Facing adversity in life can have two potential outcomes, it will either break a person, or, it will strengthen you, and propel you towards your purpose and destiny in life. I am an overcomer of mental illness. I suffered from clinical depression and debilitating anxiety, and; I was hospitalized three times for my conditions. At my worst point, I was struggling to maintain my will to live. Living with clinical depression is akin to being in a deep and dark abyss with no hope for escape. Just getting through each day was a battle, and, no one seemed to understand. I never knew what true peace and happiness felt like, and, I truly believed that I never would. But, it was at my lowest point that my that I found the will to recover. I began to participate in my healing journey, and, I worked through the arduous process of healing the trauma and unhealed wounds that had daily tortured my mind. It didn't happen overnight, but today I enjoy complete mental wellness, and: I am at peace, joyful, and immensely grateful to be alive. Sometimes, we have to go through the fire to be refined and prepared for greater things that are to come, and, there was a purpose for my pain. I have always possessed great empathy and compassion for those who are hurting, and for souls who are stumbling through the dark, desperate to find just a sliver of light. My trials led me to my passion of becoming a therapist to help those who are fighting the battle of mental illness. Who better to go back into the war of mental illness to help those who are still struggling to escape, than one who has already fought the battle and won? I identify with the struggles of mental illness and the effects of trauma, and; I empathize with those who are desperate to find a sliver of hope. I am majoring in Psychology because my heart is passionate about walking alongside those who are struggling to fight the battle of mental illness, and, my education and personal experience will enable me to effectively lead them to wellness. I have aspirations to become a licensed mental health therapist. Before my recovery, my future seemed dismal and hopeless. However, now I have an unquenchable desire to succeed, and, to bring light to those who are walking the path that I once walked. I know that recovery is possible, and I want to be an encouragement and guide to help others find their way through the storm. Life is beautiful on the other side of depression, and although I don't ever wish to relive my previous struggles, I know that without going through them, I wouldn't be who I am today, and I would not have such an intense desire to help others rediscover joy. My future is bright, and; I am an overcomer. I am employed full time while attending college full-time, and, I am completely self funding my education. Receiving this award would help to lighten the financial burden of funding my education, and, it would take me steps further toward my purpose of helping others conquer the battle of mental illness. Thank you for taking the time to read my essay, and for your kindness in providing this generous award. I would be immensely grateful and appreciative to be selected as the recipient. Thank you, Beth Lawson

Too often, women who are victims of domestic violence suffer in silence. They incur mental and physical abuse, feel alone and isolated, and too defeated to survive. I was once that woman, and now having overcome the nightmare, I have since met many women who have either escaped, or are trying to break free of the chains of abuse. Many times, women are purposely isolated from friends and family by their abusers, or they voluntarily isolate because of shame. It's a frightening and terrifying situation to endure, and survivors are often left with mental illness such as depression, anxiety, PTSD and other diagnoses. I walked the road to obtain wellness, but I often felt misunderstood, and out of touch with my therapist. A person who has never endured such abuse truly cannot completely empathize with or understand the mindset of one who has. I have also held great compassion and empathy for those who were struggling with mental health issues, or who were experiencing a difficult time in life. Somehow, I connected with these lost souls and even if I just offered a brief encouraging conversation, I could never simply walk by and not acknowledge others pain. Rather it be a homeless person on the street, or someone I met in my travels, others often seemed to gravitate to me in conversation. It was ironic, because I too, was experiencing my own difficulties, however, I never wanted anyone to feel alone or unseen. I never gave any thought to becoming a therapist, and college was always out of my reach financially. However, I believe that sometimes when we experience the good and bad experiences of life, the highs and the lows and the struggles and victories, it is through these things that we discover our true purpose and calling. That is precisely my experience. Now that I have raised my children, I now am in college to obtain my degree in Psychology to become a licensed therapist. My specialty will be treating women who have experienced abuse and/or other forms of trauma. I am walking proof that leading a productive life filled with peace, joy, confidence and emotional stability is possible after being a victim of abuse. The road to recovery isn't easy, but I want to walk alongside others to lead them along the way, and help them to regain their mental health, independence and strength. College is expensive, and I since I am a non-traditional student, I am eligible for very few scholarships and I receive no financial assistance. Therefore, I am self funding my education, taking classes when it is financially feasible for me. I would be immensely grateful and honored to be the recipient of this scholarship because it will propel me steps further in achieving my goal of helping women to experience life in the way that it was meant, with no fear and only faith, and obtaining my degree will enable me to do so. Thank you for reading my essay, and for the opportunity to be considered for this award.

When I first joined my church, Christian Life Assembly, in 2018, I wasn't sure where I wanted to serve, or what I wanted to do. I just knew that God was calling me to go forward. There was a class called "Discover" that I signed up for that instructs about our calling to serve, and, it helps us cue into what areas we may be inclined to. I thoroughly enjoyed the class, I learned a lot from others in the class, and I contributed insight to them. Throughout the three-month class, the instructor approached me and suggested that I should look into leading a Discover class. However, I told him that I never had the confidence to lead a group, and it wasn't anything that I was interested in doing. However, two months after the class ended, the Director of the adult class division called me and asked to meet with me. I had no idea what she would want to meet with me about, but I agreed to the meeting. I knew Cristin because I had seen her in church, but we never formally had a conversation. At the meeting, she told me that she had been praying about who to select for the next class leaders, and my name kept coming to her. I was floored as I had been opposed to leading a group. However, God had other plans and needless to say I accepted. I led Discover groups for two years, and I grew extensively in the process. God always knows what is best for us, and it often involves stepping outside of our comfort zones. I'm also involved with a local anti-human trafficking organization, Greenlight Operation, that originated out of my church. I've always held a passion for helping women in crisis, and this sounded like a perfect fit for me. I went to an information meeting in 2019, and I have been happily serving with Greenlight Operation since then. I staff information booths at local events, help with fundraising, organize events, and pray for them. In early 2024, they will be opening the first local long-term care Restoration Home for female trafficking survivors, and I will serve as a peer support coach for the women. My church has an abundance of other opportunities to serve throughout the year. I have worked with Toy Share, an outreach that provides free toys for Christmas for local families, I am a member of the Care Team, an outreach that sends greeting cards to those who are sick, going through a difficult time, or who have lost loved ones. Every week, we receive names of people who could benefit from receiving support. I send them a card, and I include an uplifting message, and, scripture that pertains to their situation. I have also worked with the annual backpack giveaway where we collect backpacks, stuff them with school supplies, and donate them to the local school districts. In addition, my church has a food bank and clothing boutique called Breads and Threads. Those in need may schedule an appointment to come in and shop, and all items are free. I regularly donate clothes to the Threads Clothing boutique, and, have worked in the boutique on occasion. My church has served as a springboard for an extensive amount of service projects that I am, and have been involved with. Our motto at church is, "For The One", and I strive to live that out daily. Even if only one person is touched by my service, to me, it's worth it. (Luke 15:4-7)

I am majoring in Psychology/Christian Counseling because I struggled with mental health issues in life, and understand the despair and hopelessness that accompany mental illness. For much of my life, I dealt with clinical depression, anxiety, and PTSD. I lived a life full of despair, constant ups and downs, and a deep sense of hopelessness and despair. I finally reached the point where I wouldn't survive if I didn't receive treatment, and that day began the beginning of my transformation. I became a Christian at age 30, however, I didn't follow God and I wasn't submitted to His will. My breakdown was when I finally surrendered to God and allowed him to restore and heal the lifelong wounds that I carried. I cried daily and asked God why He didn't heal my pain and turmoil. What I didn't realize was He allowed me to arrive at that place so I would surrender and allow Him to restore me, as only He could. I am fully healed and transformed by the grace of God, and my experiences were meant to be utilized for my purpose of helping those who are hurting and struggling. God never wastes our pain and hardships, and they equip us for purpose in our lives. All of my life, I've had empathy and compassion for those struggling with mental health issues or experiencing hardships. I understand being in that situation, and I didn't want anyone else to feel such hopelessness. I often visit the homeless to talk and pray with them, and offer glimmers of hope, even while I was in my pit of despair. I now realize that was the proving ground for my purpose, to obtain a degree in Psychology and go back and help those still fighting on the battlegrounds of mental illness. I have strength, determination and focus that I didn't have before, and I'm fully dedicated to achieving my goals and following God. I volunteer as a Mental Health Coach on an online Christian platform, and with an anti-human trafficking organization that has a restoration home to restore formerly trafficked women. My testimony is very powerful and motivating to others because I'm someone who fought the battle and won. My degree will arm me with the capabilities to clinically assist these individuals, and walk with them on their journeys to recovery. It's not an easy road to walk, but the benefits of doing so greatly outweigh the costs. I desire to become a therapist to help the segment that has been left behind, or forgotten. Many in this segment have serious mental disorders that prevent them from leading productive and fulfilling lives, and they don't know Jesus. Treating these individuals would lead to lesser amounts of drug addiction and overdose deaths, decreased rates of unemployment, and more secure family units. Not all will be willing to undergo and stick with treatment, but those that are willing can enjoy a better quality of life and an improved outlook on their lives, and I am deeply impassioned to help. I have much life experience to lend, and God is by my side. Everyone needs to know that someone cares and wants to help, I am that person. This award will assist in achieving my goal of obtaining my degree in psychology, and enable me to fulfill my purpose. I greatly appreciate you providing this award, and winning it will help to alleviate the financial burden of my education. Thank you for taking the time to read my essay, and for considering me as a recipient.

I am majoring in Psychology because I have struggled with mental health issues in my life, and I understand the despair and hopelessness that accompany mental illness. For many years of my life, I dealt with clinical depression, anxiety, and PTSD and due to fear of seeking treatment, I lived a life full of despair, constant ups and downs, and a deep sense of hopelessness and despair. However, I finally reached the point where I wouldn't survive if I didn't receive treatment, and that day began the beginning of my transformation. All of my life, I have had deep empathy and compassion for those who were struggling with mental health issues or were experiencing extreme hardships in life. I understand being in that situation, and I didn't want anyone else to feel such hopelessness. I often visit the homeless and talk with them, and I offer whatever glimmer of hope I can offer, even while I was in my pit of despair. I was just extending kindness, but I now realize that it was the proving ground for what is now the purpose of my life, to obtain a degree in Psychology and to go back and help those who are still fighting on the battlegrounds of mental illness. Now that I am fully healed and recovered, I have strength, determination and focus that I didn't have before, and I am fully dedicated and determined to achieve my goals. I currently volunteer as a Mental Health coach on an online platform, and with an anti-human trafficking organization that has a restoration home to restore formerly trafficked women. My testimony is often very powerful and motivating to others because I am an example of someone who fought the battle and won. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will arm me with the capabilities to clinically assist these individuals, and to walk with them on their journeys to recovery. It's not an easy road to walk, but the benefits of doing so greatly outweigh the costs. The United States is in a mental health crisis, and there aren't enough therapists to go around. Many deal with their mental illness by self-medicating to escape the daily torment they experience as a result of past trauma, and undiagnosed and untreated mental health disorders. My mission is to become a therapist to help the segment that has been left behind, the homeless and the low-income population. Many of the individuals in this segment have serious mental disorders that prevent them from leading productive and fulfilling lives. Treating these individuals would lead to lesser amounts of drug addiction and overdose deaths, decreased rates of unemployment, and more secure family units. I realize that not all will be willing to undergo and stick with treatment, but those that are willing can enjoy a better quality of life and an improved outlook on their lives, and I am deeply impassioned to help. I'm only one person, but I have much life experience to lend. This, along with my degree will enable me to be a very effective and powerful warrior in the battle of mental illness. Everyone needs to know that someone cares and wants to help. I am that person. This award will assist in achieving my goal of obtaining my degree in psychology, and it will be paid forward to those that are willing to accept my assistance. I greatly appreciate you providing this award, and winning it will help to alleviate the financial burden of my education. Thank you for taking the time to read my essay, and for considering me as a recipient.

