When I look back on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today. I have been blessed with the name Ayanna. It symbolizes “beautiful flower” and “innocent” in both African and Arabic cultures. This meaning reflects my own life– a balance of resilience and softness, and creativity and strength–shaped by the enriching experiences of my upbringing. A joyful childhood, military experiences, and unique challenges have shaped my story. I was born into a large African American family in Baltimore, Maryland. My mother was just sixteen years old, finishing high school when she had me. Strong women–my mother’s friends and my aunties—played a pivotal role in my upbringing. When I was two years old, my mother married my former stepfather, a man who served in the United States Military. Before transitioning into the military lifestyle, I lived in a multi-generation home, with my mother, father, and younger brother. My mother was desperate to leave from an abusive home environment, and resorted to making sacrifices for me and my brother so that we could have a chance as bright and gifted children in the world. The military provided us with a better future; A future that will bring us stability and freedom as a young family. Upon transitioning into the public school system, I experienced a feeling of isolation from the people around me. Going from constantly being surrounded by family and friends to entering a strict academic environment proved to be greatly difficult for me. The praise and encouragement that I became so accustomed to receiving from my family disappeared, and I was left with an uncomfortable truth. Constantly traveling from state to state every three years left a significant impact on me. Despite developing relationships, I would be pulled away again. The anticipation of adjusting to a new environment would eat at my mind. Throughout my middle and high school years, I have struggled to express confidence in myself, and truly practice self-love and optimism. In 2022, after my family moved to Georgia, my parents went through a separation that deeply affected me. At fifteen, I witnessed my family crumble while learning truths about their marriage I never imagined. The early exposure to a world of hardship and infidelity was difficult for me to endure. Expressing my feelings through mediums of art significantly aided me in my healing process. On the days where my energy felt scattered, I turned to art—sketching lotus flowers blooming through muddy rivers reminded me that beauty can bloom from brokenness. Through my personal experience with adversity, I learned resilience and the importance of honoring relationships, while using art to uplift my community. I began to recognize the importance of truly valuing myself after experiencing this significant shift. I found myself delving more deeply into spiritual practices to support my mental and psychological health. I transitioned from bottling up my emotions, to expressing them on the yoga mat. I started incorporating daily journaling sessions into my everyday life. Herbal teas, daily meditations, and sea-salt baths became a part of my daily regimen. Practicing self-care meant more to me than just a simple face mask and bubble bath; It helped me to recognize that I am breaking generation curses and embracing the hidden aspects of my psyche. Once I noticed a significant change in my life, I began to ask myself an important question. “How can I incorporate these influences into my future career?” I aspire to merge my artistic talents with entrepreneurship, and build a strong personal brand, while pursuing my dream of becoming a dermatological esthetician. My chosen career, to me, reflects my deep passions for self-care and visualization. I plan to integrate art therapy into my future business, promoting inner peace and connecting with my clients who share my unique passion for creativity and mental health.

Reflecting on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today​. I was born into a large African American family in Baltimore, Maryland. My mother was just sixteen years old, finishing high school when she had me. Strong women–my mother’s friends and my aunties—played a pivotal role in my upbringing. When I was two years old, my mother married my former stepfather, a man who served in the United States Military. Before transitioning into the military lifestyle, I lived in a multi-generation home, with my mother, father, and younger brother. My mother was desperate to leave from an abusive home environment, and resorted to making sacrifices for me and my brother so that we could have a chance as bright and gifted children in the world. The military provided us with a better future; A future that will bring us stability and freedom as a young family. My personal aspirations stem from curiosity, creativity, and a consistent desire for personal growth. Visual arts have positively shaped my life by acting as my outlet. Drawing, painting, and singing are the unique media that allow me to showcase pieces of my inner world to the people around me. My talents and abilities allow me to create meaningful pieces that create a space for my advocacy of mental health, self-love, and self-empowerment. I aspire to merge my artistic talents with entrepreneurship, and build a strong personal brand, while pursuing my dream of becoming a dermatological esthetician. My chosen career, to me, reflects my deep passions for self-care and visualization. I plan to integrate art therapy into my future business, promoting inner peace and connecting with my clients who share my unique passion for creativity and mental health.

