Growing up in a first-generation Asian immigrant household, I felt an ever-present sense of despondency from what seemed like maladroit attempts at navigating my complex environment and identity. Since my parents are non-native English speaking immigrants, I had difficulties in conveying experiences. “Untranslatable” concepts seemed multitudinous. I avoided sensitive topics with my family and peers for fear of inadequately expressing the full weight.
However, I realized that core values had always been “translated.” My parents’ survival in America necessitated incredible tenacity. Since immigrating in the 1980s, my parents have both been in the various working class occupations and have felt the effects of contentious socio-political climates in their daily lives. The spirit crystallized in their personal sacrifices and unrelenting pursuit to secure their children’s well-being while retaining their humility. After moving to San Antonio to attend school, hundreds of miles away from familiarity, I generated profound respect and admiration upon reflecting on their resilience. I am reminded to gain self-knowledge and use my abilities to help others. Moreover, being a university student offers a medium for sharing stories. On campus, I would – and will – call my parents everyday to excitedly announce even minor successes, cry about stressors, or warmly bid them good night.
The realization of unconditional connection extended beyond my immediate family. I found a sense of belonging in my university's Honors College. I made lifelong friends in the community. I learned how to constructively engage with the world. I discovered personal strategies of transcending cultural, linguistic, and economic barriers.
My most influential role model is my mother. Having spent her early life in oppressive socioeconomic conditions, she has recounted to me, on a few occasions (and only after I was mature enough to understand), her specific stories of struggle. She relayed to me how growing up she "knew" one word: "hungry." Being gifted a single egg for her birthdays was considered gracious. She remembers the time when her big sister filed into the bus that would send her to work on a farm, a choice made in order to bring in money for a starving family; she remembers chasing after the bus, wishing hopelessly for something that would stop her sister from leaving. Even confronted with extreme barriers, she was able to become the one among eight (and the only woman, no less) at her high school to pass the college entrance exam. Even after moving to America and sacrificing what would have been a fairly comfortable life, she never relinquished her passion for knowledge. Furthermore, her compassionate, diligent nature has undoubtedly molded my values. I truly believe she passed on to me the instinct and perseverance to pursue my academic degree and support the distribution of educational resources to others.
In San Antonio, people living north and northwest of the downtown area possess higher economic prosperity and education outcomes; whereas, the effects of historical economic and racial segregation have cascaded in other areas. Concerned about the urban youth’s inaccessibility to learning and developmental resources, I am invested in strengthening the university-side process of addressing the achievement gap present in marginalized communities.
During my leadership role as CEO of a technology entrepreneurship society, I was true to the goal of equipping students of all levels, majors, and backgrounds with networking and technical resources to expand their professional career. I discovered during this time that managing my entrepreneurial, social, and personal identities needed immense intercultural confidence and courage. In assuming the leadership role of an organization that had an overwhelmingly male-dominated member and leadership body, I experienced tension in asserting my leadership capabilities. Though stresses emerged, I was able to ultimately gain enrichment from newly constructed personal qualities. Now, I feel that I have successfully integrated some aspects of the entrepreneurial mindset in my daily life as an Asian American woman, such as self-initiative and determination.
With ample evidence to highlight benefits of including arts programs in academia and disadvantaged communities, it is also my goal to increase academic, social, and civic success through arts programs. In January 2020, I founded Student Art Society, a student organization at my university. I and fellow students, bonded by an exceptional interest in the arts, developed a network for students seeking to enhance aesthetic appreciation and gain multicultural, intergenerational awareness. Meetings include scholarly discussions on history and culture as well as instructional workshops. Officers partnered with Bihl Haus Arts, a local nonprofit, to learn about cultural preservation, economic development through the arts, and art interventions for under-served adults. Student Art Society has since organized fundraisers, selling member-designed art stickers, with all profits donated to Bihl Haus Arts programs to promote wellness among veterans, under-served older adults, and underrepresented groups through engagement with the arts. We encourage students to engage with their neighborhood and local civic groups. Additionally, we promote students to investigate how scientific methodologies can inform approaches to art making, and we promote students in the sciences to engage with the curiosity they feel for their research through conceptual, expressive lenses of art. Now a United Nations Millennium Fellowship project, the organization is planning to expand engagement and develop new programming that is aligned with relevant Sustainable Development Goals centered around well-being, sustainability, and equitable education.
As an Asian American woman, I know that togetherness is indispensable in enhancing the capacity of people and communities, and individuals of different languages, backgrounds, and beliefs can cooperate. I hope for young individuals to acknowledge both their own strengths and the strengths of others, not to debase them. I would support spaces for young people of all backgrounds to learn and believe in their ability to learn. It is where the inspiration for cross-disciplinary engagement is instantiated; artists, engineers, scientists, and mathematicians are able to collaborate on impactful projects.
As a student funding their tuition mainly through part-time work and being frugal, the Soo Joo Park Scholarship would directly contribute toward my education and help me invest in resources for my community.