My academic kryptonite is test anxiety. As a high school freshman, I learned that community college is offered to high school students who score appropriately on the entrance exam. Attempting the PERT exam as a freshman sounded overwhelming. My sophomore year, when I was reminded that community college was an option, my test anxiety went into overdrive, but I decided to take the exam and try dual enrollment. I did not earn a college-level score on the math portion of the PERT on my first attempt, so I took the exam again. I didn’t stop until I achieved a perfect score. That was not my original goal, but it became the outcome. I was determined to overcome the anxiety rather than settle for a passing score, and I am grateful I pushed through the fear of attempting college early.
Community college is a privilege for high school students, and I have come to understand that more clearly with each passing semester. That testing experience and my entry into dual enrollment set me on a path that included tutors, countless emails to professors, and many visits to my advisor’s office. Because of the opportunity, resources, and encouragement provided by those professors and advisors, I am not only a community college success story but also an enthusiastic advocate for the opportunity among my peers.
My education has evolved from homeschool to dual enrollment and now early admission, and each stage has changed how I learn. Homeschool meant co-ops, community, and book clubs at my house, all supported by families pursuing the same path. Dual enrollment shifted responsibility to me. No one reminded me to log in or complete a module, which exposed both strengths I could rely on and habits I needed to change. I have learned that once I identify a weakness clearly, I can grow beyond it.
What I did not realize at the time was that learning to manage academic pressure was also preparing me to handle personal responsibility. Navigating college coursework while still in high school required organization, communication, and resilience—skills that soon extended beyond assignments and exams. Education, for me, became less about performance and more about learning how to respond to difficulty with steadiness rather than avoidance.
Those skills were tested more deeply outside the classroom. I am also shaped by being biracial, with an Asian father whose steadiness and work ethic have influenced me more than any class. This past spring and summer, my family experienced the loss of one grandparent and a serious decline in the health of another. Helping with caregiving while keeping up with school taught me that family shows up when it matters, not when it is convenient. I am learning to manage stress and grief in healthy ways. In our homeschool, my mom often used the term “executive function” for what most people call “adulting.” I once rolled my eyes at the phrase; this year, it became real, and I began to understand its necessity.
Florida’s option to attend college while in high school has stretched me, and I am grateful for it. Balancing high school coursework, college classes, a small online business, and family responsibilities has taught me lessons I would not have learned otherwise. Together, these experiences have given my education a clear sense of direction. I plan to use my education to build a career that creates opportunities benefiting both my own future and the people and communities around me. Education has shown me that meaningful progress rarely comes from individual effort alone, but from collaboration, ethical decision-making, and a willingness to take responsibility for outcomes that affect others. Through my experiences in dual enrollment, business internships, and volunteering, I have seen how thoughtful leadership can shape access, stability, and trust within an organization or community. I hope to apply these lessons in my professional life by contributing to work that values people as much as results. For me, creating a better future means building systems and opportunities that are sustainable, inclusive, and grounded in integrity, allowing individuals and communities to grow alongside one another. My experiences at home, at HCC, and through business internships and volunteering have shaped my goal of working in business to serve my community.
What once felt like my academic kryptonite—test anxiety—has become a measure of how far I have come, not because it disappeared, but because I learned to move forward despite it. My education combined with the challenges I have faced have enabled me to navigate complexity, uncertainty, and responsibility with purpose and direction. I am grateful.