Lord, what in the world," I looked up and down the hallway, it seemed to stretch, as I walked, it seemed like the door I was trying to walk to was never close, my arms could not reach the door handle, this only happens in movies I thought. How can they expect me to walk into a class that has already started? As I opened the door, I heard "WHY," and all I saw were eyes; they were everywhere. With my heart beating and my lips trembling, or so it felt, I stood, there, I heard "sit." So, I'm the new kid, and everyone knew it. This situation was not some Disney show, but this is my start at a new school. I always believed that being a new student at school would be fun. Getting the chance to make new friends, learn new things, I'm open to trying anything for the first time. I just wished it wasn't in high school. How could my parents do this to me? This belief changed when I became a new student. I was in a whole new environment, with kids I had never spoken to or seen in my life. I was the outsider, walking into a group of high school kids who already had long-established friend groups; I was thinking, where do I fit in. It also didn't benefit me that I was a timid kid growing up, and making new friends was a challenge for me; But who would have thought that being the odd one would soon make me who I am today.Going into high school, I had mastered the ability to talk to new people and make friends. I would always try to meet new people, especially welcoming the newer students to the school; I made that my civic duty. I even started to join small clubs and groups in school to try to meet new people. This new attitude gave me more and more confidence that even led to me tutoring kids around the neighborhood who had trouble fitting in like me.
As I began to explore academic subjects and see possibilities that I never knew were out there. With confidence growing, I wanted to know more, my palette for knowledge was changing, and I started to see myself change and take action. I inquired about various careers in math. I loved numbers and math growing up. It gave me the ability to solve challenging problems finding new and creative ways to figure them out was a rush. I would often ask my dad how I could help with budgeting with the household bills trying to open other ways that numbers mattered statically. I began to wonder what I could do with math as a job, how I could work at something I love to do and get "paid." But I also had another love, the love of helping people. I have always enjoyed helping people, from delivering holiday meals to families on Thanksgiving and Christmas, to even tutoring high school students on math concepts; Helping people has always been my main priority. So mathematically, I strategize how to join the two together, math and servanthood. I researched and found the perfect career path. It was like a light bulb moment; I saw it in my peripheral vision "helping people with numbers" become an actuary; it was like a billboard ad calling my name saying, "Brandon, Brandon, this is for you." This career path will challenge me, do something that most people run away from "math," it will connect the two intersections of what I enjoy, yet still keep me humble enough to keep me grounded in all that makes me, Brandon.
Overall, moving to a new school helped me grow as a person. I would have never thought that moving schools would lead me to find my future career. My parents have always said everything happens for a reason., At the time, I was devastated by the move and didn't see the reason, it was challenging, yet emotionally and academically, I changed. I grew up! Or so I think, my mom says, she reminds me daily, "I'm still her baby." In growing up, I had the opportunity to step out and experience what it would be like to become an actuary. This past summer, I chatted with some actuaries in a summer program I attended, "Me talking carrying on the conversation asking the questions" I'm grown! I was very excited about how they do their job; they gave me so much information I felt like I was lost in the Candy Math World. I have found my dream career. This plane is taking off, and I am so ready for the ride. College here I come!