Being a cosmetologist is about having the gift of artistic touch. This touch enhances a client’s physiological and emotional layers to reveal the potential that their hair, skin, and nails hold. Growing up as a young black girl, I have always felt inclined to enhance what I see that we naturally have. The beauty career field is one that blends my passion for artistic endeavors with the practical science of anatomy. Cosmetology promotes confidence, personal affirmation, and health care. These values align with my vision to support women who seek to embrace their sense of self-love and care. ​ I inherited the passion for beauty services from my mother, Alisha. Eventually, my path branched off from a passion for haircare into a keen interest in the scientific care of facial and bodily skin. Among discovering my new interest in dermalogical skincare, I became excited and began to plant hopes of one day joining my desired field to contribute services to women in need of service and pampering. My drive to fully live out this foreseen future is attributed to my mother’s sense of drive and passion for her beauty skills. She faced considerable challenges throughout her life and has grown to build a worthy clientele that reflects her values as a hairstylist. One thing that I see reflected in my own life from her is the solace found in self-care. ​ Maintenance continues to bring me personal satisfaction and peace in times when I am feeling uncertain of myself, my future, or my social relationships. Skincare grounds me back into my senses and makes me feel alive. In a world where Black women’s needs are becoming a necessity, I feel empowered to share the right to self-kindness and love with other women of color. Cosmetology encourages me to fully express myself on a personal level with women who possess the same desire for spiritual expression through a session. The pursuit of a higher education in the beauty field is one of my greatest goals. My drive to contribute to the cosmetology community stems from the ambition that I have withheld for self-care. I see myself bringing a sense of light and authenticity to the cosmetology field. ​ My inner child feels naturally seen and empowered by the choice to honor my dual passions and use them to motivate others to shine. I have chosen the path at the young age of seventeen that holds the most meaning to me. Following my graduation in 2026, I plan to attend an accredited four-year college to major in Biology. I plan to simultaneously attend a cosmetology school specializing in aesthetic skincare. My focus and education in the field of Biology will provide me with a deeper understanding of the functions of human skin and will significantly aid me in performing at my highest ability as a Dermatological Cosmetologist. Being awarded the Brown Skin Agenda and Aesthetics scholarship will significantly reduce my financial limitations in pursuing the cosmetology career of my choice. Being chosen for an amazing opportunity such as this would allow me to share my aspirations and skills with the wide range of the beauty industry. I am so incredibly grateful for the opportunities this grant aids to aspiring young women in need!

Learning to prioritize my mental heath has been a significant journey- One that I aspire to share for the purpose of empowerment. I began to recognize the importance of truly valuing myself after experiencing a significant life shift. I found myself delving more deeply into spiritual practices to support my mental and psychological health. I transitioned from bottling up my emotions, to expressing them on the yoga mat. I started incorporating daily journaling sessions into my everyday life. Herbal teas, daily meditations, and sea-salt baths became a part of my daily regimen. Practicing self-care meant more to me than just a simple face mask and bubble bath; It helped me to recognize that I am breaking generation curses and embracing the hidden aspects of my psyche. Once I noticed a significant change in my life, I began to ask myself an important question. “How can I incorporate these influences into my future career?” Visual arts have been an imperative outlet for me since I was twelve years old. My desire throughout time has been to uplift others with my creative skills through tough circumstances. I aspire to merge my artistic talents with entrepreneurship, and build a strong personal brand, while pursuing my dream of becoming a dermatological esthetician. My chosen career, to me, reflects my deep passions for self-care and visualization. I plan to integrate art therapy into my future business, promoting inner peace and connecting with my clients who share my unique passion for creativity and mental health. ​

When I look back on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today. I have been blessed with the name Ayanna. It symbolizes “beautiful flower” and “innocent” in both African and Arabic cultures. This meaning reflects my own life– a balance of resilience and softness, and creativity and strength–shaped by the enriching experiences of my upbringing. A joyful childhood, military experiences, and unique challenges have shaped my story. I was born into a large African American family in Baltimore, Maryland. My mother was just sixteen years old, finishing high school when she had me. Strong women–my mother’s friends and my aunties—played a pivotal role in my upbringing. When I was two years old, my mother married my former stepfather, a man who served in the United States Military. Before transitioning into the military lifestyle, I lived in a multi-generation home, with my mother, father, and younger brother. My mother was desperate to leave from an abusive home environment, and resorted to making sacrifices for me and my brother so that we could have a chance as bright and gifted children in the world. The military provided us with a better future; A future that will bring us stability and freedom as a young family. Upon transitioning into the public school system, I experienced a feeling of isolation from the people around me. Going from constantly being surrounded by family and friends to entering a strict academic environment proved to be greatly difficult for me. The praise and encouragement that I became so accustomed to receiving from my family disappeared, and I was left with an uncomfortable truth. Constantly traveling from state to state every three years left a significant impact on me. Despite developing relationships, I would be pulled away again. The anticipation of adjusting to a new environment would eat at my mind. Throughout my middle and high school years, I have struggled to express confidence in myself, and truly practice self-love and optimism. I began to recognize the importance of truly valuing myself when I went through a significant life shift at fifteen years old. I found myself delving more deeply into spiritual practices that promote mental and psychological health. I transitioned from bottling up my emotions, to expressing them on the yoga mat. I started incorporating daily journaling sessions into my everyday life. Herbal teas, daily meditations, and sea-salt baths became a part of my daily regimen. On the days where my energy felt scattered, I turned to art—sketching lotus flowers blooming through muddy rivers reminded me that beauty can bloom from brokenness. Through my personal experience with adversity, I learned resilience and the importance of honoring relationships, while using art and self-care to uplift myself and the world around me. Practicing self-care meant more to me than just a simple face mask and bubble bath; It helped me to recognize that I am breaking generation curses and embracing the hidden aspects of my psyche. Once I noticed a significant change in my life, I began to ask myself an important question. “How can I incorporate these influences into my future career?” I aspire to merge my artistic talents with entrepreneurship, and build a strong personal brand, while pursuing my dream of becoming a Dermatological Esthetician. My chosen career, to me, reflects my deep passions for self-care and visualization. I plan to integrate art therapy into my future business, promoting inner peace and connecting with my clients who share my unique passion for creativity and mental health.