Being a former recipient of mental health services, I fully comprehend the disparity in care between those who have health insurance, or who can afford to self-pay for mental health services and those who are uninsured and financially incapable of paying. The homeless population, in specific, has been poorly served and is in dire need of mental health services. In addition, people of color seldom see providers that are relatable to them, or of the same skin color or ethnic group, as only about 7.9% of mental health workers identify as African American. This disparity adds to the reluctance of BIPOC individuals to seek mental health care. I am obtaining a degree in Psychology because I desire to open a welcoming, relatable, free, and scaled-pay mental health clinic that caters to those who have been sorely underserved in mental health care, such as inner-city individuals and the homeless population. I will also do extensive outreach to familiarize the population with mental health treatment, and to normalize seeking treatment to remove the current stigma attached to it. Improving the mental health status of this community can lead to improved financial status, a decrease in drug/alcohol dependency, stronger family units, improved physical health, and improved quality of life. Every person deserves access to mental health care, and my goal is to close the gap in accessibility to mental health treatment. This is both my goal and, my passion.

My name is Beth Lawson, and I'm a 53-year-old mom of a 26 year old daughter. I raised my daughter as a single parent, which didn't allow me much time for myself. I worked two jobs to provide for my daughter, and, the rest of my time was devoted to my child. I had a very troubled upbringing that left unseen psychological scars, and I never wanted my daughter to experience any of the things that I did. I made sure that she knew they she was very loved, and, my primary focus. Due to experiences that I was subjected to as a child, I was plagued by anxiety and depression. For years, I faked my way through these issues, and as I suffered abuse in several relationships as an adult, my condition worsened. I had learned very unhealthy patterns and behaviors and didn't know how to escape them. After years of dealing with these issues, I arrived at the point where I could no longer stand. I was admitted to the hospital three times, and, received a year and a half of outpatient psychiatric treatment. However, after extensive self-work, I am healthy, mentally strong, and free of the thoughts that plagued me incessantly. Although I silently struggled with my issues, I was always drawn toward those who were hurting or in need. I never had much monetarily to offer, but sometimes just simple conversation helped to brighten someone's day. I often visited the homeless to take food when I could, and, people gravitated towards me seeking solace. I never understood what they saw in me that made them want to confide in me, but I took the time to listen and help however I was able. I never fathomed that this was part of the training ground for my future destiny and purpose. During my healing process, I realized that my purpose is to help those who are hurting and struggling to overcome mental health issues. I fought the battle and won, and, I now understand that my struggles weren't in vain. A person who has personally experienced the dark pit of depression, the spiraling thoughts of anxiety, and who has overcome the horrors of abuse, can completely empathize with someone who is still struggling to escape the wars of mental illness. I'm passionate about my purpose and desire to walk alongside others to lead them out of the battle, to the other side of wellness. I am majoring in Psychology to acquire my degree to become a therapist. I may have arrived at my purpose later in life, but, I believe that it allows me to be more appreciative and motivated towards success. I am driven, focused, and completely impassioned. Thank you for taking the time to read my essay, and for considering me for the award that you have so generously provided. Being granted the award will propel me steps further toward my goal, and, it will help to alleviate the heavy financial burden of college tuition.

Hello, My name is Beth Lawson, and I am a 53-year-old mom of two children, ages 26 and 15. I raised my daughter as a single parent and my son now lives with his father, although he is being raised by both of us. Being a single parent didn't allow much time for myself. I worked two jobs to provide for my daughter, and, the rest of my time was devoted to my child. I had a troubled upbringing, and I never wanted my daughter to experience any of the things that I did. Therefore, I was very involved in her life, and, I participated in all of my children's school and extra-curricular activities. I wanted them to know that they are very loved, and, my primary focus. Due to experiences that I was subjected to as a child, I was plagued by anxiety and depression. For years, I faked my way through these issues, and as I suffered abuse in several relationships as an adult, my condition worsened. I had learned very unhealthy patterns, and I didn't know how to escape them. After years of dealing with these issues, I finally arrived at the point where I could no longer stand. I was admitted to the hospital three times, and, received a year and a half of outpatient psychiatric treatment. Today, I am healthy, mentally strong, and free of the thoughts that plagued me incessantly. I never had any real focus or purpose in life. I worked jobs but never had a career, and I didn't know what I wanted to do. However, even though I silently struggled with my issues, I was always drawn toward those who were hurting or in need. I never had much monetarily to offer, but sometimes just simple conversation helped to brighten someone's day. I often visited the homeless to take food when I could, and, people frequently gravitated towards me seeking solace. I never understood what they saw in me that made them want to confide in me, but I always took the time to listen and help however I was able to. I never fathomed that this was part of the training ground for my future destiny and purpose. During my healing process, I came to realize that my purpose is to help those who are hurting and struggling to overcome mental health issues. I fought the battle and won, and, I now understand that my struggles were not in vain. A person who has personally experienced the dark pit of depression, the spiraling thoughts of anxiety, and who has overcome the horrors of abuse, can completely empathize with someone who is still struggling to fight the battle of mental illness. I am passionate about my purpose, and, I can effectively walk alongside others to lead them out of the battle, to the other side of wellness. I am majoring in Psychology to acquire my degree to become a therapist. I may have arrived at my purpose later in life, but, I believe that it allows me to be more appreciative and motivated towards success. I am driven, focused, and completely impassioned about my purpose. Thank you for taking the time to read my essay, and for considering me for the award that you have so generously provided. Being granted the award will propel me steps further toward my goal, and, it will help to alleviate the financial burden of college tuition. Thank you, again, for your time and generosity, it is appreciated.

Had it not been for therapy and mental health treatment, I would not be alive today. My journey to wellness began with a single step, admitting that I could no longer manage the struggle on my own. Although the path was arduous and sometimes painful, I was determined to put to death the issues that incessantly plagued me, stole my peace, and prevented me from living a productive and satisfying life. For a great majority of my life, I can't remember ever feeling secure or happy. I became great at pretending, and I was a master of disguise. I knew the right words to say, the right way to act, and to the outside world I looked like I had it "all together." It wasn't until I was alone that the mask came off. Finally, after over 30 years of performing, I was tired and the show ended. I had come to a crossroads, either enter an inpatient psychiatric hospital for treatment, or continue to spiral downwards. For the first time in my life, I chose me. My process of recovery involved an inpatient stay and two years of outpatient therapy, but I am elated and proud to say that today, I am whole, joyful, mentally healthy and strong. It's funny though, because even during the worst times of my struggle, I had a strong pull towards others who were hurting. While hospitalized, other patients would come to me and discuss their darkest moments of life. I was actively fighting my own battles, but they seemed less relevant because someone else was in need. This was a regular occurrence in my life, other hurting souls just seemed to gravitate towards me. I could never understand why, but I knew that I wanted to help because I understood their pain. Now that I have gone through my restorative process and the fog has lifted, I now realize that my personal struggles were only a training ground to propel me into my destiny of becoming a therapist. Had I not endured my struggles, I would not have been able to personally empathize with others who are hurting. Had I not gone through the process of recovery, I wouldn't be able to effectively show others the way. I am currently a volunteer mental health coach on an online platform, and I am so grateful for the opportunity to walk alongside others who are in a dark place and reaching out for a ray of light. However, I realize that there is a serious shortage of mental health professionals in the United States, and we are experiencing a mental health crisis of sorts. I am eager to join the ranks of those fighting the battle of mental illness, and, I will effectively be able to lead others out of the war because I have already fought it and won! I am immensely passionate about becoming a therapist because I know there is beauty and joy on the other side of anxiety, depression, or any other diagnosis. The road to get there is not easy, it takes dedication and commitment to arrive at that place. However, the destination is so worth the travel, and I am eagerly awaiting the opportunity to be the tour guide. Therapy works, and I am a testament to its effectiveness. Thank you for taking the time to read my essay, and for considering me for this award. Winning the award will enable me to continue my education, and offer some relief to the financial burden involved with obtaining my degree. I would be immensely grateful to be the recipient.

My personal struggles with clinical depression and anxiety were debilitating. The despair and feelings of hopelessness are something that only one who has experienced the dark pit of mental illness could understand. During my period of recovery and road to wellness I discovered that therapists are trained in the clinical methods of recovery, however they often lacked the first hand experience that is critical to completely understanding another's experiences with mental illness. It was during this difficult time in my life that I realized my personal battle with mental illness was meant to be a catalyst to my purpose, becoming a therapist to help others who have been misunderstood, and who desperately yearn to regain wellness. My recovery included three inpatient hospital stays and a year and a half of outpatient therapy. While the process was arduous and often painful, I am immensely grateful that I was courageous enough to confront the issues that haunted me and incessantly barraged my mind. I learned acceptance, and I now acknowledge my worth and capabilities, in spite of my past difficulties. Even during my battles with depression, I had extreme empathy for others who were enduring emotional pain, and people have always gravitated towards me for emotional support. I never understood why someone would choose me as a confidant for support because I was fighting my own silent battles, but I always made time to listen to them and offer encouragement. It pains me to see someone despondent and struggling because I know firsthand the feelings of desperation that they are experiencing. Probably because of my dim vision of the future, I wasn't able to recognize that I was meant to help and to heal. Thankfully, today I am healed and emotionally whole, and I am passionate about pursuing my degree in Psychology so that I can go back into the battle and help those who are still struggling to win the war against mental illness. We are currently in a Mental Health crisis in the United States, and there are not enough therapists to go around. The wait times to see a therapist are often long, and to a person battling mental health issues, time is often of the essence. I am so impassioned about my mission and I will not be deterred. I am intensely motivated to turn my experiences and pain into purpose, to join the ranks of those helping to bring wellness to those who are fighting the unseen opponent of mental illness. My final motivation for pursuing a career in mental health is the lack of African Americans who are licensed providers of mental health care. This disparity is often a deterrent to African Americans seeking mental health care. I want to help close that gap by reaching those who may be reluctant to seek mental health therapy despite their dealing with mental health issues. Thank you for reading my essay and for considering me as a potential recipient of the award that you have so generously provided. Your kindness and generosity are appreciated. Winning the award will propel me closer towards my purpose, and help to alleviate the financial pressure of funding my education.

