My name is Ashley McBride, and I am a first-generation college student pursuing my Bachelor of Health Sciences in Respiratory Therapy at the University of Missouri–Columbia. For the past twelve years, I have served as a respiratory therapist specializing in adult critical care, with additional experience in neonatal and pediatric patients. My journey has not been a traditional one, but it has been defined by resilience, faith, and an unwavering commitment to making a difference in the lives of others.
At eleven years old, I faced a loss that shaped the course of my life: my mother was murdered by an ex-boyfriend who refused to accept her decision to leave the relationship. In a single moment, my siblings and I lost not only our mother, but the guidance, protection, and stability that many children take for granted. My father did not step in to fill the gap, leaving us to navigate grief and survival largely on our own. Growing up, I carried a quiet anger, insecurity, and a sense of abandonment. I often struggled with communication and self-confidence, which made me feel voiceless during crucial times of my life.
But instead of allowing this tragedy to define me, I began to see my pain as a catalyst for growth. I learned resilience at an early age, and over time I found healing through service to others. Becoming a respiratory therapist gave me purpose. I discovered that being present for patients and families during their most vulnerable moments allowed me to transform my personal grief into empathy and action. Every time I walk into an ICU or NICU, I know I am living out my mother’s legacy by being a source of care, strength, and compassion for others.
As a first-generation college student, the path has never been easy. I did not have parents to guide me through applications, financial aid, or choosing a career path. Every step required self-advocacy, trial and error, and determination. I initially earned a BA in Liberal Studies but realized that my calling was in healthcare. After years of hands-on experience, I returned to school for advanced respiratory therapy because I want to expand my impact and contribute more deeply to patient care, research, and education. College is not just about a degree for me—it is about breaking generational cycles, proving to myself and others that perseverance creates opportunity, and building a foundation for the next chapter of my career.
My current role as a respiratory therapist has shown me the critical role our profession plays in saving lives. Yet, I also see the limitations of the role as it currently exists. That is why I am determined to continue my education and pursue opportunities such as becoming an Advanced Practice Respiratory Therapist (APRT) or transitioning into the Anesthesiologist Assistant pathway. These advanced roles will allow me to take on greater responsibility in patient care, especially in high-stakes critical care environments, while also mentoring and training future therapists. My goal is not only personal advancement, but to leave a mark on healthcare by advocating for innovation, equity, and education within respiratory care.
Beyond the hospital, I am also passionate about using my story to inspire others. I am currently working on a children’s book that speaks to kids who grow up without a mother or father due to violence. I know firsthand how isolating and painful that experience can be, and I want to provide a message of hope, resilience, and healing for young people facing similar challenges. Writing has become a way for me to process my past while building a bridge for others. In addition, I am developing a sorority-based business called Golden Legacy, a brand inspired by my membership in Sigma Gamma Rho Sorority, Inc. This venture blends tradition, aesthetics, and empowerment, and reflects my belief that women can create opportunities for themselves and others by building with vision and integrity.
Despite my drive and ambition, financial need remains a significant barrier. As a working professional balancing full-time night shifts, part-time studies, and family responsibilities, I often feel the strain of competing priorities. I am also managing debt repayment while preparing to purchase my first home in 2026. Every dollar matters, and every scholarship helps lessen the burden so that I can focus more fully on my education and service. Receiving the Alberta Bean Memorial Scholarship would not only ease the financial strain of my studies, but also serve as a reminder that I am not on this journey alone—that others believe in my potential to make a lasting difference.
Ambition, drive, and impact are at the heart of who I am. My ambition is to grow beyond my current role and lead in advanced healthcare, education, and advocacy. My drive is evidenced in my ability to juggle work, school, and personal challenges while continuing to excel and push forward. And my impact is already seen in the lives of patients and families I have served, and will one day be multiplied through research, teaching, writing, and mentorship.
To me, this scholarship is not just financial support; it is a partnership in carrying forward the legacy of Alberta Bean. Like her, I want to leave the world better than I found it. With this scholarship, I will continue to honor my mother’s memory, inspire the next generation of students and patients, and fulfill my calling as a healthcare leader and advocate.
Thank you for considering my application.