“Ayanna, I’m crying these tears because you’re becoming a woman, look at you.” Chinasa spoke to me with such compassion that my walls began to fall down, and I felt the weight of perfection lift from my spirit. I began attending Bradwell Institute at the age of fifteen in the year of 2022. I was a young, naive, wide eyed girl who came into high school with a sense of excitement for my new life. Life held a pristine sense of optimism for me, and I began to prepare myself for the material I was soon to be digesting. The new environment became my home, as I floated day in and day out, surrounded by ambitious kids with dreams of a distant future. Upon transferring into a higher level English class, I received a new instructor for the year. The printed class schedule was reminiscent of freshly painted walls as I continually glanced at the classroom number to assist me in finding my way. The paper read of a Chinasa Grandin. Her name was initially intimidating to me. The name Chinasa represented adulthood, a new face, and even a potential strictness. However, I found that the closer I moved to her classroom, the more my senses re-balanced and I found myself at an equilibrium. Room 303 was encapsulated with a warm, inviting atmosphere and a detailed interior design. A green and orange color scheme created a feeling of safety within my nervous system. Once I saw a tall brown-kissed figure emerge from the back of the room, I knew this class would provide a story for me. A story that would help to propel my academic career into greatness. My final project for my ninth grade English class was a podcast titled by the name of “333 Souls.” My feelings of pride and accomplishment shone through, due to the successful collaboration with my fellow classmates. I flew to Ms. Grandin, and asked her to listen to it. Her warm smile and compassionate evaluation captivated me. I knew, from that moment forward, I would come back to her classroom. I felt drawn to her, both academically and emotionally. I took multiple classroom visits over the course of my high school career to Room 303. Some days lively and ready to conquer the world, and others teary-eyed and burdened by home-life challenges. She demonstrated an unwavering sincerity and commitment to mentoring me. She acted as the bridge between child-like wonder and womanhood, providing me with the tools I needed to overcome the obstacles I faced on a wide scale. Chinasa Grandin intentionally aided me in overcoming the distress I faced with the relationship difficulties I experienced with my mother at sixteen. I dealt with an emotionally distant and verbally strained household environment post-separation from my family due to my mother’s divorce. Despite a year of trying to stay strong, I eventually needed to release my emotions to truly come to an acceptance of my new life. At the time I was supposed to be in an after-school club, I would come to her for deep after school talks about life’s early hardships. It is because of her influence that I have the academic, emotional, and mental tools to achieve my personal aspirations and maintain my happiness as a growing young woman. Chinasa Grandin succeeded in saving my life. She held space for me to be my raw, authentic self. She inspired me to be more for myself and my future. I learned the significance of valuing myself as a woman through her intimate teachings. I, Ayanna, reclaimed my personal power through Chinasa.

When I look back on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today. I have been blessed with the name Ayanna. It symbolizes “beautiful flower” and “innocent” in both African and Arabic cultures. This meaning reflects my own life– a balance of resilience and softness, with creativity and strength–shaped by the enriching experiences of my upbringing. I was born into a large African American family in Baltimore, Maryland. My mother was just sixteen years old, finishing high school when she had me. Strong women–my mother’s friends and my aunties—played a pivotal role in my upbringing. When I was two years old, my mother married my former stepfather, a man who served in the United States Military. Before transitioning into the military lifestyle, I lived in a multi-generation home, with my mother, father, and younger brother. My mother was desperate to leave from an abusive home environment, and resorted to making sacrifices for me and my brother so that we could have a chance as bright and gifted children in the world. The military provided us with a better future; A future that will bring us stability and freedom as a young family. During the transition into elementary school, I encountered interpersonal challenges. I lacked the privilege the other girls my age had access to. I experienced ostracism as the only Black girl with Afrocentric features in the classroom. My parents couldn’t afford the trendy Justice clothes, Apple Watches, and sustainable school supplies. We were a newly married, city-to-country transitioning, Black military family in Fort Hood, Texas. These experiences hindered my sense of confidence, and feelings of community at a very young age. Instead of allowing my financial disadvantages and cultural differences to define me, I transformed them into my personal superpower. I aspired to pursue a path of leadership, to shine a bright light on all of the little girls who faced the same difficulties that I did. I learned to express my creativity through visual arts and became a self-taught artist at the age of 12. I practiced communicating my values by developing strong writing skills. My flaws allowed me to garner a sense of confidence within myself. I began to manage my own social media pages, and advocate for healing through artistic expression. My writing landed me in Honors English classes throughout all four years of high school. Students from disadvantaged backgrounds deserve scholarships and financial grants to utilize the talents within them. These students are a group of intelligent and resilient people who deserve to be invested in. Our challenging backgrounds created a foundation for discipline and success. We have untouched potential that has the ability to change the world, one step at a time. The Marcia Bick Grant would ease the financial restrictions of my academic transition into university, and support me in pursuing my business as a Dermatological Esthetician. I will create a space that honors differences universally.