The United States is currently experiencing a mental health crisis, and there are not enough therapists to handle the workload. The "old way" of obtaining therapy entailed visiting a therapist in their office which limited the hours that the therapist could be available. However, technology has broadened the spectrum of mental health services, and it has opened up the door to make therapy accessible for all. There are currently multiple platforms that offer mental health services, with many new platforms on the horizon. In addition, private therapists may now offer ZOOM, Google Meet, or Go To Meeting Therapy sessions at nontraditional hours for patients with alternative work schedules. With some mental health diagnoses, an individual may be reluctant or fearful of visiting an office in person which prevents them from obtaining necessary care and/or medication to improve their mental state. These innovations in technology in the mental health industry have many benefits, such as an increase in therapist availability, a reduction in the cost of services with the elimination of office space, accessibility for all, and convenience, among others. These innovations could literally mean the difference between life and death for an individual who is battling severe mental illness. I am majoring in Psychology because I believe in the effectiveness of therapy, and I have witnessed the amazing transformation that can occur as a result of seeking mental health services. I understand and empathize with the desperation that one feels when anxiety and/or depression have taken over your life. However, I also know that help is available, and because of the advancement and availability of online therapy, recovery is possible. I am passionate about joining the mental health movement to offer assistance to those who are fighting the arduous battle of a mental health diagnosis. I am also excited about the possibility of offering online therapy so that my reach may be extended. I appreciate you taking the time to read my essay in consideration of this award, and your generosity in providing this scholarship is genuinely appreciated. Thank you!

Enduring a life of abuse that resulted in years of unhealed trauma was never the path that I intended to take. However, sometimes our toughest journeys result in our biggest comebacks. As a child, I grew up in a controlling and abusive single-parent household. Into adulthood, I was attracted to these traits in partners, only the abuse and control were more intense. Lifelong exposure to toxic patterns resulted in clinical depression, abandonment issues, insecurities, PTSD, and anxiety. I refused treatment, I was embarrassed and ashamed. I played this game of denial until I ran out of cards to deal. I met my son's father in 2005. I thought I found my night in shining armor, the one who would "rescue me" from my troubles. As typical of me, I overlooked the red flags that were waving frantically in front of my eyes. I proceeded to pass go. The relationship was the straw that broke the proverbial camel's back. Eleven years of verbal and physical abuse, added to many years of unhealed trauma, was the culmination of my breakdown. I could no longer pretend. I spiraled into a dark pit of depression I couldn't escape, I lost my will to live. This point was pivotal in my healing. I was suicidal. My daughter gave me an ultimatum, enter a psychiatric hospital for treatment or she would have me committed. With fear and trepidation, I agreed to enter the facility. In the emergency room, I cried uncontrollably. I felt I failed my children, I had no idea what to expect. I was lost, afraid, and broken, and desperately craved peace. Until then, I couldn't fathom "true peace", and lasting joy, I had only heard about. I was embarking on the arduous process of healing. I was at step one. There were times I wanted to quit. The necessary process of revisiting old wounds, of opening them to fester and heal, was excruciating. It meant accepting things as they were, allowing them to die and rest in peace. Until then, the memories were incessant and haunted me regularly. Healing didn't come overnight. It was over four years and included three inpatient stays, and, extensive outpatient therapy. My faith in God was critical and, I don't think I would be alive had I not held on to a sliver of faith. The process was painful yet transformative. It led me to my purpose, helping others still trapped in the war of mental illness. When a person is buried under the rubble of pain and trauma, it seems as if there is no hope for escape. However, a fellow soldier who has won the battle can help lead these injured souls safely out. During my journey, I discovered my passion, the reason why I am alive. I have great empathy and compassion for those who are hurting. I yearn to come alongside to enable them an escape. I possess personal experience, and I am majoring in Psychology to gain clinical experience and my degree. I will be equipped to show people recovery is possible. I am living proof, I achieved it, and others can too. This award will propel me steps further in my journey of obtaining my degree, something I never thought I could do because I felt I had no purpose. That is why I am so passionate in my pursuit, and, this award will greatly assist me. Thank you for taking the time to read my essay, and for potentially considering me as the award recipient. Your kindness and generosity are much appreciated, and, I will be immensely appreciative if chosen.

A dark abyss filled with whispering voices, bombarding my mind with disturbing thoughts and fear. No one loves me, I don't want to be here anymore, why won't the pain go away, can someone please help me? That was my experience with mental illness, anxiety and clinical depression, which I lived for 25 years of my life. I was ashamed to admit that I had a problem, I didn't want anyone to know. Honestly, I didn't know what was wrong, but, it was slowly eating away at me, and robbing me of my life. I suffered extensive trauma as a child, and, that greatly attributed to my issues. Sometimes I thought, maybe I deserved this, maybe I'm not worthy. The merry-go-round just circled and circled, until it finally stopped. I continuously found myself in mentally and physically abusive relationships. Looking back, it was because I was accustomed to that, and, conditioned to accept it. At the end of each relationship, it would dig the wound of abandonment deeper. Because of my instability and low self-worth, I was very promiscuous and had little regard for my well-being. I was desperate to find someone that showed me any inkling of real love. I was willing to withstand the turmoil, degradation, and abuse that accompanied these situations. When each "relationship" ran its course, I would beg for it not to, because the pain of being abandoned was so intense. I met my son's father in 2005. I thought I had found "the one" who would love me, and be my rescue. However, eleven years later, the relationship turned out to be the thing that broke the proverbial camel's back. That relationship, like others, was riddled with abuse, infidelity, and turmoil. I reached a point where all that I could carry, was all that I could carry. I broke. I was at the point of breakdown, unable to pretend any longer. I wanted to die, and I attempted to make that happen. However, God was carrying me, and I wasn't successful. The attempt landed me in the psychiatric ward for the first time in my life. I was terrified, and, I didn't want to go. However, my daughter loved me enough to say, if I didn't go, she would have me forcibly committed. That admission was the turning point in my recovery and healing, and the best thing that I could have done at that time in my life. It made me see that it was ok to get help, that I was worthy of living a life where I loved myself, regardless of who else didn't. It took two additional inpatient admissions, and, a year and a half of outpatient therapy to reach a point of complete mental wellness, to the place where I can finally say that I know what true joy feels like. Until this point in my life, I had never experienced real happiness or peace. Today, I am strong, joyful, capable, and whole, and, there are beautiful things in store for my future. I am majoring in Psychology because of my experiences. I want to be a beacon to help guide the way for those who are still lost in the abyss of mental illness. This award would help me to advance steps further in achieving my goal, and; I would be completely honored, and immensely grateful to be the recipient. Thank you so much for reading my story, which is my life. I appreciate your time and your generosity in providing this award.

Sometimes in life, our deepest and darkest valleys can lead us to the most breathtaking mountaintops. This is my story, and, the reason that I am majoring in Psychology. For many years, I struggled with anxiety and clinical depression. I felt as if my life had no purpose, and, joy escaped me. At my lowest point, I broke and I sought inpatient treatment. Like a moth drawn to a flame, I was determined that I would be victorious in my battle, and I persevered toward healing. During my struggles, and throughout the extent of my life, I have always been drawn toward those who are hurting or in need. Part of the reason that I was able to endure my anxiety and depression was that I felt such a strong desire to be the support and cornerstone for others who were struggling, like me. I was well acquainted with the feeling of being alone, misunderstood, and in pain, and I didn't want anyone else to endure that pain. I have since completed the necessary work to heal the unresolved trauma and pain that plagued me, and, I am in a very healthy mental state. However, my pain had a purpose, it pulled me toward my passion, and, enabled me to embark on a career in Mental Health. My struggle is why I am majoring in Psychology to become a Licensed Therapist. Defeating my difficulties, and, coming out of the fire unscathed have shown me that I can achieve my dreams, and, I have a bright future ahead. Embarking on a career as a therapist will enable me to utilize all that I have learned in my recovery, and, add to it, my education. Both of these tools combined will empower me to become a help to those who are still fighting the battle of mental illness, to go back into the fire and help those still struggling to escape. Had I not gone through the struggles, I may have never pursued my dream and reached my goal of pursuing my degree. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will not only enable me to help others, but will also greatly enrich my life by allotting me a career with a purpose, and not just a job. Improving your life is possible at any age, and, I am proof. I am encouraged, empowered, and optimistic. My financial situation will be improved, my life passion will be obtained, and I will achieve my dream of obtaining my degree. The best is yet to come for me! I greatly appreciate your taking the time to read my essay in consideration for this award. Your kindness and generosity in providing it are much appreciated, and; being the recipient of this award will propel me steps further in obtaining my goal. Thank you, again, for your time, and your benevolence.

Facing adversity in life can have two potential outcomes, it will either break a person, or, it will strengthen you, and propel you towards your purpose and destiny in life. I am an overcomer of mental illness. I suffered from clinical depression and debilitating anxiety. I was hospitalized three times for my conditions, and, at my worst point, I was struggling to maintain my will to live. Living with clinical depression is akin to being in a deep and dark abyss with no hope for escape. Just getting through each day was a battle, and, no one seemed to understand. I had never known what true peace and happiness felt like, and, I truly believed that I never would. But, it was at my lowest point that my healing began. I was in my third inpatient stay, and, in me, ignited a will to recover. I began to participate in my recovery, and, I worked through the arduous process of healing the trauma and unhealed wounds that had daily tortured my soul and mind. It didn't happen overnight, but today I am at peace, joyful, and immensely grateful to be alive. Sometimes, we have to go through the fire to be refined and prepared for greater things that are to come, and, there was a purpose for my pain. I have always possessed great empathy and compassion for those who are hurting, and for souls who are stumbling through the dark, desperate to find just a sliver of light. My trials led me to my passion of becoming a therapist to help those who are fighting the battle of mental illness. Who better to go back into the war of mental illness to help those who are still struggling to escape, than one who has already fought the battle and won? I am majoring in Psychology, and, I have aspirations to become a licensed mental health therapist. Before my recovery, my future seemed dismal and hopeless. However, now I have an unquenchable desire to succeed, and, to bring light to those who are walking the path that I once walked. I know that recovery is possible, and I want to be an encouragement and guide to help others find their way through the storm. Life is beautiful on the other side of depression, and although I don't ever wish to relive my previous struggles, I know that without going through them, I wouldn't be who I am today. I am employed full time while attending college full-time, and, I am completely self funding my education. Receiving this award would help to lighten the financial burden of funding my education, and, it would take me steps further toward my purpose of fighting the battle of mental illness, and, to helping others to realize the joy of recovery. Thank you for taking the time to read my essay, and for your kindness in providing this generous award. I would be both immensely grateful and appreciative to be selected as the recipient.

