Joy: The state of happiness and felicity. Joy contains the power to change an individual’s life, but I never knew it could fade so quickly. According to my friends and family, joy is my defining trait and smiling is my signature look; however, there have been moments where fear has drowned out my positivity. There is one fear in particular that looms over me like a dark cloud, and that fear is the future. When I was six years old, my twin brothers were diagnosed with autism. At the time I did not fully grasp the term autism, nor the long term changes it would make in the lives of my family. It was not until several years ago that I fully understood what autism meant. Autism is a type of special need and developmental disorder that comes with challenges such as verbal communication and social interaction. From that moment on, I grew up with the fear that my brothers may never gain independence in their lives. To this day I worry about their future because I know they will someday only have me to care for them. My grandmother, Yaya, told me to never lose hope and positivity in God and His plan because there was not enough of it in this world. God has a plan that is worth the followthrough, no matter the trials we face in life. This realization changed my life and afterward, I began living and breathing the Bible. I began reshaping my mental health and character because I knew I needed joy back in my life. After much perseverance, I finally began to see and feel color blossom in my life again. I found joy in my family’s shared circumstance. Over the many years, people who did not understand my brothers' condition have bullied them, which in turn gave me many opportunities to defend them. I now realize that my autistic brothers have affected my life in a GOOD way. I have learned how to stand up for what is right, show kindness and understanding to those with special needs, spread autism awareness to others, give grace without limit, and be a light that others might need in their lives. I am very blessed to attend a preparatory school in Belton, Texas that operates much like the Wizarding World of Harry Potter (yes…you read it right). It has four different houses that are led by certain students nominated by the staff. Since my sixth grade year, others have elected me as a house officer because of my passion and encouragement for fellow classmates, not just in House Augustine. Now I am nominated prefect of my house heading into my senior year; it is a big role that requires much responsibility, creativity, dedication, and critical thinking. Today, I believe I am a leader at heart, and I am told by my friends, family, and school that they see that trait in me---for which I am honored! After much tribulation, I finally understand why the first thing that people thought of when they saw me was joy. My community of family and friends restored felicity in me, and I now feel called to build others up in a similar fashion. I have never been more excited in my life to lead others towards the path to positivity. I seek to be an example of how optimism and tenacity can truly change someone's life in a real and meaningful way. I watch my brothers struggle daily with everyday things that come naturally to neurotypical kids, and they have taught me so much, with regard to their perseverance, gratitude for the littlest of things, and grace for others’ struggles. I wish that whomever is reading this, that you seek out joy in everything you experience in life, and I challenge you to also be that spark that sets a wildfire of positivity in another's life. I have learned that joy is not only a state but also a choice. I have to choose to fight for joy. I have to choose to look toward positivity. Whether you are a follower of Christ or not, I hope through whatever trials you are facing or will face in the coming days you might think about the lessons I have learned so far. (Psalm 34:19) “In your promised trials never forget that God is present in your journey. He is your provider, comforter, and refuge.” My aim for this essay is that it may serve as a reminder to you today that there is hope in this world, just like the Hobbit Samwise Gamgee declared, and “It is worth fighting for.”
In a world that has started recognizing all types of people, we must give the special needs community more recognition. My family has fought hard for the welfare of my autistic brothers and our nation can create efficient ways to give the special needs community more peace, security, and JOY. My greatest fear is being left alone with my brothers when my parents pass, without any guidance and knowledge of how to provide for them and create a secure future for them. I know there are thousands of families out there who feel the same way. By investing in more secure opportunities for the future of the special needs community, so many people could take back that joy and positivity that was once taken by fear. Many generations would benefit from these changes. Secondly, our nation must set out to create more leaders fit for guiding us to success. Too often I see leaders absorbed in their own personal desires rather than engulfed in the welfare and joy of others. Humility is the KEY to effective leadership. Our world thirsts for more joy and positivity, and a nation of humble leaders can create that hopeful atmosphere. Joy is one of the most definitive and impacting characteristics a person and nation can possess. So let us create, absorb, and maintain that joy because just like Sam Gamgee boldly proclaimed, "It is worth fighting for!"