Mental health has always been a part of my journey, even before I fully understood what it meant. Growing up, I didn’t have the language to describe anxiety, isolation, or low self-esteem—I just knew that some days felt harder than others. During the COVID-19 pandemic, those feelings became stronger. The world shut down, routines disappeared, and I found myself spending a lot of time alone with my thoughts. That period was one of the hardest but also one of the most eye-opening experiences of my life. It forced me to confront how I was feeling and gave me the space to start figuring out who I was and who I wanted to become.
I had always struggled with confidence and self-image. I often felt invisible and hid behind oversized clothes because I didn’t feel comfortable in my own skin. During the pandemic, though, I began exploring things that made me feel good, and one of those things was makeup. What started as a small hobby quickly turned into something deeply personal—it became a way for me to reconnect with myself. For the first time, I felt beautiful and confident. Makeup gave me a sense of control and creativity when everything else in life felt uncertain.
Through that process, I discovered my passion for beauty and self-expression, which led me to pursue a career in esthetics. I realized that beauty is not about perfection—it’s about empowerment and self-love. The same way makeup helped me find confidence during a dark time, I want to help others feel that same transformation. Everyone deserves to feel beautiful, seen, and valued. My goal is to build a career where I can create a safe, supportive space for people to embrace who they are, inside and out.
My experience with mental health challenges also taught me resilience and self-awareness. I’ve learned how important it is to take care of myself—not just physically, but emotionally and mentally. I’ve started prioritizing mindfulness, journaling, and spending time doing activities that ground me, like exercising or creating art. I’ve also learned to reach out for support when I need it, whether that’s talking to friends, family, or a counselor. These habits are part of my ongoing recovery and growth.
As a BIPOC woman, I also understand how important it is to have representation and support in the beauty and wellness industry. There are still so many people who feel like they don’t belong in certain spaces or who have never seen themselves reflected in beauty standards. I want to change that. I want my work to celebrate diversity and help people of all backgrounds feel confident and included. My personal experiences with mental health have given me empathy and understanding, which I believe will make me not only a better esthetician but also someone who can make a genuine difference in people’s lives.
Academically, my goal is to complete my esthetics program and continue learning about skincare, wellness, and professional development. I hope to one day open my own studio that focuses on beauty and self-care in a holistic way—where clients can come not just to enhance their appearance but to feel supported and uplifted emotionally, too. I also want to mentor young women who may be struggling with confidence or mental health issues, showing them that it’s possible to heal, grow, and thrive.
In continuing to manage my recovery, I plan to stay committed to the habits that have helped me stay grounded. That means continuing therapy when needed, maintaining a consistent self-care routine, and surrounding myself with positive, supportive people. I’ve learned that mental health isn’t something you “fix” once—it’s something you nurture every day. For me, that includes setting healthy boundaries, practicing gratitude, and giving myself grace when life feels overwhelming.