Life is like a cycle, always spinning, endlessly repeating its flow. In this picture, all humans endure the cycles. This cycle has three parts; smooth, shaky, and adapting. We all have ups, downs, but most importantly, our adaptations. As an athlete especially, I have undergone many wins and losses, but also many practices where the team had to adapt to our upcoming opponents’ playstyle. As a child, I grew up in a happy family, my dad and my mom having very sufficient jobs. I had, and still have, an amazing family who are all blessed to go to an extraordinary school. I was living a very easy life, and I never would've thought that I would have to endure difficult times. I wasn’t going through the cycle yet, and it never occurred to me that there could be a cycle to life. After all, I had a loving family, friends, and God on my side. What could possibly go wrong? Well, I was in for a big surprise when I got to high school.
At the end of eighth grade, all of my friends left to go to different schools and I went into ninth grade alone. I hadn’t really needed to make friends in my past. My old friends, from kindergarten to eighth grade, were all gone now. The shaky part of the cycle initiated and I realized that I was stranded in a school that I had gone to my entire life. Born an introvert, I had a very difficult time talking to and making friends with my classmates. In the past, most of my dysfunctional social life was excused by Covid-19. However, ninth grade was the first year of in-person learning, after COVID. I was with people who I didn’t know, for hours a day, days on end. I needed to be able to talk with people casually, without the awkwardness. During sophomore year, I got a job as a cashier.
On the first day of my job, I looked like the most awkward person to ever walk the face of the earth. When checking out customers, my conversations were very blunt and uncomfortable. I worked, I practiced, and most importantly, adapted. After a couple weeks, I could hold a short conversation without difficulty or uneasiness. I kept on working. After a month, I was an extroverted kid who could start up a conversation without even trying. My life was leveling out, all because of my adaptation. Ever since then, I have made so many friends and had so many conversations, that nobody would guess that I used to be the most socially awkward person in the school.
Here I am now, a senior in high school, ready to embark on the next chapter of my life. Going to a new school, with a new atmosphere, and most importantly, new friends. The cycle begins anew. Yet again, I have to make friends and talk to new people. I have to acknowledge the problems I am facing, and deal with them. The thing is, I already know what to do, and how to do it; I understand the cycles. I will meet the challenges head-on. I will adapt and become a better version of myself, pushing myself into the next smooth zone, even though I know that there will always be another shaky zone in front of me. With the power of God and my experience, I can confidently say that I am ready for college, and all the trials with it.
This money will mean so much to me, as I will be to follow my dream.