My name is Chy’Ana Lee—but that wasn’t always my name. I was adopted around the age of three, and much of my early identity is still a mystery to me. What I do know is that I was born into a reality marked by pain, instability, and generational trauma. My biological mother struggled with addiction, and the court gave her a limited opportunity to turn her life around while she was pregnant with me. When she couldn’t, I was placed into the foster care system—a system that, unfortunately, defined the earliest chapters of my life.
At birth, I was labeled a “crack baby,” and before I could even take my first breath, others had already written my story for me. That label, and the stigma that came with it, followed me like a shadow. It wasn’t just a medical term—it was a judgment, a dismissal of my potential, a way for society to tell me that I would amount to nothing. But I refused to let that be my truth. I have worked every day to prove that I am more than my circumstances. I have grown not only into someone I’m proud of—but someone who knows her purpose and lives it boldly.
Music has been my saving grace since I was four years old. It has been my therapy, my voice, my way of transforming pain into power. Singing, writing, and rapping have allowed me to express emotions I couldn’t say out loud and helped me build an identity rooted not in trauma, but in truth and healing. I’ve been playing guitar for over eleven years, and I’m also a rapper—though not the kind people expect. I don’t follow industry trends or the hypersexualized image so often placed on women in the music world. Instead, my influences come from artists like Tupac, Biggie, Eminem, and the golden age of hip-hop—musicians who had something real to say. My music explores deep themes like mental health, racial and social injustice, divine balance, and the emotional complexity of being human. It’s clean, it’s raw, and it’s rooted in purpose.
I call my philosophy “G.A.M.E.” – Guidance Above My Emotions. That mindset is more than a catchy phrase—it’s the foundation of how I move through life. I’ve learned to lean into my faith, especially since I was around 14. That’s when I truly began to develop a relationship with God and understand that my life had a bigger meaning. Reading the Bible, reflecting on my experiences, and recognizing the gift I’ve been given through music helped me realize that I was put on this earth to heal others in the most authentic way I know—through creativity, service, and truth.
That realization shaped my future plans. I don't just want to be an artist—I want to be a healer, educator, and mentor. I plan to pursue a degree that allows me to study music and its power as a tool for healing and communication, possibly combining that with psychology, creative therapy, or community development. My goal is to continue traveling and performing, but also to create programs and spaces—like youth songwriting workshops, creative healing circles, and mentorship networks—for those who come from the same kinds of broken systems I did.
In fact, I’ve already started doing this work. I’ve spoken at schools, mentored young kids, and organized writing workshops where youth can express themselves through music and poetry. Many of these kids come from unstable homes, live with trauma, or feel like their voices don’t matter. I use my platform to show them that they are worthy, that they can tell their stories, and that what they’ve been through doesn’t define who they are or what they can become. I’ve watched these young people go from silence to singing—from fear to freedom—and that transformation has become one of the most fulfilling parts of my life.
These workshops are more than educational—they’re collaborative, spiritual, and restorative. We don’t just write music. We share stories, build trust, and form community. I’ve seen how a single line in a song can unlock years of emotion and help someone begin to heal. That’s the power of creative expression. That’s the power I want to keep giving.
This scholarship will allow me to further this mission in a sustainable, grounded way. Higher education is the bridge between where I am now and the larger vision I have for my future. With financial support, I will be able to focus on both my academic studies and community work without the constant pressure of financial strain. I won’t have to choose between paying for school and buying a guitar for a kid who’s never owned an instrument. I won’t have to work multiple jobs just to afford books while also trying to perform and mentor. With this scholarship, I will be able to learn, lead, and lift others at the same time.
It’s also important for me to be visible in academic and professional spaces as a young Black woman who beat the odds. Representation matters. When kids like me see someone who looks like them, who came from what they’re living through now, standing strong and walking in purpose, it plants a seed of hope. And sometimes that seed is all someone needs to make it through. I want to be that hope.
In the long term, I envision building a center for creative healing that brings together music, mentorship, therapy, and education—especially for Black youth, adoptees, and children impacted by addiction or trauma. I want to train others to use music as a healing tool, advocate for mental wellness in communities of color, and challenge systems that have historically failed kids like me. I want to publish my lyrics, write books, and continue using my story as living proof that beginnings don’t define endings—and that creativity can be a lifeline.
None of this is about becoming famous. It’s about becoming effective. I know I’ve been given a gift, and I’ve been given a second chance at life through adoption, music, and faith. Now I want to give back that same hope, that same opportunity, to others who are still trying to find their way. This scholarship will help me do that—not just by funding my education, but by fueling my mission.
In the words of Tupac, one of my greatest influences, “I’m not saying I’m gonna change the world, but I guarantee that I will spark the brain that will change the world.” I believe this scholarship is an investment not only in my future, but in every young person I will one day help to see their own.
Thank you for believing in that possibility.