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Caylyn Billing

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Education

Morrilton Sr. High School

High School
2021 - 2025

Miscellaneous

  • Desired degree level:

    Doctoral degree program (PhD, MD, JD, etc.)

  • Majors of interest:

    • Anthropology
    • Archeology
    • English Language and Literature, General
  • Not planning to go to medical school
  • Career

    • Dream career field:

      Museums and Institutions

    • Dream career goals:

      RonranGlee Literary Scholarship
      In Vladimir Nabokov's Lolita, the text reveals that obsession can both heighten and strip away humanity, turning a person into a mere reflection of twisted desires and selfishness. Humbert Humbert, the main character, presents himself with captivating charm that hides his predatory instincts, showing how deep obsession can distort reality and create a dangerous disconnect. Throughout the story, Nabokov skillfully comments on the complex nature of obsession, illustrating how it can enhance creativity while also reducing the person being desired—Lolita—to an object lacking agency and humanity. Vladimir Nabokov employs various forms of figurative language such as diction, metaphor, symbolism, and allusion to explore the intricate relationship Humbert expresses through his devoted obsession with Dolores Haze (Lolita) in this poignant controversial novel, Lolita. The contrast between obsession and devotion highlights how love can change one's perception and create a barrier between their true self and how others perceive them. It explores the risks and consequences of chasing after the unattainable, as well as the ethical dilemmas that may arise. Obsession can both elevate and dehumanize, transforming an individual into a mere reflection of their distorted desires and self-absorptions. At the center of Humbert's obsession is a strong craving for beauty and innocence, traits he projects onto Lolita. His eloquent language and poetic viewpoint disguise his inappropriate desires in a romantic light, drawing readers into a complicated relationship with both Humbert and his young victim. Yet, this obsession soon becomes harmful, erasing Lolita's individuality and freedom. Nabokov’s careful portrayal of Lolita emphasizes this tragic change; she becomes a mere vehicle for Humbert’s fantasies, overshadowed by his overpowering desire to control her. Through this depiction, Nabokov shows that, in the grip of obsession, the beloved turns into a distortion of the lover’s self-serving desires, leading to significant dehumanization. Additionally, Nabokov employs language and storytelling techniques to enhance our understanding of the complexities of obsession. Humbert’s unreliable narration shifts between deep admiration for Lolita and disturbing justifications for his predatory actions, creating an unsettling contrast that reflects his obsessive mind. Readers must confront the beauty of his words while also dealing with the frightening truths they reveal. This contrast uncovers the harmful nature of obsession—it can elevate the artist’s expression while simultaneously degrading the subject of that expression. Nabokov also implies that social and moral views on sexuality intensify the destructive nature of obsession. Humbert's fixation on Lolita stems from societal taboos and his inner struggles, prompting a desperate but misguided search for fulfillment. This observation goes beyond Humbert, encouraging readers to consider how social values shape personal desires and offering a broader view of obsession itself. In his attempt to break through societal restrictions, Humbert becomes a warning about how unchecked desire can lead to moral failure and personal disaster. In conclusion, Lolita deeply examines how obsession can distort and damage the soul, hindering true human connection and transforming love into a quest for possession. Nabokov does not justify Humbert's behavior; instead, he reveals the complex layers of obsession that enhance an individual's emotional experience while simultaneously dehumanizing the person they profess to love. Through hauntingly beautiful language and a multi-faceted narrative, Nabokov urges readers to confront the uncomfortable realities of desire, prompting reflection on the fragile line between passion and obsession, and the devastating effects they can have on both the lover and the beloved. Humbert's diction drips with the syrup of romanization, swirling around Dolores’ essence, while he remains blissfully blind to her lack of agency.  As he unveils the intoxicated allure of their encounters Dolores’ voice is silenced and overshadowed by his own tortured narrative. He is left to confront the dissonance between his ardent declaration of love and the dehumanizing reality of his predilections. On page 65 paragraph 2 Humbert exasperatedly states "Desperately dying he patted her on her coccyx and she struck him quite painfully" (Nabokov page 65).  