When I look back on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today. I have been blessed with the name Ayanna. It symbolizes “beautiful flower” and “innocent” in both African and Arabic cultures. This meaning reflects my own life– a balance of resilience and softness, and creativity and strength–shaped by the enriching experiences of my upbringing. A joyful childhood, military experiences, and unique experiences have shaped my story. My challenging life experiences led me to seek solace in the natural world. The peacefulness and grounding qualities of nature helped me to heal. I discovered that I had dual passions: Beauty and Biology. I have demonstrated a keen interest in the anatomy and physiology of the human body, particularly the skin. I became curious about the care and protection of facial tissue, and I am aiming to pursue a career that targets the health of human skin. I developed an early love for cosmetics through my environment. Growing up journeying into my mother’s bedroom, I floated through the scents and fragrances. I became inspired by my environment. Exploring the world of fragrances and plant-based products always brought me a sense of internal comfort. The practice of hygiene proved to be therapeutic for me and incredibly beneficial to my mental and spiritual health. I consistently incorporated energetic cleansing routines into my self-care nights. Using ecosystem-friendly products piqued my interest in combining the worlds of science and skincare. Self-care became my initiation into STEM. I began to ask myself questions that explored my interest in the space. What are these products made of? How can science empower women to feel both beautiful and confident in our bodies? My curiosity guided me towards a dual pursuit: studying biological sciences while immersing myself in medical aesthetics. Encountering adversity while experiencing self-development led my actions into the direction of self-preservation. I developed a strong sense of motivation, seeking to balance my creativity with a practical source of inspiration. Skincare transformed from self-care to scientific curiosity. My passion is to understand how the body heals, regenerates, and thrives, to aid women who carry invisible burdens. I redefined my view of feminine care— from seeing it as a simple pastime to recognizing and embracing its full potential. I realized my desire to be a part of a scientific community that explores the biological aspects of a woman’s body. My dream is to major in biological sciences at a four year university of my choice. I plan to attend a cosmetology school that specializes in the medical and aesthetic study of skin. Upon completing my coursework between semesters, I will work on my bachelor’s degree. After completing my undergraduate degree and cosmetology program, I will start my independent practice, Ayanna’s Aesthetics, where I combine the physicality of science with the nourishing qualities of natural skincare. My business will contribute to the medical study of Black skin in dermatologic spaces. As a young Black woman in STEM, I am a mirror of the resilient female leaders who have passed their knowledge down generations. Through my contributions to the STEM community, I will provide women with a sense of confidence, self-love, and knowledge to move confidently in their everyday lives and feel empowered. I aim for my work to reflect the regeneration qualities of nature. Just as a butterfly emerges and showcases its wings, my work will break through and create an internal glow. My admiration for life is evident in the nurturing of myself, and pursuit of my STEM career.

