“I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS!!!” Driving back home, I screamed at the top of my lungs in joy as I listened to the song I had just created. Everything sounded perfect. The bass, the drums, the guitar strings… my voice. The sound I had been looking for the last year had finally emerged, and I was in tears. As I heard every single sound play its part in the song, excitement rushed through my body, making me grip the steering wheel and rock back and forth- enjoying the music to its fullest. The song sounded unique. It sounded special as if nobody could copy it in its creative process. As I rode home, I took mental notes on tweaks that I would do to the song to make it sound even more complete. Listening to my music - listening to me- made me feel special. The meaning to these feelings was becoming clearer, day by day.
I started producing music around 9th grade. That’s when my eyes opened to the different paths I could take. My world was only concerned with school, friends, and video games. I was living the life of a normal teenager. So I would think to myself sometimes, “What can I do to play my part in this world?” “What makes my life notable?” “Unique?” What is my purpose?”
At the time, music was the one thing that would excite me the most, so as I continued making music I realized that it opened so many doors for me. I could work with different artists, meet new people, and dive into the business of how music reaches everybody in the world.
As I continued to listen to music and expand my knowledge, I started looking into marketing my sound. By selling my music (which, at the time, was just instrumental), I went into Instagram and started promoting myself through ads and direct messages to different artists. I learned how to predict my followers’ moves and ideas as I progressed to selling my music on a larger scale. Over the next year, I sold over 100 beats to different artists earning almost 5 figures in sales. Music made me realize that I was an entrepreneur. I loved communicating with people and showing them the music I worked on, which would potentially lead them to buy the instrumental.
Recently, I gathered the courage to at least try to sing on a track of mine. Making instrumentals was fun, but in the end, the product felt unfinished since there wasn't a voice that would give more life to it. I meddled with different programs and after creating hundreds of songs, I finally found the sound I wanted and I continued to expand on it over time. This made me feel like I had a purpose. I had a goal when listening to my music. I found myself enjoying the process of studying music and finding different ways to alter and create different sounds. The possibilities were limitless.
As I am writing this essay, I realize that just like a song, we all complement this world in one way or another. Whether that is through a subtle, clean sound- or the main centerpiece like a melody. Every piece, every fragment- is crucial to making a song beautiful and complete. As someone who truly believes this, I want to play my part in this world by being successful in whatever I will be in the future. And later use my success to help others not only in my community but in the world.