Sometimes life's trials and journeys can lead us to the best destination of our lives. As well, sometimes God will allow us to go through struggles as part of His plan to guide us into something bigger than we could have ever fathomed. I am majoring in Psychology as a result of my previous struggles with mental illness. I was hospitalized three times with clinical depression and anxiety, and, there was a point when I was losing my will to survive. I have always possessed empathy for those who are hurting, or, who are experiencing difficulties in life. However, it wasn't until I arrived at the other side of my struggle that I realized that my life's purpose is to be a support to those that are walking the path to psychological wellness. This is why I am majoring in Psychology at Liberty University, to be a Christian Counselor. My pain came with a purpose that I never would have realized had I not gone through God's refining process. Although I did attend counseling as part of my recovery, the most critical piece of my recovery was my relationship with God, and, my strong faith in His healing power. My passion is to now go back and help those who are struggling to claw their way out of the dark pit of depression, to help bring peace to those who have never known it before, to show them that God is the ultimate healer, and, that "We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us, Philippians4:13". Who better to go back into the battle of mental illness to help bring out those who are still struggling, than one who has fought the battle and won? I currently attend college full-time, while also working full-time. I raised my daughter as a single parent, but, she is now an adult and on her own. I do not qualify for any grants, and, I am solely responsible for paying for my education. Therefore, I am applying for scholarships to help buffer some of my costs. Winning this scholarship will help alleviate some of the financial pressure that comes with the cost of obtaining an education, while also maintaining my daily expenses of life. I greatly appreciate your taking the time to read my essay, and, your generosity in providing this award. I would be both honored and immensely grateful to be chosen as the recipient.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, and helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, and the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and, staring it down with intimidation. It takes dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. I am impassioned to lead the charge to improve the mental health of others. There is currently a shortage of mental health professionals in the United States, and, we are facing a mental health crisis in our world. Because of the shortage of providers, individuals are waiting for extenuating periods to be seen. This is concerning to me because when a person is struggling with mental illness or going through a crisis, time is very much of the essence. I have fought the battle of mental illness, and I won. I am eternally grateful that I was given another chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I survived attempts to end my life, and, I am here to share my story with others. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I identify and empathize with their pain, desolation, sense of helplessness, and anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I can also relate to their reluctance of seeking care, and, I genuinely relate to the frustration of managing your mental health. Who better to go back into the battle to help those that are still struggling, than one who has already fought the war and won? I desperately want to let people know that they can recover, I care, and it will get better. I am a volunteer Certified Mental Health Coach, but, because I am not licensed, I am not permitted to treat, or diagnose. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will equip me with the academics, scientific essentials, and techniques that are required to assist those with mental health issues. Therefore, I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology. This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each day. I vehemently believe that knowing that there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and who wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time. Because I do not qualify for federal grants, I am funding my education solely independently. I am employed full-time while managing my classes, and, I volunteer with a mental health support platform. However, I am applying for scholarships because the cost of attending college is somewhat overwhelming. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my essay, and, for considering me for this award. Your generosity in providing this award will enable a worthy student to continue their education, and, obtain their goals.

I am a member of the underserved population. I am an African American woman, and I am a champion of Mental Health. I was hospitalized for mental illness and/or disorders four times over my lifetime for clinical depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideation. However, I have now achieved a state of strong mental health, and wellness. My experience, although unpleasant, led me to my passion and life purpose, a career in Mental Health. During none of my periods of treatment and hospitalization, did I see, nor was I treated by an African American Mental Health provider. Only 4.1% of licensed mental health therapists in the United States are black, a staggeringly and unacceptably low number. African Americans are less likely than other races to seek mental health care, and only 25% of mental health patients are African American. Some of the reasons for African Americans not seeking mental health care are mistrust of the mental health system, lack of relatable providers, costs associated with care, or stigma. Because of my past experiences, I am passionate about obtaining my degree in Psychology and becoming a licensed therapist. I have seen, firsthand, the reluctance of some to seek mental health care because they feel that a provider of a different race will not be able to identify with their unique struggles and difficulties. I have witnessed individuals who had no hope for their recovery because of a lack of adequate care and treatment. These facts are sad and disheartening, yet motivating at the same time. It is my passion to become a Mental Health professional for those who are underserved and unrecognized. Every individual deserves to receive adequate mental health care from a provider to who they can relate, and who empathizes with their difficulties. I will be that provider, the type of provider who can genuinely empathize with those who are struggling, and one who will help to lead them out of the darkness. I desire to create an outreach for the underserved population, to "meet them where they are at", and to create a practice that has an environment of inclusiveness, a place where patients will feel welcomed, understood, valued and appreciated. There is truth to the idea that certain individuals are better understood by like individuals. For example, a person who is a law enforcement officer will be better understood and will relate more to another individual of the like or same profession. The same theory applies to ethnic groups, religions, and/or gender. I plan to set a standard in the Mental Health field that says to African Americans that it is not only acceptable, but normal and healthy to seek mental health care. It would lead to stronger and more cohesive family units, less drug and alcohol abuse, and improvement of life experiences. While I understand that I cannot completely change the nation, I can make a positive impact in the lives of those that I treat. Racial diversity in the mental health community is essential. Creating that diversity will allow for the potential advancement and improvement of many communities, families, and lives. I am eagerly looking forward to becoming a part of the diversification, and to join the ranks of those fighting the battle of improving mental health, one person at a time. I currently work full-time and attend college, and the cost associated with tuition is sometimes overwhelming. This award would lighten the burden for me, or another deserving student, and push me another step further in obtaining my degree. I appreciate your considering me for this award, and, for your kindness and generosity in providing it.