When I look back on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today. I have been blessed with the name Ayanna. It symbolizes “beautiful flower” and “innocent” in both African and Arabic cultures. This meaning reflects my own life– a balance of resilience and softness, and creativity and strength–shaped by the enriching experiences of my upbringing. A joyful childhood, military experiences, and unique challenges have shaped my story. ​ I was born into a large African American family in Baltimore, Maryland. My mother was just sixteen years old, finishing high school when she had me. Strong women–my mother’s friends and my aunties—played a pivotal role in my upbringing. When I was two years old, my mother married my former stepfather, a man who served in the United States Military. Growing up as a young Black girl in predominantly white spaces had its challenges, but I experience a sense of gratitude for the travel opportunities that it gave me at a very young age. Every state that I lived in has provided me with a variety of social, personal, and academic experiences. Constant moving taught me an appreciation for cultural diversity and to value the interpersonal relationships I worked to maintain. ​ My personal aspirations stem from curiosity, creativity, and a consistent desire for personal growth. Visual arts have positively shaped my life by acting as my outlet. Drawing, painting, and singing are the unique media that allow me to showcase pieces of my inner world to the people around me. My talents and abilities allow me to create meaningful pieces that create a space for my advocacy of mental health, self-love, and self-empowerment. ​ In 2022, after moving to Georgia, my parents went through a separation that deeply affected me. At fifteen, I watched my family unravel, learning truths about their marriage that I never imagined. The early exposure to a world of hardship and infidelity was difficult for me to process. On the days where my energy felt scattered, I turned to art—sketching lotus flowers blooming through muddy rivers reminded me that beauty can bloom from brokenness. Through my personal experience with adversity, I learned resilience and the importance of honoring relationships, while using art to uplift my community. I aspire to merge my artistic talents with entrepreneurship, and build a strong personal brand, while pursuing my dream of becoming a dermatological esthetician. My chosen career, to me, reflects my deep passions for self-care and visualization. I plan to integrate art therapy into my future business, promoting inner peace and connecting with my clients who share my unique passion for creativity and mental health. The Kalia D. Davis Memorial scholarship would not only ease the financial restrictions of my academic journey, but also contribute to my vision for a health-care accessible future. The financial support granted to me from this scholarship will be utilized to bring wellness, empowerment, and confidence to all people alike.

When I look back on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today. I have been blessed with the name Ayanna. It symbolizes “beautiful flower” and “innocent” in both African and Arabic cultures. This meaning reflects my own life– a balance of resilience and softness, and creativity and strength–shaped by the enriching experiences of my upbringing. A joyful childhood, military experiences, and unique challenges have shaped my story. ​ I was born into a large African American family in Baltimore, Maryland. My mother was just sixteen years old, finishing high school when she had me. Strong women–my mother’s friends and my aunties—played a pivotal role in my upbringing. When I was two years old, my mother married my former stepfather, a man who served in the United States Military. Growing up as a young Black girl in predominantly white spaces had its challenges, but I experience a sense of gratitude for the travel opportunities that it gave me at a very young age. Every state that I lived in has provided me with a variety of social, personal, and academic experiences. Constant moving taught me an appreciation for cultural diversity and to value the interpersonal relationships I worked to maintain. ​ My personal aspirations stem from curiosity, creativity, and a consistent desire for personal growth. Visual arts have positively shaped my life by acting as my outlet. Drawing, painting, and singing are the unique media that allow me to showcase pieces of my inner world to the people around me. My talents and abilities allow me to create meaningful pieces that create a space for my advocacy of mental health, self-love, and self-empowerment. ​ In 2022, after moving to Georgia, my parents went through a separation that deeply affected me. At fifteen, I watched my family unravel, learning truths about their marriage that I never imagined. The early exposure to a world of hardship and infidelity was difficult for me to process. On the days where my energy felt scattered, I turned to art—sketching lotus flowers blooming through muddy rivers reminded me that beauty can bloom from brokenness. Through my personal experience with adversity, I learned resilience and the importance of honoring relationships, while using art to uplift my community. I aspire to merge my artistic talents with entrepreneurship, and build a strong personal brand, while pursuing my dream of becoming a dermatological esthetician. My chosen career, to me, reflects my deep passions for self-care and visualization. I plan to integrate art therapy into my future business, promoting inner peace and connecting with my clients who share my unique passion for creativity and mental health. ​ The most impactful lessons in my life stemmed from the adversity I experienced. These moments taught me to create meaning in life, even when going through trials and tribulations. Navigating self-discovery, familial struggles, and constant change shaped me into a strong advocate for the importance of personal expression through life’s seasons. I continue to proudly proclaim the gratitude and love for the life that I've been given. I represent the energy of a flower; I bloom wherever I am planted in the world. I produce the fruits of success and inspiration, turning challenges into opportunities, and goals into vibrant possibilities.

