Education, for me, has become the foundation of my life. It is something I never thought I would say. Growing up, no one in my family went to college. In fact, both of my parents struggled with addiction and were involved in criminal activity, which led to a life of poverty. I did not grow up seeing what a stable or successful life looked like, and because of that, college always felt like something meant for other people, not me.
That started to change in 2021. A teacher mentioned community college to me, and if I am being honest, I almost laughed. It sounded unrealistic and far out of reach. I had no examples to follow and no understanding of how higher education even worked. Still, I decided to enroll, almost as a joke. I signed up for three classes without expecting much from the experience.
To my surprise, I ended up enjoying it. At the time, my mental health was not in a good place, and school gave me structure and something to focus on. It became an outlet instead of a burden. One semester turned into another, and I kept going. In December 2023, I graduated with my associate’s degree. That moment was one of the first times I truly felt proud of myself.
During that same time, I also found my volunteer and internship opportunity through AmeriCorps as an Illinois JusticeCorps Fellow at the Winnebago County Courthouse. That experience gave me a sense of purpose that I had never felt before. I worked directly with people in my community who were facing serious challenges such as poverty, housing instability, and domestic violence. Many of them came in feeling lost, overwhelmed, and unsure of what to do next. I helped them complete legal forms, answered their questions, and connected them to resources.
That experience changed me. It helped me realize that education is not just about personal success. It is about being able to help others navigate systems that are often confusing and difficult. It showed me how much of a difference one person can make by simply being present, patient, and informed. That is when I knew I wanted to go into public administration or law. I want to continue working directly with people and making systems more accessible for those who need them most.
Education truly saved me from going down a different path. It gave my life meaning and direction. It gave me something to work toward. That may sound cliché, but it is the truth. There were many times when I wanted to quit. I struggled with self-doubt because of how I grew up. I also have a learning disability, and school was never easy for me as a child. I often felt like I was not smart enough or capable enough to succeed.
There were also smaller challenges that felt just as overwhelming at the time. I did not know how to order textbooks, fill out financial aid forms, or even properly use tools like Word and PowerPoint. These may seem like simple tasks, but when you are a first-generation student with no guidance, they can feel like major obstacles. Despite all of that, I kept going. I learned how to figure things out on my own. I adjusted, asked questions, and kept moving forward.
Now, I am working and close to finishing my undergraduate degree. My next step is to pursue graduate school, and eventually, I hope to earn a law degree. I want to use my education to serve my community, especially because I know what it feels like to have nowhere to turn. My community has a lower education rate compared to others, and many people lack access to resources and support. I want to change that.
I hope to work in a role where I can continue helping people one on one, whether that is through public service, legal support, or policy work. I also want to serve as an example for others, especially young women who may feel like higher education is not meant for them. Representation matters, and I want others to see that it is possible to take a different path.
On a personal level, I want to break generational patterns of poverty and lack of education. I want my future to look different from my past. I also want my niece to grow up seeing that success is possible and that she has options. More than anything, I want to make my family proud, but I am also proud of myself for how far I have come.
Education gave me direction when I had none. It helped me build confidence, purpose, and a vision for my future. It showed me that small steps really do lead to big outcomes. My journey has not been perfect, but I have learned to keep going, even when things feel uncertain.
That is my why.