Over 107,000 Americans died of drug overdoses last year, and, that number only includes reported deaths. We are currently in a mental health epidemic, and, a crisis in drug usage. People are dying at alarming rates, and, the count is rising. These people are not just nameless faces. They are sons, daughters, fathers, and mothers. They hurt, feel, and deserve a chance to live. My experience with this issue is personal, and, I'm passionate about helping those who are walking the path that I was saved from. My past is riddled with abuse, and, I suffered extensive mental health issues as a result. At my lowest, I wanted to die. I was in an abusive relationship, and, had no fight left. I began to use alcohol and prescription pills as a way of escape. Self-medicating worked, while I slept, but the demons were always there to greet me when I awoke. I finally reached the breaking point, and, sought help. Three in-patient hospitalizations later, and, a year and a half of outpatient therapy, I'm healed, and, restored. I didn't reach the point of addiction, but, I relate with those who are. I yearn to help those who are still fighting this treacherous battle, to be a beacon of light, and a hand to hold to lead out of the trenches. Addiction is normally a symptom of another issue, such as unhealed trauma, or other mental health disorders. Mental illness and addiction are terrifying places to be. The feeling is akin to being in a deep abyss, with no help or hope. Sadly, some will not ever recover. However, some long for someone to say "I understand, and I'll help." Sometimes you have to walk through a valley to arrive at the mountaintop. I firmly believe that being an advocate for those who are lost is my purpose, but, it was realized only by going through my "valley of death." Education about addiction must begin before addiction starts. Many parents think, "It can't happen to my child", and many individuals believe the lie that "just once", won't hurt them. We have to completely break the stigma that still exists about mental illness, and, continue to normalize seeking help. As well, educating school personnel about the signs of addiction and mental health issues is critical. Children spend about 15% of their waking lives in school, and, at home, parents may be unaware of the warning signs, or, dismiss them as "normal" behaviors. Developing school peer support groups is an effective method of support and education, that will open up doors for students to seek help. Many do not seek assistance due to fear of parents, or authority figures. Finally, educating and supporting those with addiction has to involve "getting in the trenches." Distributing Narcon is helpful, but it doesn't alleviate the issue. It will take those who are dedicated enough to meet people "where they are at." This may include visiting homeless camps, or other areas, to offer support and education about treatment alternatives. I'm majoring in Psychology to fulfill my passion for reaching the lost. There is a shortage of mental health professionals, and, I desire to join the ranks to help lead the fight against mental illness and addiction. A solution begins with just one person, and, could result in reaching the masses. I may not save everyone, but, if it's just one life, isn't it worth it? Thank you for the opportunity to apply for this award, and, for making it available for a worthwhile student to receive. Together, we can overcome this war, one person at a time.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and staring it down with intimidation. It takes a dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. I am impassioned to lead the charge to improve the mental health of others. There is currently a shortage of mental health professionals in the United States, and, we are facing a mental health crisis in our world. Because of the shortage of providers, individuals are waiting extenuating periods of time to be seen. This is concerning to me, because when a person is struggling with mental illness, or going through a crisis, time is very much of the essence. I have fought the battle of mental illness, and I won. I am eternally grateful that I was given another chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my own desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I survived attempts to end my life, and, I am here to share my story with others. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I can identify with their pain, the desolation, their sense of helplessness, and their anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I can also relate to their reluctance of seeking care, and, I genuinely empathize with the frustration of managing your mental health. Who better to go back into the battle to help those that are still struggling, than one who has already fought the war and won? I want to let people know that they can recover, I care, and it will get better. I am a Certified Mental Health Coach, but, because I am not licensed, I am not permitted to treat, or diagnose. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will equip me with the academics, scientific essentials, and techniques that are required to assist those with mental health issues. Therefore, I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology. This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each day. I vehemently believe that knowing there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time. I am a single mother, and, now that my daughter has graduated college, it is now time for me to pursue my dreams. Finishing college and obtaining my degree will enable me to do that, and, I am incredibly excited about my journey! Thank you so much for taking the time to read my essay, and, for considering me for the scholarship. Your generosity in providing this award will enable a worthy student to continue their education, and, obtain their goals.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and staring it down with intimidation. It takes a dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. I am impassioned to lead the charge to improve the mental health of others. There is currently a shortage of mental health professionals in the United States, and, we are facing a mental health crisis in our world. Because of the shortage of providers, individuals are waiting extenuating periods of time to be seen. This is concerning to me, because when a person is struggling with mental illness, or going through a crisis, time is very much of the essence. I have fought the battle of mental illness, and I won. I am eternally grateful that I was given another chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my own desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I survived attempts to end my life, and, I am here to share my story with others. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I can identify with their pain, the desolation, their sense of helplessness, and their anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I can also relate to their reluctance of seeking care, and, I genuinely empathize with the frustration of managing your mental health. Who better to go back into the battle to help those that are still struggling, than one who has already fought the war and won? I want to let people know that they can recover, I care, and it will get better. I am a volunteer Certified Mental Health Coach, but, because I am not licensed, I am not permitted to treat, or diagnose. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will equip me with the academics, scientific essentials, and techniques that are required to assist those with mental health issues. Therefore, I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology. This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each I vehemently believe that knowing that there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time. Because I do not qualify for federal grants, I am funding my education solely on my own. I am employed while managing my classes, and I am on a tuition payment plan. However, I am applying for scholarships because it is so costly to attend college. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my essay, and, for considering me for the scholarship. Your generosity in providing this award will enable a worthy student to continue their education, and, obtain their goals.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and staring it down with intimidation. It takes a dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. I am impassioned to lead the charge to improve the mental health of others. There is currently a shortage of mental health professionals in the United States, and, we are facing a mental health crisis in our world. Because of the shortage of providers, individuals are waiting extenuating periods of time to be seen. This is concerning to me, because when a person is struggling with mental illness, or going through a crisis, time is very much of the essence. I have fought the battle of mental illness, and I won. I am eternally grateful that I was given another chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my own desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I survived attempts to end my life, and, I am here to share my story with others. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I can identify with their pain, the desolation, their sense of helplessness, and their anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I can also relate to their reluctance of seeking care, and, I genuinely empathize with the frustration of managing your mental health. Who better to go back into the battle to help those that are still struggling, than one who has already fought the war and won? I want to let people know that they can recover, I care, and it will get better. I am currently a volunteer Certified Mental Health Coach, but, because I am not licensed, I am not permitted to treat, or diagnose. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will equip me with the academics, scientific essentials, and techniques that are required to treat those with mental health issues. Therefore, I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology. This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each day. I suffered a lot of pain in life, and I sustained extensive abuse and abandonment, but I overcame, and I am victorious! I vehemently believe that knowing that there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my essay, and, for considering me for the scholarship. Your generosity in providing this award will enable a worthy student to continue their education, and, obtain their goals.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and staring it down with intimidation. It takes a dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. I am impassioned to lead the charge to improve the mental health of others. There is currently a shortage of mental health professionals in the United States, and, we are facing a mental health crisis in our world. Because of the shortage of providers, individuals are waiting extenuating periods of time to be seen. This is concerning to me, because when a person is struggling with mental illness, or going through a crisis, time is very much of the essence. I have fought the battle of mental illness, and I won. I am eternally grateful that I was given another chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my own desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I survived attempts to end my life, and, I am here to share my story with others. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I can identify with their pain, the desolation, their sense of helplessness, and their anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I can also relate to their reluctance of seeking care, and, I genuinely empathize with the frustration of managing your mental health. Who better to go back into the battle to help those that are still struggling, than one who has already fought the war and won? I want to let people know that they can recover, I care, and it will get better. I am a Certified Mental Health Coach, but, because I am not licensed, I am not permitted to treat, or diagnose. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will equip me with the academics, scientific essentials, and techniques that are required to assist those with mental health issues. Therefore, I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology. This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each day. I suffered a lot of pain in life, and I sustained extensive abuse and abandonment, but I overcame, and I am victorious! I vehemently believe that knowing that there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my essay, and, for considering me for the scholarship. Your generosity in providing this award will enable a worthy student to continue their education, and, obtain their goals.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and staring it down with intimidation. It takes a dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. I am impassioned to lead the charge to improve the mental health of others. There is currently a shortage of mental health professionals in the United States, and, we are facing a mental health crisis in our world. There is also a severe lack of African Americans who are working in the Mental Health profession. Currently, only approximately 6.7% of individuals employed in Mental Health care identify as black. Because of the shortage of providers, individuals are waiting extenuating periods of time to be seen. This is concerning to me, because when a person is struggling with mental illness, or going through a crisis, time is very much of the essence. I have fought the battle of mental illness, and I won. I am eternally grateful that I was given another chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my own desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I survived attempts to end my life, and, I am here to share my story with others. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I can identify with their pain, the desolation, their sense of helplessness, and the anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I can also relate to their reluctance of seeking care, and, I genuinely empathize with the frustration of managing your mental health. Who better to go back into the battle to help those that are still struggling, than one who has already fought the war and won? I want to let people know that they can recover, I care, and it will get better. I am a Certified Mental Health Coach, but, because I am not licensed, I am not permitted to treat, or diagnose. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will equip me with the academics, scientific essentials, and techniques that are required to assist those with mental health issues. Therefore, I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology. This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each day. I suffered a lot of pain in life, and I sustained extensive abuse and abandonment, but I overcame, and I am victorious! I vehemently believe that knowing that there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my essay, and, for considering me for the scholarship. Your generosity in providing this award will enable a worthy student to continue their education, and, obtain their goals.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and staring it down with intimidation. It takes a dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. I am impassioned to lead the charge to improve the mental health of others. There is currently a shortage of mental health professionals in the United States, and, we are facing a mental health crisis in our world. Because of the shortage of providers, individuals are waiting extenuating periods of time to be seen. This is concerning to me, because when a person is struggling with mental illness, or going through a crisis, time is very much of the essence. I have fought the battle of mental illness, and I won. I am eternally grateful that I was given another chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my own desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I survived attempts to end my life, and, I am here to share my story with others. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I can identify with their pain, the desolation, their sense of helplessness, and their anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I can also relate to their reluctance of seeking care, and, I genuinely empathize with the frustration of managing your mental health. Who better to go back into the battle to help those that are still struggling, than one who has already fought the war and won? I want to let people know that they can recover, I care, and it will get better. I am a Certified Mental Health Coach, but, because I am not licensed, I am not permitted to treat, or diagnose. Obtaining my degree in Psychology will equip me with the academics, scientific essentials, and techniques that are required to assist those with mental health issues. Therefore, I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology. This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each day. I suffered a lot of pain in life, and I sustained extensive abuse and abandonment, but I overcame, and I am victorious! I vehemently believe that knowing that there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my essay, and, for considering me for the scholarship. Your generosity in providing this award will enable a worthy student to continue their education, and, obtain their goals.

I am a member of the underserved population. I am an African American woman, and I am a champion of Mental Health. I was hospitalized for mental illness and/or disorders four times over my lifetime. I have now achieved a state of wellness. However, it took active and willing participation on my part to do so. I empathize with those struggling with mental health issues, and, I identify with their plight. Mental illness can be a dark and lonely place. You sometimes feel that you are completely alone, and no one understands. I will be the one who walks alongside those who are still struggling, the one who goes back into the battle to help them see the way back to light and wellness. During none of my periods of treatment and hospitalization, did I see, nor was I treated by an African American Mental Health specialist. Only 4.1% of licensed mental health therapists in the United States are black, a staggeringly and unacceptably low number. African Americans are less likely than other races to seek mental health care, and only 25% of mental health patients are African American. Some of the reasons for African Americans not seeking mental health care are mistrust of the mental health system, lack of relatable providers, costs associated with care, or stigma. Because of my past experiences, I am passionate about obtaining my degree in Psychology and becoming a licensed therapist. I have seen, firsthand, the reluctance of some to seek mental health care because they feel that a provider of a different race will not be able to identify with their unique struggles and difficulties. I have also witnessed individuals who had no hope for their recovery, because of a lack of adequate care and treatment. These facts are disheartening, yet motivating at the same time. It is my passion to become a Mental Health professional for those who are underserved and unrecognized. Every individual deserves a right to receive mental health care from a provider to who they can relate, and, who empathizes with their difficulties. I will be that provider. I desire to create an outreach for the underserved population, to "meet them where they are at", an inclusive practice with professionals of various backgrounds to create an environment of acceptance. A place where patients will feel welcomed, understood, valued and appreciated. I plan to set a standard in the Mental Health field that says to African Americans that it is acceptable, normal and healthy to seek mental health care. It will lead to stronger and more cohesive family units, less drug and alcohol abuse, and improvement of life experiences. While I understand that I cannot completely change the nation, I can make a positive impact in the lives of those that I treat. Racial diversity in the mental health community is essential. Creating that diversity will allow for the potential advancement and improvement of many communities, families, and lives. I am eagerly looking forward to becoming a part of the diversification, and to joining the ranks of those fighting the battle of improving mental health, one person at a time. This scholarship will help me to fulfill my goals, and to help me make a positive impact in the mental health community. I appreciate your generosity in providing this opportunity, and, I thank you for considering me as a recipient.

We are currently in a mental health crisis in the United States. People are hurting, confused, afraid, and depressed. They are struggling. I was once one of those people, which led me to my aspiration to receive a degree in Psychology and work in the Mental Health field. There is a shortage of mental health professionals, and, wait times to see a therapist are long. This is unacceptable, as sometimes time is of the essence when a person is fighting mental illness. I empathize with their pain, and, I can relate to their struggles. I have been there, and, I now want to go back into the battle of mental illness, and help those that are still struggling to escape. Everyone has something that they can give, something that they may offer to another who is in need. That belief has been ingrained in me for as long as I can remember. When I was 13, I volunteered at a retirement home. I talked to the residents, played games with them, and helped in the cafeteria. It brought such joy to them to have a smiling face to talk with, but it brought even more joy to my heart to spend time with those who had no family, or, received no visitors. Currently, I work with an organization, Greenlight Operation, whose mission is to educate people about human trafficking. We have a Restoration Home for survivors of human trafficking, and, I assist them with fundraising, the organization and implementation of events, and work in the home. I am also a volunteer Mental Health Coach for GLOO. I message with people who are depressed, anxious, or just want to communicate with a person who cares. Helping others is genuinely my passion. When I am in the community, I am conscientious about who is around me. If I see a homeless person, I smile and say hello, and if they are hungry I buy them food. In line at the grocery store, if the cashier seems stressed or tired, I compliment her on her work and offer encouragement. Service to others doesn't always have to be elaborate or labor intensive. If all a person can do is hold the door for a mother with a stroller, then do that. It could be as simple as picking up a book for someone that dropped it, or it could be volunteering on a mission trip to offer workmanship or health care. We all will need, or have needed, help at one time in our lives. Altruism is especially needed in our world today. People are hurting emotionally, and physically, they are tired, hungry, or just depleted of joy. It is my belief, that as a community, it is our responsibility to serve. It doesn't require an elaborate plan, it doesn't always require money, and it doesn't have to take a lot of time. Community Service just means looking out for your fellow man, the way that our world was designed to be. I have implemented and conducted Christmas giveaways, flood disaster reliefs, Walk-A-Thons, numerous fundraisers for various charities, and countless other projects. I didn't do all of this for the accolades or recognition, I did it because my heart genuinely aches for those that are hurting, or, are in need, and, I want them to know that someone cares. If I can perform just one act of kindness or touch one life, then all of the work that I do, and have done, will be worth it. We can all improve the world with our service, one person at a time.