When I look back on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today. I have been blessed with the name Ayanna. It symbolizes “beautiful flower” and “innocent” in both African and Arabic cultures. This meaning reflects my own life– a balance of resilience and softness, and creativity and strength–shaped by the enriching experiences of my upbringing. A joyful childhood, military experiences, and unique challenges have shaped my story. ​ I was born into a large African American family in Baltimore, Maryland. My mother was just sixteen years old, finishing high school when she had me. Strong women–my mother’s friends and my aunties—played a pivotal role in my upbringing. When I was two years old, my mother married my former stepfather, a man who served in the United States Military. Before transitioning into the military lifestyle, I lived in a multi-generation home, with my mother, father, and younger brother. My mother was desperate to leave from an abusive home environment, and resorted to making sacrifices for me and my brother so that we could have a chance as bright and gifted children in the world. The military provided us with a better future; A future that will bring us stability and freedom as a young family. During the transition into elementary school, I encountered interpersonal challenges. I lacked the privilege the other girls my age had access to. I experienced ostracism as the only Black girl with Afro-centric features in the classroom. My parents couldn’t afford the trendy Justice clothes, Apple Watches, and sustainable school supplies. We were a newly married, city-to-country transitioning, Black military family in Fort Hood, Texas. These experiences hindered my sense of confidence, and feelings of community at a very young age. Growing up as a young Black girl in predominantly white spaces had its challenges, but I experience a sense of gratitude for the travel opportunities that it gave me at a very young age. Every state that I lived in has provided me with a variety of social, personal, and academic experiences. Constant moving taught me an appreciation for cultural diversity and to value the interpersonal relationships I worked to maintain. ​ My personal aspirations stem from curiosity, creativity, and a consistent desire for personal growth. Visual arts have positively shaped my life by acting as my outlet. Drawing, painting, and singing are the unique media that aid me in showcasing pieces of my inner world to the people around me. My talents and abilities allow me to create meaningful pieces that create a space for my advocacy of mental health, self-love, and self-empowerment. In 2022, after moving to Georgia, my parents went through a separation that deeply affected me. At fifteen, I watched my family unravel, learning truths about their marriage that I never imagined. The early exposure to a world of hardship and infidelity was difficult for me to process. On the days where my energy felt scattered, I turned to art—sketching lotus flowers blooming through muddy rivers reminded me that beauty can bloom from brokenness. Through my personal experience with adversity, I learned resilience and the importance of honoring relationships, while using art to uplift my community. I aspire to merge my artistic talents with entrepreneurship, and build a strong personal brand, while pursuing my dream of becoming a dermatological esthetician. I plan to integrate art therapy into my future business, promoting inner peace and connecting with my clients who share my unique passion for creativity and mental health.

When I look back on my life, I see a number of experiences—both small and life changing– that have shaped me into the young woman that I am today. I have been blessed with the name Ayanna. It symbolizes “beautiful flower” and “innocent” in both African and Arabic cultures. This meaning reflects my own life– a balance of resilience and softness, and creativity and strength–shaped by the enriching experiences of my upbringing. A joyful childhood, military experiences, and unique challenges have shaped my story. I was born into a large African American family in Baltimore, Maryland. At the time of my birth, my mother was sixteen years old and currently going through high school. Strong women played a pivotal role in my upbringing. At two years old, my mother married and settled down with my former stepfather, a man who enlisted in the United States Military. While growing up as a young black girl in a predominantly white space came with its adversities, I consider myself to be highly blessed due to the traveling experiences that I had at a very young age. Every state that I have lived in has provided me with a variety of social, personal, and academic experiences. Traveling consistently allowed me to develop an early appreciation for cultural diversity and academic variety, along with an appreciation for the close relationships I invested energy into. In 2022, after my family moved to Georgia, my parents went through a separation that deeply affected me. At fifteen, I witnessed my family crumble while learning truths about their marriage I never imagined. The early exposure to a world of hardship and infidelity was difficult for me to endure. My challenging home experiences led me to seek solace in the natural world. The peacefulness and grounding qualities of nature helped me to heal. I discovered that I had dual passions: Beauty and Biology. I have demonstrated a keen interest in the anatomy and physiology of the human body, particularly the skin. I became curious about the care and protection of facial tissue, and I am aiming to pursue a career that targets the health of human skin. I developed an early love for cosmetics through my environment. Growing up journeying into my mother’s bedroom, I floated through the scents and fragrances. I became inspired by my environment. Exploring the world of fragrances and plant-based products always brought me a sense of internal comfort. The practice of hygiene proved to be therapeutic for me and incredibly beneficial to my mental and spiritual health. I consistently incorporated energetic cleansing routines into my self-care nights. Using ecosystem-friendly products piqued my interest in combining the worlds of science and skincare. Self-care became my initiation into STEM. I began to ask myself questions that explored my interest in the space. What are these products made of? How can science empower women to feel both beautiful and confident in our bodies? My curiosity guided me towards a dual pursuit: studying biological sciences while immersing myself in medical aesthetics. Encountering adversity while experiencing self-development led my actions into the direction of self-preservation. I developed a strong sense of motivation, seeking to balance my creativity with a practical source of inspiration. Skincare transformed from self-care to scientific curiosity. My passion is to understand how the body heals, regenerates, and thrives, to aid women who carry invisible burdens. I redefined my view of feminine care— from seeing it as a simple pastime to recognizing and embracing its full potential. I realized my desire to be a part of a scientific community that explores the biological aspects of a woman’s body. My dream is to major in biological sciences at a four year university of my choice. I plan to attend a cosmetology school that specializes in the medical and aesthetic study of skin. Upon completing my coursework between semesters, I will work on my bachelor’s degree. After completing my undergraduate degree and cosmetology program, I will start my independent practice, Ayanna’s Aesthetics, where I combine the physicality of science with the nourishing qualities of natural skincare. My business will contribute to the medical study of Black skin in medical spaces. As a young Black woman in STEM, I am a mirror of the resilient female leaders who have passed their knowledge down generations. Through my contributions to the STEM community, I will provide women with a sense of confidence, self-love, and knowledge to move confidently in their everyday lives and feel empowered. I aim for my work to reflect the regeneration qualities of nature. Just as a butterfly emerges and showcases its wings, my work will break through and create an internal glow. My admiration for life is evident in the nurturing of myself, and pursuit of my STEM career. The Eric W. Larson Memorial Scholarship would not only ease the financial restrictions of my academic journey, but also contribute to a vision where all women of color are empowered by scientific knowledge, uplifted by care, and embraced as their authentic selves.

