Why are you passionate about the special education teacher profession? That is a question that will have a big response!
First, let me tell you a bit about myself. I grew up in a very small rural town, learning to help others and found joy in doing so. I went to a small Christian school but wanted a different experience after graduating high school, so I decided to attend Auburn University. I volunteered at a summer camp for special needs individuals in high school and grew to love the population. This experience motivated me to pursue undergraduate and master’s degrees in special education from Auburn.
Growing up, I was considered one of the "weird and quirky" kids, but I always got along with people who were different from me. I enjoy having a routine and find it helpful to have a plan. I tend to take things literally, and I believe that I am empathetic to the needs of others. I am now a special education teacher and also suffer from major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, and PTSD. I grew up with these ailments, so I was usually quirky and different from others, but I have always found joy in helping and advocating for others. Relationships have been difficult for me as I have grown because I am very literal and tend to obsess over minute, unimportant (to others) details and ideas. But conversely, these characters have enabled me to be insanely organized and I excel with time management and detailed assignments. I do have friends and acquaintances, am happily married, am a mother, a teacher, and an active church member, but these areas of my life are a challenge for me, as I prefer to be on my own and find it difficult to trust or hand off tasks to others, as I prefer to be “in charge” and “in control”. I feel these characteristics have led me to feel great empathy and oneness with the special needs community. Had I gone to public school, I am sure I would have fallen into this specific educational population. I have always found myself to understand others with similar exceptionalities and have grown to be a leader in my district as an educator and teacher trainer in the field of early childhood special education. I am the special education department chair for my school and am a liaison with our central office and have often collaborated with our state department. I have mentored new teachers and supervised practicum and intern students from neighboring universities. In special education, I have truly found a home and family. I grew up in a very small rural town, learning to help others and found joy in doing so. I went to a small Christian school but wanted a different experience after graduating high school, so I decided to attend Auburn University. I volunteered at a summer camp for special needs individuals in high school and grew to love the population. This experience motivated me to pursue undergraduate and master’s degrees in special education from Auburn. Growing up, I was considered one of the "weird and quirky" kids, but I always got along with people who were different from me. I enjoy having a routine and find it helpful to have a plan. I tend to take things literally, and I believe that I am empathetic to the needs of others. I am now a special education teacher and also suffer from major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, and PTSD. I grew up with these ailments, so I was usually quirky and different from others, but I have always found joy in helping and advocating for others. Relationships have been difficult for me as I have grown because I am very literal and tend to obsess over minute, unimportant (to others) details and ideas. But conversely, these characters have enabled me to be insanely organized and I excel with time management and detailed assignments. I do have friends and acquaintances, am happily married, am a mother, a teacher, and an active church member, but these areas of my life are a challenge for me, as I prefer to be on my own and find it difficult to trust or hand off tasks to others, as I prefer to be “in charge” and “in control”. I feel these characteristics have led me to feel great empathy and oneness with the special needs community. Had I gone to public school, I am sure I would have fallen into this specific educational population. I have always found myself to understand others with similar exceptionalities and have grown to be a leader in my district as an educator and teacher trainer in the field of early childhood special education. I am the special education department chair for my school and am a liaison with our central office and have often collaborated with our state department. I have mentored new teachers and supervised practicum and intern students from neighboring universities. In special education, I have truly found a home and family. My passion is to advocate for others and to train parents as their special education journey begins with their very young children. I am currently an inclusive preschool teacher in a classroom specifically designed for special education children, ranging in age from 3-5, but developmentally as low as 6 months old.
Now, for the task of my own interpretation of the following quote, "I have learned that the purpose of teaching is to bring the student to his or her sense of his or her own presence." - Professor Harold Bloom, Possessed by Memory. To me, this means taking into account everyone’s individualized needs and gifts, helping them to find joy and success in life, to live life with a purpose and meeting, and to feel like they are part of our world. I feel like I have been working on this for the past 20 years as a special needs educator, but I feel if I were to further my career in special education through an EdD (doctoral) program, I would aspire to become a district or state-level employee in the field or a professor in the next 6-8 years, with a focus on autism, family advocacy, and teacher training, thus “passing the torch” to a new generation of compassionate special educators. Thank you so much for your time and consideration to this essay.