I am a member of the underserved population. I am an African American woman, and I am a champion of Mental Health. I was hospitalized for mental illness and/or disorders four times over my lifetime, and, I have now achieved a state of strong mental health, and complete wellness. However, it took an active and willing participation on my part to achieve wellness. During none of my periods of treatment and hospitalization, did I see, nor was I treated by an African American specialist in Mental Health. Actually, only 4.1% of licensed mental health therapists in the United States are black, a staggeringly and unacceptable low number. African Americans are less likely than other races to seek mental health care, and only 25% of mental health patients are African American. Some of the reasons for African Americans not seeking mental health care are mistrust of the mental health system, lack of relatable providers, costs associated with care, or stigma. Because of my past experiences, I am passionate about obtaining my degree in Psychology and becoming a licensed therapist. I have seen, firsthand, the reluctance of some to seek mental health care because they feel that a provider of a different race will not be able to identify with their unique struggles and difficulties. I have also laid witness to individuals who had no hope for their own recovery, because of lack of adequate care and treatment. These facts are disheartening, yet motivating at the same time. It is my passion to become a Mental Health professional to those who are underserved and unrecognized. Every individual deserves a right to receive mental health care from a provider who they can relate to, and who empathizes with their difficulties, and; I will be that provider. I desire to create an outreach for the underserved population, to "meet them where they are at", to create an inclusive practice that welcomes individuals from all nationalities, but one that includes professionals of several nationalities so as to create an environment of inclusiveness. A place where patients will feel welcomed, understood, valued and appreciated. There is truth to the idea that certain individuals are better understood by like individuals. For example, a person who is a law enforcement officer will be better understood, and will relate more to another individual of the like or same profession. The same theory applies to ethnic groups, religions, and/or gender. I plan to set a standard in the Mental Health field that says to African Americans that it is not only acceptable, but it is normal and healthy to seek mental health care. It would lead to stronger and more cohesive family units, less drug and alcohol abuse, and improvement of life experiences. While I understand that I cannot completely change the nation, I can make a positive impact in the lives of those that I treat. Racial diversity in the mental health community is essential. Creating that diversity will allow for the potential advancement and improvement of many communities, families, and lives. I am eagerly looking forward to becoming a part of the diversification, and to joining the ranks of those fighting the battle of improving mental health.

Everyone has something that they can give, something that they may offer to another who has nothing, or is in need. That is a belief that has been ingrained in me for as long as I can remember. When I was 13, I volunteered at a retirement home. I talked to the residents, played games with them, and helped in the cafeteria. It brought such joy to them to have a smiling face to talk with, but it brought even more joy to my heart to spend time with those who had no family, or received no visitors. My community service didn't end there, it had just begun. Over my lifetime, I have participated and founded hundreds of community service projects. Currently, I work with an organization, Greenlight Operation, whose mission is to educate people about human trafficking, and we have a Restoration Home for survivors of human trafficking. I assist them with fundraising, the organization and implementation of events, and work needed in the home. I am also a volunteer Mental Health Coach for GLOO. I message with people who are depressed, anxious, lonely, or who are just seeking direction. The ministry of helps is my passion, and, my purpose. When I am out in the community, I am always aware of who is around me. If I see a homeless person, I always smile and say hello, and if they are hungry I buy them food. If I am in line at the grocery store and the cashier seems stressed or tired, I compliment her on her work and offer encouragement. Service to others doesn't always have to be elaborate or labor intensive. If all a person is able to do is hold the door for a mother with a stroller, then do that. It could be as simple as picking up a book for someone that dropped it on the floor, or it could be volunteering on a missions trip to offer workmanship or health care. We all will need, or have needed help at one time in our lives. Altruism is especially needed in our world today. People are hurting emotionally and physically, they are tired, hungry, or just depleted of joy. It is my belief that as a community, it is our responsibility to serve. Again, it doesn't require an elaborate plan, it doesn't always require money, and it doesn't have to take alot of time. Community Service just means looking out for your fellow man, the way that our world was designed to be. I have implemented and performed Christmas giveaways, flood disaster reliefs, feeding of the homeless, Walk-A-Thons, numerous fundraisers for various charities, and countless other projects. I didn't do all of this for the accolades or recognition, I did it because my heart genuinely aches for those that are hurting, or, are in need. If I can perform just one act of kindness or touch one life, or make a situation better for just one individual, then all of the work that I do, and have done, will be worth it. I truly desire to improve the world with my service, one person at a time.

Everyone has something that they can give, something that they may offer to another who has nothing, or is in need. That is a belief that has been ingrained in me for as long as I can remember. When I was 13, I volunteered at a retirement home. I talked to the residents, played games with them, and helped in the cafeteria. It brought such joy to them to have a smiling face to talk with, but it brought even more joy to my heart to spend time with those who had no family, or received no visitors. My community service didn't end there, it had just begun. Over my lifetime, I have participated and founded hundreds of community service projects. Currently, I work with an organization, Greenlight Operation, whose mission is to educate people about human trafficking, and we have a Restoration Home for survivors of human trafficking. I assist them with fundraising, the organization and implementation of events, and work needed in the home. I am also a volunteer Mental Health Coach for GLOO. I message with people who are depressed, are anxious, or who just want to communicate with a person for advice. I would say that helping others is my passion. When I am out in the community, I am conscientious about who is around me. If I see a homeless person, I always smile and say hello, and if they are hungry I buy them food. If I am in line at the grocery store and the cashier seems stressed or tired, I compliment her on her work and offer encouragement. Service to others doesn't always have to be elaborate or labor intensive. If all a person is able to do is hold the door for a mother with a stroller, then do that. It could be as simple as picking up a book for someone that dropped it on the floor, or it could be volunteering on a missions trip to offer workmanship or health care. We all will need, or have needed help at one time in our lives. Altruism is especially needed in our world today. People are hurting emotionally and physically, they are tired, hungry, or just depleted of joy. It is my belief that as a community, it is our responsibility to serve. Again, it doesn't require an elaborate plan, it doesn't always require money, and it doesn't have to take alot of time. Community Service just means looking out for your fellow man, the way that our world was designed to be. I have implemented and performed Christmas giveaways, flood disaster reliefs, feeding of the homeless, Walk-A-Thons, numerous fundraisers for various charities, and countless other projects. I didn't do all of this for the accolades or recognition, I did it because my heart genuinely aches for those that are hurting, or, are in need. If I can perform just one act of kindness or touch one life, or make a situation better for just one individual, then all of the work that I do, and have done, will be worth it. We can all improve the world with our service, one person at a time.

I never intended to become a victim of domestic violence. I was the one who always said, "why doesn't she leave?". I never understood the strong grip that Stockholm Syndrome has on victims, and I couldn't fathom a woman thinking, it must be my fault. Now, I understand. But, I also understand freedom, I marvel at joy, and I embrace peace in a powerful way, because I left on April 16, 2021. I walked away from the home that I helped create, the place where my children were raised, and I walked into a brand new beginning. I now have my own place that I call home, and I started over....from the ground up. Although I would never wish to repeat those 11 years, they awoke in me a resilience and strength that I never knew I had. I am now able to face challenges with determination, and I look forward to each day with anticipation and hope. Dreams that I thought were dead and out of reach, have now come back to life, and I look forward to seeing what the future has in store. I am resilient, and I am a survivor. It wasn't easy to get to this point. It took a mental breakdown, three in patient hospitalizations, three suicide attempts, and a year and a half of therapy for me to see that I am worthy, and; I will never again tolerate being the scapegoat for someone else's insecurities and issues. Through my healing process, I discovered that my passion is helping others who are hurting, and who cannot find their way through the storm. When a person is struggling with mental health issues, they often feel like they are stuck in a deep pit of despair that no one can rescue them from. They feel alone, that no one cares, and eventually, can lose their will to live. I empathize greatly with those feelings, and I can relate, because I have been there. It takes a person who has fought the brutal war of mental illness and won, to go back into the battle and help those still struggling to escape. I am that person, the one who can identify and empathize with their frustration, fear, loneliness and pain, and the one who will walk with them and show them that they are worthy and that they matter. It is for these reasons that I am pursuing my degree in psychology, and will embark on a career in Counseling. I have learned that being a beacon of light in a dark storm is my calling, and it was only by going through my perfecting storm that I learned. I will be the one who extends a hand and helps someone out of their pit, the one who says "it's going to be ok", and means it, and the one who provides a roadmap to get lost souls back on the correct path in life. The path of mental wellness, the path of restoration, and the path of happiness. I am focused on my mission, and I possess a determination to achieve it that cannot be quenched. I am not the same person that I was years ago. I smile brighter, I am stronger, and I love deeper. I have evolved, and I am so grateful for my second chance at life. I eagerly look forward to all of the new and beautiful things that I will achieve! Thank you for reading my story, and for permitting me the opportunity to be considered for this scholarship, that will help me to achieve my goals.

I am a member of the underserved population. I am an African American woman, and I am a champion of Mental Health. I was hospitalized for mental illness and/or disorders four times over my lifetime. I have now achieved a state of strong mental health, and wellness. However, it took an active and willing participation on my part to achieve wellness. During none of my periods of treatment and hospitalization, did I see, nor was I treated by an African American specialist in Mental Health. Actually, only 4.1% of licensed mental health therapists in the United States are black, a staggeringly and unacceptable low number. African Americans are less likely than other races to seek mental health care, and only 25% of mental health patients are African American. Some of the reasons for African Americans not seeking mental health care are mistrust of the mental health system, lack of relatable providers, costs associated with care, or stigma. Because of my past experiences, I am passionate about obtaining my degree in Psychology and becoming a licensed therapist. I have seen, firsthand, the reluctance of some to seek mental health care because they feel that a provider of a different race will not be able to identify with their unique struggles and difficulties. I have also laid witness to individuals who had no hope for their own recovery, because of lack of adequate care and treatment. These facts are disheartening, yet motivating at the same time. It is my passion to become Mental Health professional to those who are underserved and unrecognized. Every individual deserves a right to receive adequate mental health care by a provider who they can relate to, and who empathizes with their difficulties, and; I will be that provider. I desire to create an outreach for the underserved population, to "meet them where they are at", to create an inclusive practice that welcomes individuals from all nationalities, but one that includes professionals of several nationalities so as to create an environment of inclusiveness. A place where patients will feel welcomed, understood, valued and appreciated. There is truth to the idea that certain individuals are better understood by like individuals. For example, a person who is a law enforcement officer will be better understood, and will relate more to another individual of the like or same profession. The same theory applies to ethnic groups, religions, and/or gender. I will set a standard in the Mental Health field that says to African Americans that it is not only acceptable, but it is normal and healthy to seek mental health care. It would lead to stronger and more cohesive family units, less drug and alcohol abuse, and improvement of life experiences. While I understand that I cannot completely change the nation, I can make a positive impact in the lives of those that I treat. Racial diversity in the mental health community is essential. Creating that diversity will allow for the potential advancement and improvement of many communities, families, and lives. I am eagerly looking forward to becoming a part of the diversification, and to joining the ranks of those fighting the battle of improving mental health, one person at a time. Thank you for reading my essay, and for the opportunity to apply for this scholarship which will help me to obtain my goals, and, fulfill my passion.

