The calluses, blood, and subsequent pain that comes with working long hours at my construction job is as constant to me as the air I breathe. The scent of the wood from my construction job still lingers in my nose after a long day. When I go to sleep, the fragrance of the sweet flowery detergent my mother puts on my sheets is replaced by the smell of wet, muddy wood.
Air conditioning cools down my body, usually still warm from the heavy heat of the sun’s rays that beamed on the back of my neck, sizzling my skin like a cooking steak. I struggle to savor the dinner in my mouth, trying to overcome the overpowering aroma of wood dust that snuck into my lips. With sore muscles and throbbing feet, I rush to read, do schoolwork, and check on my siblings.
Often, I cry myself to sleep because of the pain I am in--two pains: the physical and the pain in my heart. However, the night before I spoke in the first community rally that I organized, “A Dream and a Reality”, I was shedding tears because of the realization that I was about to take an important step towards my dream of making the world a better place through my voice and actions.
The next day, I found myself standing on a stage. Then, I turned to look at the familiar face of the sun I always looked to at my job, often begging it to shine elsewhere. The once-painful sun now illuminated me like a spotlight. At that moment, I became overwhelmingly grateful for the struggles and hardships I’d experienced because they shaped my determination to strive towards creating a label-less society through my passion for social justice and politics.
Despite my uncomfortable experiences as an immigrant, I would rather live in the US where I have the opportunity to decide to explore work beyond construction and become a doctor or a teacher. In my home country, Honduras, the defining decision I had to make was whether to join the “MS-13 gang” or the “Salvatrucha gang.”
As I stepped closer to the audience, I stepped nearer to my aspirations. Before I spoke, I thought, “I am risking my livelihood in this country by speaking out of a desire to bring a better life for my fellow undocumented individuals.” I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, relinquished my fear, and finally spoke not from the mind, but from the heart.
I told my story. I talked about how my personal experiences as an immigrant living in the United States helped shape my uncommon goal of becoming the first non-US-born President. I shared my experience of shouldering the responsibility of both a family breadwinner and a student-led to my resilience and determination. After I was done speaking, I was humbled most when someone came up to thank me for reminding them to pursue once-deferred dreams, “Tu me inspiras a continuar a perseguir mis sueños, sueños que se murieron hace tiempo.”
That moment was a building block in my own journey toward realizing my own future where I use my voice and commit to action for making a change. The memories, lessons, people, values that I’ve developed at the construction site were laying a foundation for the future I intend to build for myself and my family. A future where I will continue to pursue my ambitions and persevere past any barriers in the way.
By pursuing higher education and continuing to expand my horizons, I will get closer to my goals and my dream of making the world a better place. In college, I'm ready to research frameworks on social change while pursuing my passion for politics and social justice. I will be the enlightened sun that shines upon others, giving out my strength and light to uplift all I encounter.