Throughout my academic journey, I was always known as a strong student. I was dedicated, hardworking, and achieved excellent grades. What most people didn’t know, however, was that I carried a secret: I couldn’t read without the aid of an audiobook. I worked tirelessly to hide this fact, masking my struggles with determination and effort.
I relied heavily on audiobooks to complete assignments, memorized information rather than fully processing it, and avoided situations where my reading difficulties might be exposed. On the surface, I was thriving, but inside, I knew I wasn’t truly reaching my potential. I believed that as long as I maintained good grades, my secret would remain hidden.
That all changed when I took the ACT for the first time. Despite my best efforts, my struggles with reading comprehension were reflected in my score. I got a score of 14 in the reading section. Seeing that score was devastating. It was a number that felt like it defined my limitations, and no amount of hard work or effort could disguise the fact that I needed help. When my parents saw my ACT results, they realized something was wrong. They had always known I worked hard, but this was the first time my struggle was undeniable. Determined to support me, they sought answers and eventually found out about vision therapy.
At first, I was embarrassed by the idea of needing therapy. Vision therapy felt like an admission that I wasn’t as capable as I had worked so hard to appear. But as I started the program, I began to understand the root of my challenges. Vision therapy wasn’t just about improving my eyesight, it was about retraining my brain to process information more effectively. Each session was demanding, requiring patience and persistence, but I was committed to making progress. Around the same time, I was placed in a special program at school called Bridge, designed to provide accommodations for students who needed extra support. While I recognized the value of the program, I felt deeply ashamed. Being in a class for students who struggled felt at odds with my identity as a high-achieving student. I was worried about how others might perceive me and wrestled with feelings of inadequacy.
Over time, both vision therapy and the Bridge program became transformative experiences. Slowly but surely, I began to notice changes. I could read for longer periods without fatigue and understand complex texts without relying on audiobooks. My confidence grew as I gained the skills I had been missing for so long. One of the most validating moments came when I retook the ACT. After months of hard work in vision therapy and with the support of the Bridge program, my reading score jumped from a 14 to a 35. That improvement wasn’t just about the numbers, it was a reflection of my perseverance and the power of seeking help.
Through this journey, I learned that asking for help is not a sign of weakness but a sign of strength. My challenges taught me to value resilience and embrace vulnerability. They also deepened my empathy for others who face struggles, inspiring me to advocate for students who may feel ashamed or isolated because of their differences.
These experiences have also influenced my aspirations for the future. I plan to pursue a career in pediatric occupational therapy, where I can help children overcome obstacles and reach their full potential. My journey has shown me the importance of perseverance, and I am eager to provide the same encouragement and support that I received to others. Rick Levin’s legacy resonates deeply with me. His dedication to nurturing the academic and emotional strengths of his students mirrors the guidance and encouragement I have experienced. Like Mr. Levin, I hope to create an environment where others feel seen, valued, and empowered to overcome their challenges.
What once felt like setbacks have become a source of strength. My struggles with reading and comprehension have shaped my character, instilling in me a deep sense of gratitude, humility, and determination. As I prepare to take the next step in my education, I am also trying to pay for college on my own, without relying heavily on my parents for financial support. This responsibility has motivated me to work harder than ever, seeking every opportunity to support my goals while maintaining the resilience I have built through previous struggles. I am confident in my ability to face challenges and eager to make a positive impact in the lives of others.
This scholarship represents more than financial assistance, it embodies the values of perseverance, acceptance, and generosity. For me, it would provide vital support as I continue working toward funding my education independently. By embracing these principles, I am committed to honoring Mr. Levin’s memory and leaving a lasting impact in my community and beyond.