Viewing this behavior as child-like and playful, Humbert distorts Lolita's actions before she leaves for camp, dismissing them as playful rather than Dolores' filtered response to the sexual assault. This is one of several indications that Humbert's narrative and perspective may be unreliable and not reflective of the true nature of the situation, highlighting his distorted obsession and self-absorption. Shortly after the antagonist, Humbert, feels desperate and morally decayed because his eyes will not be filled with Lolita, hence his actions of the mental and physically ‘painful’ action Dolores inflicts, which only wounds his self-image.  Her absence will drive him mad because of the image he has morphed in his psyche, straying from her actual narrative, which ironically the readers are provided dialog from Lolita, but through a filtered lens. Overall the prose and diction is significantly beautiful and incredible, Nabokov can string together a sentence as exhibited initially on the first page Humbert metaphorically states that " Lolita light of my life, fire of my lions, my sin my soul. Lo-lee-ta" (page 9 sentence 1). It is unforgettable that Lolita rips a reaction and emotion that immediately consumes Humbert's soul, that is what makes Humbert's confession a morbid work of art, he uses metaphors to draw a line between ethics and morality and forces his words to be absorbed gruelingly. Humbert uses metaphors to compare Dolores to sin, light, fire, or sexual attraction, which he believes is his sole reason for existence. He wholeheartedly believes that Lolita has consumed every fiber of his being and has sparked this reaction within him, elevating Dolores to a desired sin that he is willing to let corrupt his soul.  Humbert finds true authentic beauty in mannerism and Lolita's appearance, in fact he seems like a romantic individual, however, he overleboratly romanticizes the shaken up sense and helpless children, he addresses them metaphorically as "Nymphets." Humbert is so inflated in manipulation and control that he describes it in honey-laced language that is filled with allusions, which drips of forbidden fruit; he so easily calls himself Adam without his Eve. Nabokov deliberately utilizes symbolism to characterize the contrived relationship between Lolita and Humbert, prior to Lolita leaving to camp they attend one more sermon at the church. Dolores Haze (Lolita) engrossed herself in an apple. This apple expresses the immoral and sinful nature of Humbert's actions, contributing to the powerful dynamic and the corruption of purity. The references to Adam and Eve are not the only historical examples of sin and its consequences on an individual. Another example can be seen in the allusions to the Latin poet Catullus and his intense infatuation with a young girl named Lesbia. Humbert mentions Catullus's lament over losing his obsession, saying "Lolita, my Lolita, poor Catullus would lose forever!" (Nabokov page 67). Catullus mourns the loss of Lesbia's purity as she matures, similar to Humbert's feelings towards Lolita. Catullus's quote about a maiden losing her innocence and no longer being desirable resonates with Humbert's beliefs. Both men become fixated on young girls, using them as inspiration for their art and as objects of obsession. Despite their similarities, both Dolores and Lesbia also showed a curiosity towards sexual experiences with other men in order to assert their independence and break free from manipulation. It is clear that both women were forced to mature quickly due to the influence of older men in their lives. The parallels between Humbert and Catullus highlight the dangerous obsession they both have with young women, using them as muses for their art and devotion.   As Humbert analyzes a painting portraying a girl in the latency period of girlhood he states, "the sensualist in me (a great and insane monster) depravity in his prey." During this somber and tension he suggests that Lolita already proved to be something quite different than innocent and that is the "nymphean evil breathing through every pore of the fey child that" he would make secrecy impossible, and the “delectation lethal" (Nabokov paragraph 1 page 125). This chiaroscuro depicts the moral decay against innocence and even draws parallels to the rapture. In this moment Humbert becomes unreliable in his narration as he distorts even his own mind and ultimately consumes his identity as he makes unexpected platitudes of the second coming of Christ, comparing a holy relic (Lolita) to an entity of terror. During their time at the Enchanted Hunters Hotel Humbert rapes and drugs Dolores Haze and established that he never wants to wake up from nymphetland. Figuratively, "Lolita" becomes the moon forever distant and untrainable, while Humbert is earthbound-- he gropes in the dark blinded by the very desires that chain him.  In analyzing the portrait, he contradicts himself and becomes a figure of terror. Humbert’s character seems to embody both malevolence and a facade of affection. Like the evils of the world, he is earthbound and challenges those who are pure to succumb to sin, corrupting their own worlds by his own consequence.