Thank you for taking the time to read my story. I am currently a nontraditional student with a disability, returning to college after a 10-year leave. I recently transferred from UALR to Henderson State University. I have found much support at the Disability Resource Center, and I am so glad they are able to assist people with challenges like me. I know better than most that mental illness can be a hereditary curse, as it seems.
For much of my life, challenge and limitation has been a constant battle. I was not given the same opportunities as most, so it has been through my persistence, resilience, and motivation that I have pulled myself through numerous challenges. Through stigma, having a single mom, experiencing trauma, having a disability, and being a mom to two lovely children, I have learned so much. I served as an AmeriCorps member and completed two terms of national service. I love serving people and the community. My family and my community are very important to me, as are my studies and aspirations.
I am motivated to bring healing, understanding, and loving compassion to people who have experienced trauma. I understand trauma from the inside. I know if someone doesn't deal with the trauma and heal it, they will live with the effects until it is finally addressed. I want better care and outcomes for people.
I want to be that provider who makes my patients feel like 1) they are finally being understood fully, 2) they are completely valued and respected for who they are as an individual no matter their differences because that is what makes them beautiful, 3) they have a knowledgeable and supportive provider who isn't afraid of going through the deep topics of trauma, 4) and they are confident that they can overcome trauma, PTSD, or any other limitation or barrier that presents in their lives. I believe the best way for me to go forward is to pursue a doctoral degree so that I can become a Clinical Psychologist with my own practice. I’d like to be able to serve the community and meet its needs by having enough experience to help with a broad range of problems as well as specific pervasive problems.
I am giving myself a second chance to complete my bachelor's degree and continue my dream. This will involve a graduate program, such as a master's degree and PhD/PsyD. The reason I am pursuing this path is that I want to help others, help myself, put my family in a better financial position to meet our needs, and overcome limitations others say I will never be able to overcome. I believe I can rise above, and I know what it takes.
I want to help overcome mental health stigma in our society by serving as someone who not only does not tolerate that behavior toward my patients but promotes a more courteous and respectful environment for everyone involved. Spreading kindness and love to those who may not even feel that for themselves changes their trajectory in life. I would love to help people change the downward spiral into hope, healing, meaning, and success.
Overall, I just want to be given the chance to thrive and help others thrive, too. I know that the proper support will allow me to continue to break the mold and do more than anyone thought was possible, raising others up with me. Thank you.