was born from the womb of an immigrant, born as the product of rape, a situation which breathes so much hate into an unsuspecting life. My biological mother was a devout catholic, and was not emotionally, mentally, nor spiritually ready to raise a child nor did she have the resources in this new country. She choose to give me up for adoption where I was sexually abused as a baby in foster care. This is important to note because this all plays a pivotal role in my diagnosis and in why I want to advocate on behalf of others who have ended up this same situation as I did. I was adopted, and when I turned twelve no one in my family could understand why I started self mutilating. How could they? They did not have they same background that I did. I was then sent away to adolescent lockdown facilities where I was stripped of my clothes, and of my dignity, and placed in five point restraints if I refused to take an asinine amount of medication. This repetitive cycle lasted for almost three years until my aunt who was a therapist came to visit me and ordered my mother to discharge me against medical advice. When my mother picked me up, I was so , to being overmedicated, to being isolated, to being restrained that I did not know how to interact with others, I did not feel good enough having a meal with others, my system went into shock without having the prescribed medication I had been on for several years at this point. After I left the institutions I came home to a mother who had gone into full blown alcoholism. I think she felt guilty for what had happened to me and did not know how to deal with it moving forward, either way for some reason when she drank I became her punching bag. However my point in stating this is I agree with your sentiment, behind suicidal ideation and behavior lies a story, not always is there such deep underlying abuse nor reason but more often than not people don’t try to take their life for no reason. All I wanted when I was locked up in a mental institution was to be validated, was to attend school, was to be able to play sports, and to have healthy relationships. I had those prime years of adolescence development taken from me, as a result I really struggled to find meaning as a young adult. What was supposed to help my mental health made my mental health decline. What was my official diagnosis? When I was eighteen we found out I met the criteria for borderline personality disorder as well as post traumatic stress disorder. None of these diagnosis warranted the amounts of medication, nor the severe kind of treatment which were mandated by these alleged mental health providers. I call them alleged mental health providers because allegedly they were proceeding with due diligence, allegedly, they were keeping me safe, and allegedly they were treating me for the appropriate diagnosis. How was I to ensure this same kind of treatment is not to perpetuated against others? Not by being a mental health provider, I realize most mental health providers whether therapists, advanced registered nurse practitioners, psychologists, psychiatrists, forensic psychologists are limited by their own experiences. This is why I want to pursue a career in law, I feel often times adolescents do not have appropriate representation against such institutions like foster care systems, mental health systems, or even the criminal justice system which can often times have the best of intentions but fail to protect them against their own families. Although one could say my experiences have negatively impacted my ability to trust others, I would say it has made my hyper aware so I am able to detect abuses others are not able to detect, my goal has always been to use my experience to better the life of others. This is why I am here, this is why I have survived, this is why I have suffered, to make use of all this trauma, and to protect those who cannot always protect themselves.
    Andrew Perez Mental Illness/Suicidal Awareness Education Scholarship
    I am no stranger to mental health issues myself and hate to say I relate all too well as I nearly lost my life four years ago to a suicide attempt. I am a first generation college student who did not have the opportunity to attend middle school nor high school like most of my peers did and as a result, felt a lot of shame of having lost my opportunity to excel in school. I had always loved learning and this is how I have dealt with my mental health issues by either hiding in a book, or pushing myself to excel in sports. I was adopted, having been born the product of rape. My biological mother was an immigrant from Mexico, the family who adopted me had good intentions yet were not prepared to deal with the sexual abuse I suffered from being in foster care as a baby. This made it hard for me to bond with them, and vice versa. My adoptive mother started drinking a lot and would take her frustrations out on me when drinking, this is when I started self mutilating, on top of having flash backs of sexual assault as a baby and then being physically assaulted when I wanted to be comforted it was too much too bear. I was then sent away to a long term adolescent psychiatric facility, where I was forced to take asinine amounts of antipsychotics. If I choose not to take these heavy doses of antipsychotics which rendered me unable to function then I would be stripped of my clothes and my dignity and placed in five point restraints. From there I would be locked in a little white room for weeks on end, this went on for three years until my aunt finally came to visit me and pleaded with my parents, specifically my mother to discharge me against medical advice. When my mother picked me up, her alcoholism was out of control at this point, abuse begets abuse, and when someone continually gets abused they start to turn the hatred inward. This is why I turned to suicide. I was told at those institutions I was crazy, and worthless, when really I was simply traumatized and no one understood the severity of my trauma. Continuously being invalidated led to a diagnosis of borderline personality disorder and post traumatic stress disorder; these diagnoses did not warrant the amount or force nor the amount medical force and negligence I faced first hand within these institutions. I was restrained over thousands of times, and I will never forget the smell, the sensations and the overall fear and how alone I felt. Even after physically leaving those places, for years I felt like people were going to physically restrain me if I did not agree with their treatment plan. I lost years of my life due to being institutionalized, instead of being allowed to study, or socially interact with others I felt hopeless when being reintroduced to society. As a result of being able to survive these situations I know my purpose is to help others in the same situations, I know others share my story of surviving suicide attempts, surviving sexual abuse, surviving physical, abuse, and surviving medical negligence and although this is not issues most people want to speak of these are the issues which make people sick if we don't shed let on them. My goal is to become an attorney so I can protect others against such abuses which run rampant within these systems, also I want to express my condolences for your loss!
