As a single mother of two children, my greatest responsibility and motivation is creating a better future for them. Every decision I make is centered on giving them stability, opportunity, and the belief that they are capable of overcoming any circumstance. My children are the reason I keep going each day, and they inspire me to pursue a career where I can help others rebuild their lives. I want them to grow up understanding that their worth is not defined by their circumstances and that change is always possible with support and opportunity. My academic path in psychology is rooted in my commitment to social justice, particularly within correctional mental health. Many individuals in the justice system struggle with untreated or undiagnosed mental illness, substance use disorders, and trauma histories. Research from the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration and the Bureau of Justice Statistics shows that these conditions occur at significantly higher rates in incarcerated populations than in the general public, and many individuals enter the system without prior diagnosis or consistent treatment. Recidivism remains a persistent challenge in the United States. According to the Bureau of Justice Statistics, approximately 68 percent of released state prisoners are rearrested within three years, and about 79 percent are rearrested within six years. These outcomes are closely tied to structural barriers such as poverty, lack of stable housing, unemployment, and untreated mental health and substance use disorders, all of which make successful reintegration difficult. At the same time, rising housing costs and economic instability have contributed to increased homelessness, and many individuals experiencing housing insecurity struggle with substance use or survival-based behaviors that can increase their likelihood of involvement in the criminal justice system. These overlapping challenges highlight how deeply interconnected mental health, addiction, poverty, and incarceration truly are. These realities have shaped my belief that rehabilitation must be prioritized alongside accountability. I want to contribute to correctional mental health by helping individuals address underlying psychological needs, develop coping strategies, and connect with resources that support successful reentry into society. Research consistently shows that access to evidence-based mental health and substance use treatment can improve stability and reduce recidivism, reinforcing the importance of treatment-focused correctional care. My children remain my foundation and my inspiration. They remind me that perseverance and education can create a different future. Through my career, I hope not only to support individuals within the correctional system but also to show my children that resilience, compassion, and purpose can create meaningful and lasting change in the world.

Drugs and alcohol were not just substances in my childhood, they were a presence. They sat at our dinner table, blew out my birthday candles, and pounded on our front door in the middle of the night. Addiction was the invisible third parent in my home, shaping the air we breathed and the silence we learned to survive in. Experiencing this as a child taught me early on how mental health struggles can infiltrate every aspect of life, not just the person suffering but everyone around them. I often wonder what builds a person’s foundation. Is it nature, nurture, or the quiet accumulation of lived experience that etches itself into the soul? My earliest memories are stitched together with love and volatility, tenderness and fear. My father had an untreated, undiagnosed substance use disorder. He was charismatic, generous, and capable of deep affection, yet addiction transformed him into someone unpredictable and abusive. On one birthday, when my sister added a playful “cha cha cha” to the end of the song, he hurled his soda into my cake and stormed out, leaving sticky silence behind. I remember my mother bracing a door shut as he forced it open, and I remember the fragile hope when he sat me on his lap in the front yard and told me he was leaving for rehab. I believed him. When he returned, for a moment it felt like sunlight breaking through. I scanned his face for signs that he was different and wanted so badly for our home to feel calm. But addiction is patient. It waited. It returned. And it took us with it. After my parents separated, his spiral deepened. We experienced homelessness, instability, and the constant hum of fear. Even when my mother secured housing, he would break in at night, bringing chaos back into our bedrooms. Witnessing his attempts to numb pain in destructive ways from alcohol to mouthwash taught me how mental illness and trauma can distort a person’s life and relationships. Addiction took many things from me: the innocence of birthdays, the safety of home, and a sense of security. But it also gave me unexpected strengths. I developed resilience, heightened emotional awareness, and an ability to read people quickly. I learned empathy for pain hidden behind anger and a deeper understanding that people are more than their worst moments. These qualities, forged through survival, became part of my foundation. As I grew older, I realized that trauma and exposure to mental health struggles do not disappear when circumstances change. They shape the lens through which I view relationships and the world. Addiction felt familiar, almost ordinary, and unconsciously influenced the partners I chose as an adult. At twenty-three, I hoped for a different experience, only to have my own romantic relationships reflect the patterns I had grown up with. This awareness was a turning point. I began therapy, studied healthy attachment and trauma, and intentionally examined how mental health and addiction shape behavior. I realized that understanding mental health is essential not just professionally, but personally. It affects how I relate to others, the boundaries I set, and the environments I cultivate for my children. Breaking generational cycles is quiet, deliberate work, but it is possible. These experiences have profoundly shaped my goals, relationships, and worldview. Personally, I strive for stability, empathy, and emotional intelligence in my relationships, creating a safe environment for my children and myself. Professionally, my goal is to become a licensed clinical psychologist, providing trauma-informed care and substance use treatment, especially for underserved and justice-involved populations. I hope to develop diversion programs, community-based counseling, and educational initiatives that support mental health, prevent addiction, and break cycles of trauma. Through my lived experience, I understand the human impact of untreated mental health issues and addiction, and I am committed to helping others recognize that their past does not define their future.