When I was a little girl, my dad was my everything. The person I went to when I got a boo boo on my knee, when someone said my hair was ugly, when I needed my bike tire pumped, the person I went to when I needed love. He came to every father daughter dance, volleyball game, basketball game, dance recital, and to every single stuffed animal tea party. I sat him in between mister frog and miss piggy. I’m 18 years old now, it's about to be two years since his passing. We lost him on December 18th 2022. The feeling of the air closing, my head starting to feel heavy, my limbs giving out on me, the life disappearing from my eyes…he was just GONE. My dad committed suicide, the constant living on edge, the night terrors and flashbacks, the self isolation, and self medicating with weed (which only heightened the anxiety and irritability) just ultimately weighed him down. Some days, I still reach for my phone to call him, only to remember that his voice is now a memory I can never hear again. Without him, the family dynamic took a 180. My mom kind of took over as the leading parental figure, she had to take care of all the kids, while working three jobs, dealing with the debilitating pain of her autoimmune disorder (lupus), all whilst bearing the pain of losing her husband. Late at night, I would sometimes hear her crying in her room, and it broke my heart knowing how much she was carrying alone. Even with the three jobs, my mom could barely sustain our lives. Keeping a roof over our heads was extremely hard, getting food was even harder. My brother and I got jobs while we were in high school, trying to contribute where we could, but nonetheless we were drowning. Balancing school, work, and grief felt overwhelming, but I was determined to do whatever I could to help. I felt stagnant, time was moving forward, but I felt stuck in that moment when I saw his body being moved into the ambulance, black tarp covering his body. After some time, my mom made me realize that I need to take this pain that I felt and do something that would make him proud. This is the time where it hit me, the struggles my father faced are an experience that many; maybe even most veterans go through. It highlights the stigma surrounding mental health, and the lack of support/resources for those who serve. Most times people neglect to offer help for those struggling with PTSD or aftershocks of serving in the military because “they are being dramatic”, “it won’t lead to anything”, “with time they’ll heal”, “they just need a good night's rest”. It is important to advocate for those experiencing PTSD, anxiety, and depression, resulting from serving in the military. But the one thing that is most important to me is, helping those who have lost a loved one from suicide related incidents, and through military incidents. Witnessing my mom’s struggle fueled my desire to pursue psychology, so I can help families like mine navigate grief and trauma. That is why I chose to study psychology (and maybe neuroscience as well) at the University of California - Los Angeles. Through my career I hope to create a cultural shift where seeking or asking for mental health care is normalized; but also accessible to all. No one should feel like their pain is too insignificant to be heard. I plan to also get into research initiatives so I am able to perform psychological studies for those carrying mental health issues due to trauma. I want to contribute to the development of evidence-based interventions that specifically target military-related trauma. My goal is to earn advanced certifications in trauma-informed care to directly address the needs of those impacted by suicide or PTSD. I also want to learn about psychopharmacology to better understand the role of medication in treating PTSD and depression. I hope that I can help people move forward with their lives after losing a loved one, but also prevent anyone from taking their life due to lack of resources or availability. If I can help even one person avoid the same fate as my dad, I’ll know I’ve made a difference. This scholarship would allow me to completely focus on my studies and be able to be a part of research and community service opportunities that I am not able to because I work two jobs. I hope to honor my father’s memory and bring hope to others who are navigating their own battles with grief, trauma, and mental health. Thank you for considering me for this opportunity. With your support, I am confident I can make a difference in the lives of those who need it most.