    Mikey Taylor Memorial Scholarship
    My experience with my mental health issues has profoundly experienced my beliefs, my relationships and my career choices. Many would think I would choose to go directly into the mental health sector to promote healthier choices for mental health providers and lead by example, however as an adolescent I was severely traumatized by this alleged sector which was supposed to promote healing, but only brought more trauma. I was born from the womb of an immigrant, born as the product of rape, a situation which breathes so much hate into an unsuspecting life. My biological mother was a devout catholic, and was not emotionally, mentally, physically nor spiritually ready to raise a child nor did she have the resources in this new country. She choose to give me up for adoption where I was sexually abused as a baby in foster care. This is important to note because this all plays a pivotal role in my diagnosis and in why I want to advocate on behalf of others who have ended up this same situation as I did. I was adopted, and when I turned twelve no one in my family could understand why I started self mutilating. How could they? They did not have they same background that I did. I was then sent away to adolescent lockdown facilities where I was stripped of my clothes, and of my dignity, and placed in five points holds if I refused to take an asinine amount of medication. This repetitive cycle lasted for almost three years until my aunt who was a therapist came to visit me and ordered my mother to discharge me against medical advice. When my mother picked me up, I was so used to being sedated, to being overmedicated, to being restrained that I did not know how to interact with others, that I did not feel good enough having a meal with others, my system went into shock with the medication they gave me. What was supposed to help my mental health made my mental health decline. What was my official diagnosis? When I was eighteen we found out I met the criteria for borderline personality disorder as well as post traumatic stress disorder. None of these diagnosis warranted the amounts of medication, nor the severe kind of treatment which were mandated by these alleged mental health providers. As a result of all this trauma when I was older I ended up trying to commit suicide, because after I left those institutions I was never the same. Although I woke up on a ventilator after numerous attempts I realized my calling was to ensure people never have to go through the same struggles I went through. How was I to ensure this same kind of treatment was not exposed on others? Not by being a mental health provider, I realize most mental health providers whether therapists, advanced registered nurse practitioners, psychologists, psychiatrists, forensic psychologists are limited by their own experiences. This is why I want to pursue a career in law, I feel often times adolescents do not have appropriate representation against such institutions like foster care systems, mental health systems, or even the criminal justice system which can often times have the best of intentions but fail to protect them against their own families. Although one could say my experiences have negatively impacted my ability to trust others, I would say it has made my hyper aware so I am able to detect abuses others are not able to detect, my goal has always been to use my experience to better the life of others.
    Loretta Webb Green Scholarship
    Winner
    I was born as the product of rape. My biological mother immigrated from Mexico, and was a devout catholic I am told. Therefore at a mere nineteen years old she was not emotionally, mentally nor spiritually prepared to raise a child. Let alone, raise a child, after such a traumatic experience. When I was born she wanted to keep me but she knew she was not prepared to give me the life she thought I deserved. I ended up being torn apart from my biological mother and introduced into the foster care system. I ended up being sexually abused in foster care and by the time I was adopted I exhibited strong signs of such abuse. By the time I was an adolescent I started self mutilating because there was a rage which grew from deep within. I ended up being sent away to a lockdown psychiatric facility where I was stripped of my clothes, and stripped of my dignity. Abuse seems to beget more abuse, instead of ending the cycle I was introduced to five point holds, medical negligence, and being restrained and injected with so much antipsychotics that I could barely function. Having experienced so much abuse makes me uniquely qualified to detect such abuses which exist within these realms. After several years of being locked up like a caged animal I came home to a mother who drank and took out her sorrows on me. I am relaying this story because all the trauma led me to suicide; an attempt where I was on life support. When I woke up I was so upset, I did not understand what my purpose was. Then I realized I was meant to suffer in such a profound way so others would not have to. My goal is to become an attorney who works for a non profit, and works to protect adolescence against such abuses. I realize when a child is lashing out there is so much more going on behind their exterior. I realize there is no justification for what I went through in my life. My only purpose is to protect those who don’t have the ability to protect themselves. I always loved learning yet because of my trauma my education was taken from me. Literally the years of my life where I was meant to be learning I was not allowed to, I was mandated to take medications which were not appropriate for my diagnosis. I was mandated to go to therapy when others were abusing me, which did not solve the issue. I was told I was wrong for getting upset for consistently being abused, instead of being allowed to feel my emotion. This is not just my story, there are many young people out there looking for guidance and support. I want to take the appropriate steps to shine light on what goes on in foster care, in these mental health institutions, in the criminal justice system. I have taken the steps to shadow a handful of attorneys and this is the only way I can find meaning out of my painful past. My education has very little to do with me and has everything to do with who I can stand to serve. My life was saved so I can save others, so I can inspire others, and so I can relay to others they are worth something!