I was never a "good" science or math student. It wasn't my strength, and that scared me. By the time sixth grade came, I was a very awkward, shy kid regarding learning those subjects. I often hid myself away during classes and was embarrassed about my lack of knowledge. I never raised my hand. I never talked to other students. Mrs. Bentley, my science teacher, never saw me as a quiet child. She would often joke around with me, make me smile, and provided exciting lessons to truly engage her students and motivate group work. I began to make lots of friends in her class because of that opportunity, and it seemed like her priority was fostering relationships more than simply grilling her students about homework, quizzes, and tests. She was so supportive of each and every student in her class, regardless of their popularity or habits. Of course, the group work was just the opportunity I needed. She gave me the ability to talk with others without feeling anxious and without having the entire class focus on me. As an adult, I truly admire how she never brought it up, but simply helped by encouraging conversations between all of us.
My grandmother is also in the school system and constantly talked about her job. She was so passionate about each student, something I couldn't understand when I was younger. Upon the revelation that teaching would be the career for me, I excitedly told her that I finally understood. She laughed and nodded, even telling me, "I can leave that school knowing I touched someone's heart today." And that stuck with me. Because education and teaching is not just about the surface level of getting good grades or classwork; it runs much deeper. You do much more than lecture. You are constantly creating emotional connections, teaching morals, and encouraging friendships. That seems incredibly important to me. That is something young children need, especially now.
I truly wish to be this teacher for the upcoming generation. It's so vital that we have new teachers who are passionate about every child, and will have the patience to foster and strengthen relationships with them. I want to give each child an opportunity to flourish and break out of their shell. I want learning to be fun, and show children that they shouldn't feel foolish for not knowing every single answer. These values are so important, especially for teaching younger children. As they grow, they will blossom into exceptional young men and women, having received the necessary foundation for said growth. I will go into this career with the mentality that I want to inspire others and show kindness. I will reflect the idea that I will touch many young children's hearts each and every day. I will inspire my students to try, and to laugh, and to learn. I will confidently cheer them on and work hard to prioritize our relationship. And maybe someday, someone can look back and think of me as their Mrs. Bentley.