Being a cosmetologist is about having the gift of artistic touch. This touch enhances a client’s physiological and emotional layers to reveal the potential that their hair, skin, and nails hold. Growing up as a young black girl, I have always felt inclined to enhance what I see that we naturally have. The beauty career field is one that blends my passion for artistic endeavors with the practical science of anatomy. Cosmetology promotes confidence, personal affirmation, and health care. These values align with my vision to support women who seek to embrace their sense of self-love and care. ​ I inherited the passion for beauty services from my mother, Alisha. Eventually, my path branched off from a passion for haircare into a keen interest in the scientific care of facial and bodily skin. Among discovering my new interest in dermalogical skincare, I became excited and began to plant hopes of one day joining my desired field to contribute services to women in need of service and pampering. My drive to fully live out this foreseen future is attributed to my mother’s sense of drive and passion for her beauty skills. She faced considerable challenges throughout her life and has grown to build a worthy clientele that reflects her values as a hairstylist. One thing that I see reflected in my own life from her is the solace found in self-care. ​ Maintenance continues to bring me personal satisfaction and peace in times when I am feeling uncertain of myself, my future, or my social relationships. Skincare grounds me back into my senses and makes me feel alive. In a world where Black women’s needs are becoming a necessity, I feel empowered to share the right to self-kindness and love with other women of color. Cosmetology encourages me to fully express myself on a personal level with women who possess the same desire for spiritual expression through a session. ​ My inner child feels seen and naturally empowered by the choice to honor my dual passions and use them to motivate others to shine. I have chosen the path at the ripe age of seventeen that holds the most meaning to me. Following my graduation in 2026, I plan to attend an accredited four-year college to major in Biology while simultaneously attending a cosmetology school specializing in dermatological skincare. My focus and education in the field of Biology will provide me with a deeper understanding of the functions of human skin and will significantly aid me in performing at my highest ability as a dermatological cosmetologist.

Adversity arrives as a grey soldier and aims to color your life. Growing up as a young black girl with an extroverted personality, always speaking out against injustice, and who set out to explore life with a learner's mind was a blessing. These traits also came with their difficulties. Having the people around you project their self-doubt and feelings of unworthiness onto you was very common. I was made into the scapegoat. A burden that carries on with you and gains traction as it drags its heavy load continuously. All the dirt built up, and then boom. A life event shatters the clouded and crowded bubble of your insecurities. A milestone of change such as a parental separation is extremely tough. It brings out the big emotions within the family, opinions, and resentment. Once made the idle child, I was forced (and even expected to) un-bury those traits that defined me so well. It was expected of me to use them for the greater good of the family. Even through the magnitudes of heartbreak, I was experiencing from the breakup of a 15-year marriage between two people who built my world into what it was through their work, I still had to fight. I had to fight to bring my gifts to fruition for the little things and people that needed me.  Fortunately, that mountain in life taught me the value of my world of personal optimism and intelligence. Coming out of my world to be a beacon of curiosity for others is how I have experienced and navigated my interactions with science. STEM requires you to put aside what you think you know and explore a new world to offer up your skills for the greater good of all the planet, humanity, and forces larger than us.  For me, pursuing a degree in a STEM field means allowing my curiosity to reign free. Having the creative freedom to research topics that I find important while educating people is imperative. My skill range will allow me to connect with a career of this magnitude. I value discipline, writing, organization, and travel. I want my future children to see their proud Black mothers contributing to our ecosystems and impacting the world of science. Passing my aspirations for the oceans, mountains, and Iceland's down multi generational style is my dream.  My financial situation allows me to utilize my academic skills to receive money for college at an accredited university in the United States of America. I qualify for FAFSA, as a daughter of a medium-income mother. Receiving the Powering the Future Scholarship would greatly benefit me and my future college career. This scholarship will allow me to fund my education and pursue my accredited major. It will bring me one step closer to achieving my goal of researching ecosystems here in America. It serves as a reminder that I have a community of people willing to pour abundance into me to go for the career I seek. I will have the financial powerhouse to afford the equipment that will be required of me in my chosen field. It will fund my dreams while creating my future.

