When I first asked my mom whether my first language was English or Urdu, I was completely thrown off by her answer: Portuguese. It only made sense in hindsight, when I thought back to how different my early childhood had been. I learned my first words in London, where my mother hired a nanny from Brazil to help care for me while she looked after my infant sister. I would ask for more food in Portuguese, saying “frango” when I wanted chicken.
However, things took a significant turn when my mother fled from my abusive father, taking my sister and me to Pakistan, where she was originally from. There, I began learning Urdu while also being introduced to English. A year later, my family immigrated to the United States, where we faced further instability, including periods of homelessness and an uncertain immigration status. Through each transition, I moved between environments and languages, learning to adapt quickly.
Although I adapted quickly to English, the greatest challenge was not linguistic—it was psychological. After years of displacement and instability, I internalized the belief that I did not belong anywhere. In school, this surfaced as either open defiance or complete withdrawal. Trips to the principal’s office became routine, and I wore indifference as a form of protection.
That began to change in fifth grade, when two teachers asked me to stay after class. I expected another scolding, but instead, they spoke about the curiosity and potential they saw in me. They reframed my experiences not as evidence of failure, but as something that could be shaped into strength. For the first time, with tears streaming down my face, I allowed myself to consider a future in which I belonged somewhere.
That moment sparked a desire in me to seek meaning through service, which was inspired by the people who had chosen to help me. I took on roles working in the Texas Legislature, interning at the White House, and serving as a caseworker at Catholic Charities Dallas. Each experience exposed me to individuals navigating difficult circumstances and reinforced my commitment to helping others feel supported and understood.
When working at Catholic Charities, I often saw how language barriers compounded vulnerability. Many clients struggled not because they lacked ability, but because the systems around them were difficult to navigate. One of my most meaningful experiences was working with a Pakistani refugee and his family, who primarily spoke Urdu. Being able to communicate with him directly allowed me to build trust and guide him through securing welfare benefits, finding employment, and even getting him a car.
These experiences ultimately led me to pursue law. Unlike advocacy alone, law has the power to activate protections that might otherwise remain inaccessible, transforming written rules into enforceable obligations. This is especially important for individuals in vulnerable situations, who often need protection most but have the least ability to navigate legal systems.
It is for this reason that I plan to become a public interest attorney. I will be attending the University of Texas School of Law and am currently exploring interests in civil rights, economic justice, and immigration. Regardless of focus, I intend to advocate for individuals facing circumstances similar to those my family once endured. Many of the clients I hope to serve will face language barriers, and I am committed to using my ability to speak Urdu fluently and Spanish at an advanced level to help bridge those gaps and provide the kind of support that once changed the trajectory of my own life.