Music has shaped who I am today, not necessarily through a talent or skillset gained, but by transforming my outlook on life entirely. My parents both fostered a love of music in me at a very young age. Whether playing the drums at church events or just helping to set up stereo music seemed to always be in my life.
My father who fostered a lot of my love for music died when i was twelve, they said it was some heart condition. And, for a brief moment that broke me. The man that taught me everything I know about life and music, the man that would stay up for hours helping me to do complicated math homework that I couldn't quite understand, just gone in an instant. But, aside from the regular class work he helped me to choose my first band instrument. Like most I wanted to play percussion, but somehow he convinced me that tuba was where I was meant to be, with some convincing from my band director as well I gladly agreed.
But, playing the tuba specifically didn't really change my outlook on life. It just provided a sort of stepping stone to opportunities in my future. As for myself, like most tuba players, it took a while for me to sort of fall in love with playing the horn but once I found the passion for it, I never looked back. Now I play in a number of ensemble across my city. I play in our local church orchestra, my band at school, as well as a small quintet style group that goes to our local nursing homes and puts on concerts every once in a while. And that I would say is where music itself started to strike a change my life. Yes, playing in a high school marching band is great, with the camaraderie and tight knit environment, but when I decided to give my time and volunteer at a local nursing home for the first time. This simple act caused an upward spiral for me.
This past summer I went on my first mission trip with my church. On that trip although I wasn't necessarily an integral part of the planning and execution of it. There was one day that I will never forget. Because I brought my horn with me, I had the pleasure of putting on a sort of Recital in this newly built church that we had just spent the last few weeks finishing. Although I didn't play my best, as this was a sort of pop up opportunity. That hour or so of being able to bring happiness to those few people changed me.
So I guess I would say that although music itself hasn't changed the way I look or carry myself directly, music has allowed me to give a gift that very few have the privilege of giving. And with that gift I have been able to, even if only for a brief moment change the lives of those around me.
Today I have had the privilege of meeting many wonderful people and although none of that would be possible without music. I still feel that playing at nursing homes and going on mission trips, being able to foster a change in someone else's life is a gift I never thought I would receive. And for that I will be forever grateful.
In the future I wish to continue doing mission trips and hopefully make change in the world, one person at a time.