A successful and fulfilling career has been on my horizon. I have had an intense passion for discovering how I can develop the fruits of my hobbies, and interests into a source of a lifelong stream of income for myself well into the future, stability for me and my children, and a story that will motivate and educate other young women who see themselves in my work. I have grown up with a connection and love for the Earth and how science helps us discover and explore the planet we live on today. I am interested in the organisms that also inhabit our planet and how they live in the diverse ecosystems that we have yet to fully understand as humans. I have made a decision to pursue a Biology major and act on my interests.  As a young Black girl growing into a woman, I have developed a natural passion for proper skincare and body care. While being taught how to take care of myself as a developing young woman, I started to explore the science of Aesthetics. I see myself working to take a more holistic approach to skincare, treating many women through my business who seek more intensive treatment of their skin and body, and through this process I will learn to connect to my body in unique ways, to heal and rejuvenate my Spirit through my skin.  My plans for Biology are to pursue my Master’s degree and become a Marine Biologist by 25 years old. I hope to move to Hawaii after college is completed and conduct research and studies within the oceanic and beach regions of this state. I plan to live in Hawaii personally and work at an independent research facility. My academic success in Biology and Biological studies will help me integrate into the industry smoothly. My knowledge of Biology will aid me in doing research, and my job execution will shine. I am confident that I will be successful in this field because I am determined to learn about the scientific aspects of life on Earth. I have a sense of exploration and adventure that will greatly benefit the scientific community. I have taken steps within the past couple of months to learn new and already existing species and explore scientific techniques for observing oceanic and wildlife life. I go on regular nature walks, and practice meditation, contemplation, and gratitude while connecting with nature.     I plan to become an esthetician while studying biology. I will complete an extensive cosmetology program, and work a personal job throughout high school and before my Spring college year starts to fund the equipment for my business. I plan to rent out a space in Dermatologic Salon and continue to nurture it throughout my early 20s as my first business venture. The knowledge that I have acquired through the research of medical-centered skincare will help me to perform to my fullest ability, and combined with my certification as a practicing Aesthetician, I have a high chance of being recognized and recruited. I believe that my craft, positive attitude, and energy will aid me in finding success in skincare and beauty.

Beauty. I have always felt inclined to enhance what I see we naturally have. Beauty means a diversity of things to me. Beauty means confidence, affirmation, success, and femininity. Being beautiful is to be brave and solidified in who you are. Skin is spiritual and reflects who you are and how you feel inside. It holds the blueprint for your emotions and moods. It deserves to be catered to be someone who appreciates and understands your struggles, but dotes on your glows. Your triumphs.  My name is Ayanna Renee Spears. I am the oldest daughter, first niece, granddaughter, and female cousin of my very diverse African-American family. I have traveled throughout my early childhood, and now reside in Hinesville, Georgia. I am currently a Junior at Bradwell Institute. I will graduate in the summer of 2026. I have many academic achievements under my belt, relating to social and academic-based work. I have been on the Honor Roll since my first years of middle and high school. I will be formally inducted into the National Honors Society in December 2024. I was one of the first journalists of B.I..  This year, I am an active member of my school choir. I am a part of the event club and will be running for the school council as a senior next year.  I am aiming to take an in-person cosmetology program. I will be a practicing Esthetician who specializes in female and male skincare. My future goal is to have a room in a dermatologic salon where I take care of my clients individually and cater to their needs and inquiries. When people first walk into my space, I want them to feel empowered and calm, knowing that they will be taken care of and seen for their concerns. I need to make people feel heard and emboldened to speak up for themselves within a self-care space.  In medical and beautification spaces, I have a mission to change people’s perception of who they are. This mission will expand solely beyond the appearance of their skin or the marks on their body. It will target their self-confidence and how they feel about themselves and their bodies on an emotional spectrum. When the microneedling, dermaplaning, and facemasks are complete, a client should see how special and radiant they are as an individual. Everyone deserves that. Everyone deserves to feel as though they belong and can truly live in the body that they are in.  My brand will work to make a statement that no matter the gender, woman, man, or non-binary, you deserve to be in spaces that uplift you. A moment that is solely dedicated to a client, and a client only, is what I will work to provide for everyone who crosses my path. My path is an extension of me personally, my social media platforms, or my business page. I aim to make people feel complimented before they ever feel and see me in person, or if they ever do. My brand’s message will offer a unique statement that I am sure will resonate with the people who feel they deserve to be healed on the outside.  Upliftment. Confidence. Security. Peace. All of these are what I wish to extend to beauty clients. No amount of insecurity can mask the glow that is waiting inside of someone, and that is waiting to come out. My goal is to be the one who will de-mask it, and allow it to come through with my hands, fingers, and razor.