At just eleven years old, my world was rocked by the devastating news of my mother's diagnosis of breast cancer. Aged forty-two, she embarked on a gruelling battle against this relentless disease, enduring aggressive surgical procedures and ongoing radiation therapy. Yet, her resilience never wavered. Three months post-treatment, another blow struck as she faced melanoma, igniting yet another round of surgeries. Amidst this whirlwind, I witnessed my mother, once a vibrant force of music and joy, lose her melody. No longer did her songs fill our home, and the silence left in their wake was deafening. Music, once our shared refuge, became a distant memory, a poignant reminder of what cancer had stolen. Before her diagnosis, my mother navigated the challenges of single parenthood following my parents' divorce, all while working full-time at the Michigan Department of Education.
Despite the overwhelming odds stacked against her, she refused to surrender to despair. Her unwavering commitment to her children, her career, and her well-being was nothing short of remarkable. She epitomized strength in the face of adversity, a beacon of resilience that continues to guide me. Throughout her battle, my mother's unwavering dedication to her values resonated deeply within me. Despite the financial hardships we faced, she ensured I never missed a voice lesson and managed to scrape together enough money to buy my first guitar as my Christmas gift that year. Her ability to maintain grace amidst chaos taught me invaluable lessons in resilience and perseverance, shaping the core of my character. As her battle raged on, I faced a pivotal decision in my journey. Despite the emotional turmoil of leaving my mother's side, I pursued my passion for music, earning acceptance into the prestigious singer/songwriter program at Interlochen Arts Academy. This meant leaving home for my junior and senior years of high school, a decision fraught with uncertainty and guilt. Yet, my mother's unwavering encouragement provided the strength I needed to forge ahead, even in her absence.
I was able to take my moms many lessons and forge new collaborative relationships with my peers, co-writing songs, performing with incredible artists like Patrice Rushen and Claud. Despite the physical distance between me and my mom, her presence remained steadfast. She was my blueprint, and I took all of the lessons I learned from her to strengthen my connections in my field. Her kindness, her determination, her selflessness, all of these things guided me through my musical journey. With each visit home, I witnessed her reclaiming her music, a testament to her indomitable spirit. She refused to miss a single one of my concerts or performances, making the three-hour drive to sit with her mask on in the audience. Her resilience became my inspiration, a reminder that adversity cannot extinguish the flame of passion and hope. My mother's journey with cancer has profoundly shaped my perspective, infusing my life with courage, resilience, and an unwavering commitment to my dreams. Her strength in the face of adversity serves as a constant reminder that no obstacle is insurmountable. She has frequently served as my muse throughout my songwriting studies at Interlochen. Her spirit is in every lyric, melody, and harmony I write. As I embark on my path, her love and support remain my guiding force, propelling me toward a purposeful future. In conclusion, my mother's battle with cancer has transformed me in profound ways, shaping my values, priorities, aspirations, and friendships in my field. Her unwavering courage and resilience have instilled within me a deep-seated determination to overcome life's challenges with grace, fortitude, and the support of my incredible family, both blood-related and chosen. As I carry forward her legacy of strength and perseverance, I am forever grateful for the profound impact she has had on shaping the person I am today.
My artist project is quite simple really, I want to spread love and make people feel heard with my music. I recently had a big moment with my music that pushed me to keep going. After I played one of my songs, “Ugly Dress” at Kresge Auditorium in our show with Grammy-winning artist Patrice Rushen, a young girl came up to me teary-eyed and said that she felt the same way that I did. She felt like she wouldn’t be enough no matter how she tried, but when I sang the heartfelt lyrics about feeling ugly and similar sentiments, she felt understood. She felt less alone and she said that if everybody felt that way, then at least we all have something in common. That stuck with me and I use it as motivation for every song and every performance I do now. Reaching people and helping them feel less alone is what I have to do for the rest of my life. Human connection is something that cannot be taken away or replicated. No matter how advanced AI gets, how cruel the world can be, people will always crave real relationships. I love the beauty that ebbs and flows between conversations between strangers, and I love being somebody that can write about it and share that with the world. This scholarship would provide me with the funding that I need to achieve my dreams and fortify my lifelong mission of helping people connect and feel through music.