I watch the student I am tutoring scrunch her face as she tries to solve the math problem, her puzzled face blaringly enlarged on my screen. Did she not understand the content? Sweat danced at the sides of my forehead and I used the sleeve of my shirt to wipe it away. Find a way out of the bubble.
Life is full of challenges. Now that may be a pessimistic viewpoint and somewhat of a hackneyed phrase, but it is the truth. We are stuck in airtight bubbles that slowly suffocate us until we find a way out. When the pandemic hit, our country turned to chaos. Once school started back up, due to the lack of engagement in virtual classes, many students, myself included, saw a decline in our grades. Most parents immediately remedied that issue and hired personal tutors, but what about the students whose parents just lost their jobs? What about the students who lost a parent due to Covid-19 and only have one parent’s paycheck to support the entire family's necessities? There was no way these families could afford another expense, like a personal tutor, on top of their monthly bills that they were already struggling to pay.
At that moment I realized I had only two options. I could either scream into the void about how unfair life is and call it a day or I could take a deep breath and try to put together this small piece of the complex puzzle that we call life. The decision was evident, and I reached out to several peers to collaborate on a roadmap to start a potential free tutoring organization. Having tunnel vision, I spent countless hours after midnight under the dim desk lamp in my room teaching myself the basics of HTML, to build a website for the organization. At last, I launched The Gift of Learning, an organization dedicated to providing free virtual tutoring for students who can not afford paid personal tutors. By meticulously researching and collaborating with various experts of educational organizations, I compiled an abundance of resources and teaching material for the tutors to use to help their students. Additionally, to ensure having qualified tutors, I conducted Tutor Bootcamps to prepare the tutors for their sessions. However, no matter how much planning is put into an organization, it is bound to have a hiccup somewhere along the road.
After the launch, there was a sudden peak of students and not enough tutors to suffice. I immediately cleared up my schedule and volunteered myself as a replacement tutor, seeing as I was the founder of the organization and I had to take full responsibility for any mishaps within it. Additionally, I soon realized that I was spending too much time manually matching students to tutors, crucial time that could be better invested in another component of managing the organization. My programming mindset immediately jumped to the occasion and realized that any methodical and repeating task can be replaced by automation, so I wrote a Java program to efficiently match the students to the tutors.
Though life stills often seem like an endless Monday, one bad day filled with problems after another, it is up to me what I make of it. I could either think of it as a setback, or I can see it as an opportunity to find a solution.
My mind returns to the issue at hand and I focus on the perplexed look painted on my student’s face. My student depends on me, and I cannot fail her. I won’t let the bubble suffocate me. I count to five, and then I calmly re-explain the topic. As with the hundreds of other problems I’ve faced, I remember that every problem has a solution, and I can find it. With patience and determination, I can find a way out of my bubble.