I’ve always been drawn to the challenges most people avoid. My favorite sport is the punishment of all sports: running. I love the numbers, the measurable grind. You either do the work or you don’t, and when you do, the numbers reflect it. This same drive carried me through high school, where I was thrust into the fire of an accelerated academic program while simultaneously recovering from an eating disorder and the most traumatic experience of my life. I came out of that season battle-hardened and better for it, with the perspective and determination that will guide me through law school.
On August 30, 2021, there was a shooting at my high school. I will never forget the sheer terror in my classmates’ screams as we ran for our lives, or my fear of not knowing whether one of my best friends had been shot. For two months, everything around me felt dreamlike and unfamiliar, as though I were watching my life unfold from outside of it. The people closest to me seemed strangely unfamiliar, and although I knew I was safe, I was in a constant state of fight-or-flight. I was in a complete state of dissociation and it was the most bizarre feeling I’d ever experienced. Though these challenges made me fear I might never feel grounded again, I have since found comfort in curiosity– in the act of questioning, learning, and finding purpose in understanding what once felt senseless.
During that time, I started seeing a psychologist, who helped me recognize what I couldn't at the time: I had been forced into a perspective most people never experience, one that made me acutely aware of fragility, morality, and how thin the line is between order and chaos. I spent a lot of time contemplating my own existence, shaken by how minuscule and fleeting it seemed in the grand scheme of things. At first, I feared that perspective, but my psychologist taught me to embrace it, to confront the challenge, rather than to run from it. It gave me a new way of seeing the world– skeptical, curious, and unwilling to accept anything at face value. That time of my life taught me to interrogate everything, a quality that has manifested itself in my desire to understand the world through the law.
Reading became my way forward. I devoured books, often finishing a book every other day. I tore through nonfiction books about Kennedy’s assassination, Bill Clinton’s affair, Pablo Escobar, and countless other stories that raised questions about power, responsibility, and truth. Even as I confronted my own fear and disorientation, I found myself drawn to challenges most people shy away from, digging into uncomfortable truths about human behavior and accountability. What drove me then and still drives me now is my insatiable desire to understand the world around me. It’s why this past year I spent Christmas break reading Caesar and Christ and Pax Romana simply because I woke up one morning curious about the Roman Empire. My desire to understand the world challenged me to abandon biology– a path I had stubbornly clung to– after my first semester, and drew me toward political science and philosophy, where I could turn abstract questions into concrete understanding of how ideas influence societies and the laws that govern them.
The shooting didn’t just test my resilience, it rewired the way I think. I don’t take stability for granted, and I don’t take systems at face value. I know how quickly order can collapse and how urgently it must be rebuilt with clarity and intention. That is why I am drawn to the law. Law isn’t abstract, it’s where ideas meet consequences, where the fragility of life collides with the structures meant to protect it. Since then, I’ve tested my commitment to understanding how the law can transform fragility into structure both in and out of the classroom, from winning the Shepard Jones Award for the best paper in international relations, to writing on topics like the school-to-prison pipeline and Aristotle’s views on women, to working in a District Attorney’s office and for a Massachusetts state senator.
I can tell you countless anecdotes about how my drive has pushed me to excel. Each step has confirmed the mindset I developed in the aftermath of the shooting– skepticism, resilience, and hunger for knowledge– which I plan to carry into law school. I wake up every morning and go for a run, embracing the physical pain that is progress. That discipline mirrors the way I tackle challenges in academics and in life. I don’t see the world the way I did before August 30, 2021. I see it more clearly, more critically, and with more urgency. That perspective is what has shaped me, and it’s what I will bring with me into law school: a mind honed by curiosity, a body and will trained with perseverance, and a determination to transform understanding into action.