There was a time in my life when I didn’t believe in God at all. I was hurting too much, and all I could see was pain. I didn’t understand why a loving God would allow me to feel so alone, so abandoned, and so lost. But looking back now, I realize that it was through that very brokenness that I found the Lord—and my life has never been the same. I hit my lowest point in middle school. My biological mom left because of her addiction, and her absence left a deep hole in my heart. At the same time, I was going through the process of being adopted by my stepmom. While I was so grateful to have someone step into that role for me, emotionally, I was torn between love, loss, confusion, and identity. I felt like I was caught in the middle of a life I didn’t choose. On top of that, school wasn’t a safe space either. I was picked on, judged, and constantly felt like I didn’t belong. Every day felt like a battle, and I often questioned, Why me? I didn’t understand how God could exist while I was going through so much pain. I felt forgotten. So for a long time, I didn’t believe it. I turned inward, carrying the weight of everything by myself. I thought that’s what strong people did—they survived in silence. But the truth is, I wasn’t strong. I was exhausted, angry, and drowning emotionally. Everything started to shift when I transferred to a new, much larger high school. I went from a class of 60 to a class of over 500. At first, it was overwhelming—I was the new girl, nervous and unsure. But slowly, something began to change. I had a fresh start, a clean slate, and room to grow. My character started to develop in ways it never had before. I was no longer stuck in the shadow of my past. For the first time in a long time, I started noticing the good around me—my stepmom who chose to love me as her own, my teachers who believed in me, and new friends who saw me for who I really was. I started counting my blessings instead of my losses. Still, my faith hadn’t fully formed yet. That came later, during another hard moment: the breakup with my first love. It may sound small to some, but for me, that heartbreak broke something open inside me. I had built so much of my identity on that relationship, and when it ended, I felt completely lost all over again. But this time, instead of sinking into that darkness, I turned somewhere I hadn’t before—I turned to God. I started going to church regularly, not because someone forced me, but because I needed it. I needed peace, direction, hope—something bigger than me to hold on to. I threw myself into worship. I went to church every time the doors were open. I joined long, hours-long Bible studies and began reading Scripture like it was food for my soul. For the first time, I truly felt God’s presence—not as some distant force, but as a Father who loved me deeply, even when I didn’t love myself. God began to heal things in me I didn’t even know were broken. He helped me forgive, helped me soften my heart, and helped me find strength in surrender. I no longer needed to carry everything on my own. I realized that my past wasn’t a punishment—it was preparation. It was shaping me for the person I was becoming, for the mission He was calling me to fulfill. My relationship with the Lord is now the most important relationship in my life. It’s not perfect—there are still days when I doubt, struggle, and fall short—but it’s real. It’s everlasting. God walked me through every dark season, even when I didn’t see Him. And now, I walk with Him, every day, not out of fear or obligation, but out of love. That transformation has shaped not just who I am, but what I want to do with my life. My dream is to become a licensed child psychologist. I plan to earn my bachelor’s degree in Psychology with a minor in Child Development at Louisiana Tech University, and then pursue my doctorate. I want to work with children who are hurting the way I once was—those who are growing up in broken homes, foster care, or environments where mental health is ignored. I want to help them process their trauma, find their voice, and most importantly, discover that they are not alone. I don’t just want to be a counselor. I want to be a safe space. I want to integrate compassion, science, and even faith where it’s welcome, to support children holistically—mind, body, and spirit. I believe God has placed this mission on my heart for a reason. He took my pain and turned it into passion. Now, I want to spend my life helping others heal. Volunteering has always been a big part of this journey too. Through Crown Club, Junior Auxiliary, my church, and school, I’ve completed over 100 volunteer hours. I’ve helped with clothing drives, mentored younger kids, organized charity events, and served in community outreach. Volunteering has shown me that small acts of love can make a big impact. It’s where I first saw how helping people can change their story—and that’s exactly what I want to do professionally. But dreams like this take time, energy, and financial support. That’s why this scholarship means so much to me. College and graduate school are expensive, and while I’m committed to doing everything I can to make it through, I know I can’t do it alone. This scholarship would ease the financial burden and allow me to focus more on my studies, internships, and service work. It would also be a huge encouragement—a reminder that others believe in my calling, just as I do. Looking ahead, I see a life filled with purpose. I want to work in schools and foster programs. I want to help develop mental health programs that are accessible to families in low-income communities. I even dream of opening my own clinic one day, where children can receive therapy, mentorship, and support without the fear of judgment or financial pressure. I want to be the kind of person who not only helps others heal—but helps them thrive. I used to feel unworthy of love, of happiness, of success. But God reminded me that I am chosen, loved, and capable. And now, everything I do is rooted in that truth. I’m not working toward these goals just to prove something—I’m working toward them because I’ve been given a second chance, and I want to help others find theirs too. Thank you for considering me for this scholarship. Your support would not just be helping me pay for school—it would be investing in a future filled with healing, hope, and heart. And I promise, I will spend my life making sure that investment multiplies in the lives of others.