Please tell us about your cultural experience as a refugee, immigrant, or first-generation American, and how the challenges you've faced have shaped your dreams and vision for the future.
My name is Alice Macedo, I'm a 21-year-old Brazilian pursuing a Bachelor's degree in Music Business/Management at Berklee College of Music in Boston, Massachusetts.
My mom used to say I started singing even before I could talk, and I haven't stopped since. Music runs in my veins and my biggest dream was to study it, and live off of it, one day. As a Brazilian, I have always loved the music of my country. My heart beats faster when I hear the guitars in our Bossa Novas, the percussions in our Sambas, and the wonderful voices in our MPBs (Brazilian Popular Music). It is safe to say I'm very influenced by Brazilian music, but it is also sad to say that a country with such rich culture doesn't have good schools to teach their own about it.
With that in mind, and looking to live in a safer place, considering Brazil's tremendous unsafety, my parents started dedicating a lot of their money and energy into make my dreams come true. When I was 17, we moved to Miami, Florida, and I started attending a public arts High School that would prepare me for college.
In Miami, I found out how amazing it was to be different, to look different and to share those differences with other people. After a lot of hard work, and commitment, in March 2018, I received an acceptance letter to Berklee College of Music, and in Boston I became even more grateful to exchange experiences with other immigrants like me.
We, as immigrants, feel like we are family. We left our countries, our languages, and our habits behind in search of better opportunities, knowledge, expansion of our minds and ideas. That is bold, it takes courage, but it is very much worth it. We are there for each other because we understand each other, even when we are not speaking the same language. But, in my case, music is the universal language. In the same room there can be people that speak different idioms, but still connect, create, and communicate through music. It is such a special feeling, and I'm so grateful I get to live it.
However, currency is not universal, and unfortunately my country's currency value is getting worse by the minute. Berklee's tuition is about 45 thousand dollars per year. With the currency exchange being $1 = R$5.2, this number is multiplied by 5.2 for me. The three alumni, members of Imagine Dragons would know the struggle of wanting to be here, but not having the means to. It is so expensive, and even with a handful amount of scholarships, my family simply cannot afford it. I'm in my last year, I'm doing things I never thought I could do, I'm growing, learning, and gathering priceless memories. But I won't be able to finish unless I can get enough money for this last year.
Moving to the US was one of the biggest, most important, and most incredible changes in my life. I'm a much better person today than I was before. I faced many challenges while adapting, I faced problems with discrimination for being Latinx, and I faced the tough feeling of missing your family but not being able to go see them. But I don't blame these issues. Today, I see that everything I experienced made me the strong and positive person I am today, and this is the vision I have for my future. I want to get stronger by the day, face the challenges head on, and see through the light, meaning, understand that a bad situation doesn't mean a bad life, and that there is hope at the end.
For that reason, last year during COVID, when I was going through a series of mental health issues, money and family problems, I decided to write a song about it. "Light" was born out of my need to look for reason to keep going, and I'm proud of how special it turned out to be.
I hope my music translates to every immigrant, no matter what language they speak, and I hope they believe in themselves, and trust that things happen for a reason. One day we'll all understand why.