Domestic violence was something that I never thought I would experience. I was always the one who said, "why doesn't she leave?". I never understood the strong grip that Stockholm Syndrome has on victims, and I couldn't fathom a woman thinking, it must be my fault. Now, I understand. But, I also understand freedom, I marvel at joy, and I embrace peace in a powerful way, because I left on April 16, 2021. I walked away from the home that I helped create, the place where my children were raised, and I walked into a brand new beginning. I now have my own place that I call home, and I started over....from the ground up. Although I would never wish to repeat those 11 years, they awoke in me a resilience and strength that I never knew I had. I am now able to face challenges with determination, and I look forward to each day with anticipation and hope. Dreams that I thought were dead and out of reach, have now come back to life, and I look forward to seeing what the future has in store. It wasn't easy to get to this point. It took a mental breakdown, three in patient hospitalizations, three suicide attempts, and a year and a half of therapy for me to see that I am worthy, and; I will never again tolerate being the scapegoat for someone else's insecurities and issues. Through my healing process, I discovered that my passion is helping others who are hurting, and who cannot find their way through the storm. When a person is struggling with mental health issues, they often feel like they are stuck in a deep pit of despair that no one can rescue them from. They feel alone, that no one cares, and eventually, can lose their will to live. I empathize greatly with those feelings, and I can relate, because I have been there. It is for these reasons that I am pursuing my degree in psychology, and will embark on a career in Counseling. I learned that being a beacon of light in a dark storm is my calling, and it was only by going through my perfecting storm that I learned that. I will be the one who extends a hand and helps someone out of their pit, the one who says "it's going to be ok", and means it, and the one who provides a roadmap to get lost souls back on the correct path in life. The path of mental wellness, the path of restoration, and the path of happiness. Mental illness has reached disturbingly high numbers, and there simply aren't enough qualified providers to go around. It takes an individual who has fought the battle of mental illness and won, to go back into the war and help out their fellow humans. That person has first hand experience, they understand the frustration, fear, solitude, and pain of mental illness, and they know the way out. That person is me! I am not the same person that I once was. My outward appearance is still the same. However, I smile brighter, I love greater, and I understand deeper. I am determined, I am strong, and I am resilient. I have evolved, and I am so grateful for my second chance at life. I eagerly and excitedly look forward to all of the new and beautiful things that I will achieve. Thank you for reading my story, and for the opportunity to be considered for this scholarship, that will help me attain my goals.

I am a member of the underserved population. I am an African American woman, and I am a champion of Mental Health. I was hospitalized for mental illness and/or disorders four times over my lifetime. I have now achieved a state of strong mental health, and wellness. However, it took an active and willing participation on my part to achieve wellness. During none of my periods of treatment and hospitalization, did I see, nor was I treated by an African American specialist in Mental Health. Actually, only 4.1% of licensed mental health therapists in the United States are black, a staggeringly and unacceptable low number. African Americans are less likely than other races to seek mental health care, and only 25% of mental health patients are African American. Some of the reasons for African Americans not seeking mental health care are mistrust of the mental health system, lack of relatable providers, costs associated with care, or stigma. Because of my past experiences, I am passionate about obtaining my degree in Psychology and becoming a licensed therapist. I have seen, firsthand, the reluctance of some to seek mental health care because they feel that a provider of a different race will not be able to identify with their unique struggles and difficulties. I have also laid witness to individuals who had no hope for their own recovery, because of lack of adequate care and treatment. These facts are disheartening, yet motivating at the same time. It is my passion to become Mental Health professional to those who are underserved and unrecognized. Every individual deserves a right to receive adequate mental health care by a provider who they can relate to, and who empathizes with their difficulties, and; I will be that provider. This scholarship will help me to continue my education and obtain my degree, so that I can become a beacon of hope for those individuals. I desire to create an outreach for the underserved population, to "meet them where they are at", to create an inclusive practice that welcomes individuals from all nationalities, but one that includes professionals of several nationalities so as to create an environment of inclusiveness. A place where patients will feel welcomed, understood, valued and appreciated. There is truth to the idea that certain individuals are better understood by like individuals. For example, a person who is a law enforcement officer will be better understood, and will relate more to another individual of the like or same profession. The same theory applies to ethnic groups, religions, and/or gender. I plan to set a standard in the Mental Health field that says to African Americans that it is not only acceptable, but it is normal and healthy to seek mental health care. It would lead to stronger and more cohesive family units, less drug and alcohol abuse, and improvement of life experiences. While I understand that I cannot completely change the nation, I can make a positive impact in the lives of those that I treat. Racial diversity in the mental health community is essential. Creating that diversity will allow for the potential advancement and improvement of many communities, families, and lives. I am eagerly looking forward to becoming a part of the diversification, and to joining the ranks of those fighting the battle of improving mental health, one person at a time.

I am a member of the underserved population. I am an African American woman, and I am a champion of Mental Health. I was hospitalized for mental illness and/or disorders four times over my lifetime. I have now achieved a state of strong mental health, and wellness. However, it took an active and willing participation on my part to achieve wellness. During none of my periods of treatment and hospitalization, did I see, nor was I treated by an African American specialist in Mental Health. Actually, only 4.1% of licensed mental health therapists in the United States are black, a staggeringly and unacceptable low number. African Americans are less likely than other races to seek mental health care, and only 25% of mental health patients are African American. Some of the reasons for African Americans not seeking mental health care are mistrust of the mental health system, lack of relatable providers, costs associated with care, or stigma. Because of my past experiences, I am passionate about obtaining my degree in Psychology and becoming a licensed therapist. I have seen, firsthand, the reluctance of some to seek mental health care because they feel that a provider of a different race will not be able to identify with their unique struggles and difficulties. I have also laid witness to individuals who had no hope for their own recovery, because of lack of adequate care and treatment. These facts are disheartening, yet motivating at the same time. It is my passion to become Mental Health professional to those who are underserved and unrecognized. Every individual deserves a right to receive adequate mental health care by a provider who they can relate to, and who empathizes with their difficulties, and; I will be that provider. I desire to create an outreach for the underserved population, to "meet them where they are at", to create an inclusive practice that welcomes individuals from all nationalities, but one that includes professionals of several nationalities so as to create an environment of inclusiveness. A place where patients will feel welcomed, understood, valued and appreciated. There is truth to the idea that certain individuals are better understood by like individuals. For example, a person who is a law enforcement officer will be better understood, and will relate more to another individual of the like or same profession. The same theory applies to ethnic groups, religions, and/or gender. I plan to set a standard in the Mental Health field that says to African Americans that it is not only acceptable, but it is normal and healthy to seek mental health care. It would lead to stronger and more cohesive family units, less drug and alcohol abuse, and improvement of life experiences. While I understand that I cannot completely change the nation, I can make a positive impact in the lives of those that I treat. Racial diversity in the mental health community is essential. Creating that diversity will allow for the potential advancement and improvement of many communities, families, and lives. I am eagerly looking forward to becoming a part of the diversification, and to joining the ranks of those fighting the battle of improving mental health, one person at a time.

Domestic violence was something that I never thought I would experience. I was always the one who said, "why doesn't she leave?". I never understood the strong grip that Stockholm Syndrome has on victims, and I couldn't fathom a woman thinking, it must be my fault. Now, I understand. But, I also understand freedom, I marvel at joy, and I embrace peace in a powerful way, because I left on April 16, 2021. I walked away from the home that I helped create, the place where my children were raised, and I walked into a brand new beginning. I now have my own place that I call home, and I started over....from the ground up. Although I would never wish to repeat those 11 years, they awoke in me a resilience and strength that I never knew I had. I am now able to face challenges with determination, and I look forward to each day with anticipation and hope. Dreams that I thought were dead and out of reach, have now come back to life, and I look forward to seeing what the future has in store. It wasn't easy to get to this point. It took a mental breakdown, three in patient hospitalizations, and a year and a half of therapy for me to see that I am worthy, and; I will never again tolerate being the scapegoat for someone else's insecurities and issues. Through my healing process, I discovered that my passion is helping others who are hurting, and who cannot find their way through the storm. When a person is struggling with mental health issues, or is just heavy with the issues in life, they often feel like they are stuck in a deep pit of despair that no one can rescue them from. They feel alone, that no one cares, and eventually, can lose their will to live. I empathize greatly with those feelings, and I can relate, because I have been there. It is for these reasons that I am pursuing my degree in psychology, and will embark on a career in Counseling. I have learned that being a beacon of light in a dark storm is my calling, and it was only by going through my perfecting storm that I learned that. I will be the one who extends a hand and helps someone out of their pit, the one who says "it's going to be ok", and means it, and the one who provides a roadmap to get lost souls back on the correct path in life. The path of mental wellness, the path of restoration, and the path of happiness. Mental illness has reached disturbingly high numbers, and there simply aren't enough qualified providers to go around. It takes an individual who has fought the battle of mental illness and won, to effectively go back into the war and help out their fellow humans. That person has first hand experience, they understand the frustration, fear, solitude, and pain of mental illness, and they know the way out. That person is me! I am not the same person that I once was. Yes, my outward appearance is still the same. However, I smile brighter, I love greater, and I understand deeper. I have evolved, I am resilient, and I am so grateful for my second chance at life. I possess a determination to succeed and excel, and, I eagerly and excitedly look forward to all of the new and beautiful things that I will achieve.

Domestic violence was something that I never thought I would experience. I was always the one who said, "why doesn't she leave?". I never understood the strong grip that Stockholm Syndrome has on victims, and I couldn't fathom a woman thinking, it must be my fault. Now, I understand. But, I also understand freedom, I marvel at joy, and I embrace peace in a powerful way, because I left on April 16, 2021. I walked away from the home that I helped create, the place where my children were raised, and I walked into a brand new beginning. I now have my own place that I call home, and I started over....from the ground up. Although I would never wish to repeat those 11 years, they awoke in me a resilience and strength that I never knew I had. I am now able to face challenges with determination, and I look forward to each day with anticipation and hope. Dreams that I thought were dead and out of reach, have now come back to life, and I look forward to seeing what the future has in store. It wasn't easy to get to this point. It took a mental breakdown, three in patient hospitalizations, and a year and a half of therapy for me to see that I am worthy, and; I will never again tolerate being the scapegoat for someone else's insecurities and issues. Through my healing process, I discovered that my passion is helping others who are hurting, and who cannot find their way through the storm. When a person is struggling with mental health issues, or is just heavy with the issues in life, they often feel like they are stuck in a deep pit of despair that no one can rescue them from. They feel alone, that no one cares, and eventually, can lose their will to live. I empathize greatly with those feelings, and I can relate, because I have been there. It is for these reasons that I am pursuing my degree in psychology, and will embark on a career in Counseling. I have learned that being a beacon of light in a dark storm is my calling, and it was only by going through my perfecting storm that I learned that. I will be the one who extends a hand and helps someone out of their pit, the one who says "it's going to be ok", and means it, and the one who provides a roadmap to get lost souls back on the correct path in life. The path of mental wellness, the path of restoration, and the path of happiness. Mental illness has reached disturbingly high numbers, and there simply aren't enough qualified providers to go around. It takes an individual who has fought the battle of mental illness and won, to effectively go back into the war and help out their fellow humans. That person has first hand experience, they understand the frustration, fear, solitude, and pain of mental illness, and they know the way out. That person is me! I am not the same person that I once was. Yes, my outward appearance is still the same. However, I smile brighter, I love greater, and I understand deeper. I have evolved, I am resilient, and I am so grateful for my second chance at life. I eagerly and excitedly look forward to all of the new and beautiful things that I will achieve.

