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Caspian Clift

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Bio

I hope to study in the UK one day and become a history teacher! I am 21 years old, transmasc, queer, and asexual. I lost my father to adrenocortical carcinoma when I was 18, just before moving into my first college. His death absolutely wrecked my mental health for the next three years, resulting in me flunking out. Just this past fall, I finally regained the courage to pursue my dream of teaching and start over. I finished my first year of college strong with a 4.0!

Education

Marian University

Associate's degree program
2025 - 2028
  • Majors:
    • Education, General

Penn High School

High School
2019 - 2023

Miscellaneous

  • Desired degree level:

    Master's degree program

  • Graduate schools of interest:

  • Transfer schools of interest:

  • Majors of interest:

    • Education, General
    • History
    • English Language and Literature, General
  • Not planning to go to medical school
  • Career

    • Dream career field:

      Education

    • Dream career goals:

    • Barista

      Biggby Coffee
      2024 – Present2 years

    Sports

    Cheerleading

    Club
    2025 – 20261 year

    Arts

    • Penn High School

      Drawing
      2019 – 2023

    Future Interests

    Advocacy

    Volunteering

    Brent Gordon Foundation Scholarship
    My father, Dr. Ian C. Clift, was the epitome of academic curiosity. Even when he seemed to have everything: a Ph.D. from Mayo Clinic Graduate School, publications, and a career at one of the best hospitals in the world. He never believed in a finish line. His hunger for learning led him to study at three universities and eventually become the program director of Clinical Laboratory Science at Indiana University South Bend. When we moved from Minnesota to Indiana, life felt stable. I was adjusting to middle school, making friends, and watching my father thrive in a role he loved. Everything changed in early 2019. My father discovered a large tumor on his adrenal gland and was diagnosed with adrenocortical carcinoma, an extremely rare cancer with little research behind it. Even then, he refused to surrender any part of his identity. While undergoing treatment, he continued to write scientific articles, publish a textbook, and keep a daily journal. He even experimented on himself, storing vials of his own blood in our refrigerator like the scientist he had always been. His determination was inspiring, but for me, it was also terrifying. I watched him fight for his life while knowing the odds were against him. As his health declined, so did my mental health. I began failing classes, acting out, and losing motivation. I was grieving him long before he was gone. Yet even in his weakest moments, he found the strength to lecture me about school, about my future, and about the importance of learning. He believed in me when I didn’t believe in myself. In 2023, his condition reached its lowest point. I barely graduated high school with a 2.1 GPA, but he still attended my commencement at a large university arena. His pride in me, even then, is something I carry with me every day. On August 20th, 2023, I heard the words I had dreaded: “Daddy died this morning.” I was eighteen and about to start college. Within weeks, I dropped out. I felt hollow, directionless, and convinced that nothing mattered if life could disappear so quickly. For two years, I lived in that grief. But slowly, something shifted. I began rereading my father’s journals and scientific writing. I remembered how his former students spoke about him with such admiration, and how my earliest memories were of him teaching me the parts of the brain. I realized that his life had never been about outrunning death. It had been about filling the time he had with purpose, curiosity, and impact. That realization changed everything. I decided to reapply to college, even though I feared being a twenty‑year‑old freshman. I knew I wasn’t perfect, but I also knew that my struggles had shaped me into someone more resilient, more empathetic, and more determined than before. Losing my father taught me that education is not just a path to a career, it is a way to honor him. It is a way to continue the legacy of a man who taught until his last breath. I want to become a teacher because I saw firsthand how one educator can change lives. My father changed mine, and now I hope to do the same for my future students.