“We don’t have tomorrow written,” my parents said as they made the decision to apply for a green card. That same year we got accepted and shortly had to move to the U.S., squeezing our whole lives into 4 tiny suitcases. As we arrived, I nearly had a couple weeks before I started 4th grade. Getting put in an all-English speaking class was a complete shock, leaving me doubtful on if I can ever fit in. There were many moments in which I wanted to give up, but even then, I thought of the sacrifices my parents had made for me to be here. So I made a choice, I put myself out there and pushed through with learning to understand and speak English. And within a year, I no longer had to just survive in the classroom, I was thriving in it.
(a) Leaving the comforts of my home country Poland wasn’t easy; it was rather daunting. I felt as if my childhood was being taken away from me, which is why I struggled greatly at first. As a 9 year old girl in a new country, I had to press restart on my life. New language, new friends. It felt like I got dumped into cold water, with nothing to help me up other than myself. On my first day of 4th grade, I felt the blank stares kids would give me as I was introduced to the class as the only non-English speaking student. On the second day, I realized that many things set me apart from the rest. On the third, I grew to understand that I could never fit in. This setback was my biggest yet most awakening obstacle I had to go through in my educational years.
(b) As my life took a 180 turn, I had to adapt to move along with it. There was no pause button that I could press in order to catch up to the kids who have lived here their whole lives. So I overcame always being the odd one out; I studied everyday, watched movies with subtitles and consistently helped my parents with their communication. Having to take on so many responsibilities at such a young age was tough, yet I believe that it reality shaped how resilient and determined I am today, with how fast I had to fit into a world so different from the one I’ve known all along.
I believe I wouldn’t be the person I am today without my older sister. The things we both had to overcome in order to be in the place we are today, now her graduating from an American University in the Czech Republic, and me following her path to continue my education too, I could never have done it without her strength. Her drive to always give her all in everything she does as she was the first in our household to learn English, has really inspired me both back then as well as now.
(a&b) My sister and my parents are the reason I am an individual with such a high strive for greatness, which is why I am planning on attending Florida International University starting this summer for Architecture. I hope to get my Bachelor’s degree as well as continue further to receive a Master’s degree. After my formal educational plan, I truly am hoping to do something that leaves an impact on this world, whether it is with designing buildings or something completely different, I am willing to take any road that will lead me to the right place. Although it will take a long time and drive, I believe that with my background as an immigrant and the support team I have, I can achieve anything I set my mind to, which is also why I believe that this scholarship wouldn’t just provide financial support, but a door of more opportunities for me and my educational path.
For as long as I can remember, it has been engraved in my brain by my parents to appreciate everything you have in life. Which is why I have been volunteering in two Polish charity organizations since 2017 that raise money for children’s hospitals across Poland and Chicago. I believe that giving back to people who are less fortunate than me has made me a more empathetic and appreciative person, showing me a glimpse of just how much difference one can make by sacrificing time to uplift others.