Domestic violence was something that I never thought I would experience. I was always the one who said, "why doesn't she leave?". I never understood the strong grip that Stockholm Syndrome has on victims, and I couldn't fathom a woman thinking, it must be my fault. Now, I understand. But, I also understand freedom, I marvel at joy, and I embrace peace in a powerful way, because I left on April 16, 2021. I walked away from the home that I helped create, the place where my children were raised, and I walked into a brand new beginning. I now have my own place that I call home, and I started over....from the ground up. Although I would never wish to repeat those 11 years, they awoke in me a resilience and strength that I never knew I had. I am now able to face challenges with determination, and I look forward to each day with anticipation and hope. Dreams that I thought were dead and out of reach, have now come back to life, and I look forward to seeing what the future has in store. It wasn't easy to get to this point. It took a mental breakdown, three in patient hospitalizations, and a year and a half of therapy for me to see that I am worthy, and; I will never again tolerate being the scapegoat for someone else's insecurities and issues. Through my healing process, I discovered that my passion is helping others who are hurting, and who cannot find their way through the storm. When a person is struggling with mental health issues, or is just heavy with the issues in life, they often feel like they are stuck in a deep pit of despair that no one can rescue them from. They feel alone, that no one cares, and eventually, can lose their will to live. I empathize greatly with those feelings, and I can relate, because I have been there. It is for these reasons that I am pursuing my degree in psychology, and will embark on a career in Counseling. I have learned that being a beacon of light in a dark storm is my calling, and it was only by going through my perfecting storm that I learned that. I will be the one who extends a hand and helps someone out of their pit, the one who says "it's going to be ok", and means it, and the one who provides a roadmap to get lost souls back on the correct path in life. The path of mental wellness, the path of restoration, and the path of happiness. Mental illness has reached disturbingly high numbers, and there simply aren't enough qualified providers to go around. It takes an individual who has fought the battle of mental illness and won, to effectively go back into the war and help out their fellow humans. That person has first hand experience, they understand the frustration, fear, solitude, and pain of mental illness, and they know the way out. That person is me! I am not the same person that I once was. Yes, my outward appearance is still the same. However, I smile brighter, I love greater, and I understand deeper. I have evolved, and I am so grateful for my second chance at life. I eagerly and excitedly look forward to all of the new and beautiful things that I will achieve.

I am a member of the underserved population. I am an African American woman, and I am a champion of Mental Health. I was hospitalized for mental illness and/or disorders four times over my lifetime. I have now achieved a state of strong mental health, and wellness. However, it took an active and willing participation on my part to achieve wellness. During none of my periods of treatment and hospitalization, did I see, nor was I treated by an African American specialist in Mental Health. Actually, only 4.1% of licensed mental health therapists in the United States are black, a staggeringly and unacceptable low number. African Americans are less likely than other races to seek mental health care, and only 25% of mental health patients are African American. Some of the reasons for African Americans not seeking mental health care are mistrust of the mental health system, lack of relatable providers, costs associated with care, or stigma. Because of my past experiences, I am passionate about obtaining my degree in Psychology and becoming a licensed therapist. I have seen, firsthand, the reluctance of some to seek mental health care because they feel that a provider of a different race will not be able to identify with their unique struggles and difficulties. I have also laid witness to individuals who had no hope for their own recovery, because of lack of adequate care and treatment. These facts are disheartening, yet motivating at the same time. It is my passion to become Mental Health professional to those who are underserved and unrecognized. Every individual deserves a right to receive adequate mental health care by a provider who they can relate to, and who empathizes with their difficulties, and; I will be that provider. I desire to create an outreach for the underserved population, to "meet them where they are at", to create an inclusive practice that welcomes individuals from all nationalities, but one that includes professionals of several nationalities so as to create an environment of inclusiveness. A place where patients will feel welcomed, understood, valued and appreciated. There is truth to the idea that certain individuals are better understood by like individuals. For example, a person who is a law enforcement officer will be better understood, and will relate more to another individual of the like or same profession. The same theory applies to ethnic groups, religions, and/or gender. I plan to set a standard in the Mental Health field that says to African Americans that it is not only acceptable, but it is normal and healthy to seek mental health care. It would lead to stronger and more cohesive family units, less drug and alcohol abuse, and improvement of life experiences. While I understand that I cannot completely change the nation, I can make a positive impact in the lives of those that I treat. Racial diversity in the mental health community is essential. Creating that diversity will allow for the potential advancement and improvement of many communities, families, and lives. I am eagerly looking forward to becoming a part of the diversification, and to joining the ranks of those fighting the battle of improving mental health, one person at a time.

The pandemic has drastically increased the world of Substance Use Disorder, and of Mental Health. I would even venture to say that we are in a Mental Health crisis. The economy is unstable and uncertain, isolation is the new normal, fear grips people regarding COVID, inflation is on the rise, but wages are not, and unrest surrounds the nation. All of these things weigh heavily on people, and it is leading to unhealthy outlets of escape. To escape the uncertainty and pressures of the world and daily life, many are turning to alcohol and drugs for a reprieve. Although this may create a temporary distraction, it is short lived, and so the cycle of usage continues. Addiction centers are ideal for treatment, however, they are not an option for everyone. Outpatient therapy and treatment would be the next recourse, however, there currently waiting lists or long wait times to be seen. This leaves the option of online treatment centers. This option is not only very accessible, but it allows for more patients to be seen and treated. I would create a treatment option in the Metaverse that gave patients an experience of actually being in the treatment center. This would allow them to fully engage in their recovery without having to leave their home. The treatment would be administered by licensed, experienced experts in the field of addiction and mental health. The centers would have group therapy, mental health treatment, accountability sessions, individual therapy, and random testing, all conducted within the comfort of a person's home. The Meta Treatment Center would involve the individual purchasing the treatment goggles, which would be covered by most insurances. They would go through an intake, personalized individual assessments, and all of the components involved in traditional treatment. However, it would add the components of optional dieticians, group fitness, music therapy, hands-on creative outlet activities, and more. This type of treatment center would drastically decrease the current 50 percent dropout rate of traditional inpatient treatment because patients would be undergoing treatment in their own homes. They would want to continue their treatment because it will allow them to feel as if they are maintaining control of their recovery, and not a facility. It will also eliminate the shame and embarrassment that most patients feel when entering an inpatient treatment center. Finally, the center will offer graduation for individuals who fully complete the program, and who stay clean the duration of the program, and 30 days after. During the 30 day probationary period after completing the program, individuals would attend a once per week individual therapy session, and they would also attend a one hour group session, just to maintain accountability. These group sessions would then be conducted weekly until the patient has established adequate sufficient stability to discontinue. These types of modern programs would alleviate the need for parents to leave their children, and for individuals to miss countless days of work or school. Although this format of treatment may not be suitable for all patients, it certainly would allow more accessibility to treatment for patients who qualify to enter this format of treatment.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and staring it down with intimidation. It takes a dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. I have fought the battle, and I won. I survived suicide attempts, and I bravely took the steps required to fully reclaim my health, strength and joy. I am eternally grateful that I was given a chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my own desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I can identify with their pain, the desolation, their sense of helplessness, and their anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I find that people who are struggling with mental illness gravitate towards me. It's almost as if there is an invisible attraction that operates on an unseen realm, and they identify with me as a safe place. I can't always offer answers to these kindred spirits, but I can listen, and I let them know that I care, they matter, and they can recover. Although I am a Certified Mental Health Coach, I am not qualified to diagnose nor treat. Studying Psychology will equip me with the academics, and scientific essentials and techniques that are required to fully assist those with mental health issues. I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology, and I have never been more excited about anything in my life! This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each day. I suffered a lot of pain in life, and I sustained extensive abuse and abandonment, but I overcame, and I am victorious! I vehemently believe that knowing that there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my STEM education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time.

Lifting others up when they have lost their way, helping to dig those out of the dark pit of depression when they have no breath left to fight, that is my passion, the reason why I am majoring in Psychology. You see, I was once that person, and because I understand what it feels like to be in that place, to be lost in the dark with no sliver of light, I can effectively help others who are in that situation. It requires strength, bravery and grit to recover from mental illness. It means looking in the face of pain that has haunted you for years, and staring it down with intimidation. It takes a dedication to utilize effective and healthy coping strategies when life gets tough, and it means employing a love of self that was never imagined before. The change that I want to see most globally is more access to mental health treatment, and more impassioned individuals leading the charge to improve the mental health of others. I have fought the battle, and I won. I survived suicide attempts, and I bravely took the steps required to fully reclaim my health, strength and joy. I am eternally grateful that I was given a chance at life, that I didn't succumb to my own desire to escape the pain that tormented me daily. I am now devoted to helping others who are still fighting the battle. I can identify with their pain, the desolation, their sense of helplessness, and their anger at being dealt the hand of mental illness. I find that people who are struggling with mental illness gravitate towards me. It's almost as if there is an invisible attraction that operates on an unseen realm, and they identify with me as a safe place. I can't always offer medical answers to these kindred spirits, but I can listen, and I let them know that they can recover, I care, and it can get better. I am a Certified Mental Health Coach, but I am not permitted to treat, or diagnose. Studying Psychology will equip me with the academics, and scientific essentials and techniques that are required to assist those with mental health issues. I am currently enrolled at Liberty University studying Psychology, and I have never been more excited about anything in my life! This is my purpose, the reason why I live and breathe each day. I suffered a lot of pain in life, and I sustained extensive abuse and abandonment, but I overcame, and I am victorious! I vehemently believe that knowing that there is another who is cheering you on, who believes in you and wants to see you excel and heal, makes a tremendous difference in a person's recovery. I will be that individual, and my STEM education will prepare and empower me to make a positive impact on people's mental health, one person at a time.