Stigma, known as someone viewing another in a negative or disapproving way due to you possessing a distinguishing characteristic or personal trait that’s thought to be; or is a disadvantage (negative stereotype). Unfortunately, negative beliefs and attitudes towards those who have mental health conditions are more prevalent and common than we believe. Stigma ultimately leads to discrimination, that discrimination may be obvious and direct, although it may also be unintentional or subtle. Some may even put themselves to blame. Due to this prevalent and everburning stigma, those who possess a mental health condition may be more reluctant to seek help or treatment, those around them may be ignorant/uneducated; which also implicate those of whom that are suffering without help. Health insurance does not adequately cover mental illness treatment due to “lack of severity”. There are also fewer work opportunities, people tend to steer clear, and people may bully, harass, or even act against them with physical violence. Now, how to approach this growing issue in a way that can reach both those possessing that stigma, but also those feeling the repercussions of so-called stigma. Educating ourselves about the topic is the best way to eliminate stigma. Although, there are little things that we don’t notice that could make a profound difference for our future generations. We are constantly watching Netflix, Disney+, TikTok and more, and without even realizing it there is no diversity to it. Without even mentioning the lack of diversity when it comes to race, we can go on for ages talking about the lack of diversity of those who are disabled, have a mental illness, chronic disorders, etc. There is a lack of representation, and it is so normalized to see the actors and the roles they play on TV because it is almost fiction to us. Yet when we go outside, the world is so diverse and does not match the TV whatsoever. That is why we have stigma, for one we are not used to it, we are scared of it, and we even are repulsed almost. This is an issue that goes beyond my control, but if we place it into social media and make people aware; then surely seeing the typical roles we see on TV will be so unusual that we will demand a change. Though I should preface, only those without a mental illness, only those without any disorders, feel that who they see on television is factually to the real world, because ultimately that is their world. But, we need people in higher up positions to have the knowledge and appreciation that the world is not as simple as a white man/woman with two walking legs, and a clear mind. We are so much more diverse than that, we are so much more complex than that. We have men/women/non-binary without arms, legs, eyes, feet; with depression, anxiety, ADHD, ADD, PTSD, etc. They have felt neglected and isolated for most of their life due lack of awareness and lack of understanding, that is why I propose that we share the stories of different individuals of whom live with or once had a mental illness; i.e showcasing it on social media platforms, or on various mass publications to bring in an audience that we are ultimately targeting. Getting a bright light shown on the mental illness that are usually called “disturbing” or “taboo” will surely rock some people’s boat’s, but the greater impact will have more positive outcomes then negative if we go with the social media route. Obviously, we would only share stories of those who are consenting to it, and who are aware enough to understand what sharing their stories on social media would entail. Celebrities such as Demi Lovato, Dwayna Johnson, and Lady Gaga, have publicly shared their stories of mental health challenges and brought it to discussion into the general media; it is becoming an everyday conversation as time goes on. Studies have also shown that the ages 11-20 are looking for information and for these personal stories online more frequently than any other age bracket. It is important to shed light on these topics to these age groups since they are the future, our future congressmen/congresswomen, our future council members, physicians, teachers, firemen/firewomen, etc. The outcome to be expected from this would be those who possess a mental illness will feel heard, not alone, and understood. As well as, those holding stigma due to being uneducated could also change their way of thinking because they know more about a topic and feel more comfortable with it. Furthermore. Research has shown that a number of issues contributing to stigma in healthcare has a direct and indirect impact on access and quality of care for persons living with mental illnesses. People who live with mental illness report feeling devalued, dismissed, and dehumanized by numerous health professionals that they come into contact with. Some also feel like they are excluded from treatment decisions, and are made to wait an excessively long time when seeking treatment/help. To combat this stigma within our healthcare system (and even within the justice system, education system, etc), we need more adequate training and seminars tailored to educating those about mental illness, ways to approach those living with a mental illness (meaning learning a completely new vocabulary that holds no bias or stigma), and hiring those who already have those skills to begin with. Prejudice and stigma will always be around, although as I have shown, we can change that.

I am a student, a volleyball player, a daughter, a sister, a friend. But in room 232, I am also a number. Room 232 is home to Dr. Addiso and his humanities students. Since the beginning of the year, I have been number 6, assigned to me by Dr. Addiso. As someone who browses Psychology Today for fun, I consider myself a huge history nerd. When I chose to take AP Psychology, I thought I had already learned all there was to know about it. However, I received more than I’d bargained for. The first time I stepped into his classroom, I was overwhelmed by life-size posters of paintings hanging off walls and the large Lamassu posed over the doorway. Through performing weekly skits and playing memory games, I learned that psychology is not just something that you can read about. Without a degree, or a license, I explored the worlds of various perspectives from the comfort of seat number 10. I role played a mother with 5 kids living on minimum wage, experienced short term memory loss induced by sleep deprivation, and heard from numerous therapists and psychologists. Most importantly, yet ironically, psychology piqued my interest in STEAM fields. Previously, I did not see the point in studying and solving an endless array of numbers, only to produce another number. Nor, did I understand the interest in studying about peoples minds and how that correlates to their behavior. However, I now understand the importance of STEAM for advancing future civilizations and preserving young peoples minds. I learned to ask questions, such as “Which circumstances in certain mediums allowed some minds to be preserved, but others destroyed?” and “Why aren’t more houses ecologically-built like a 21 year old's brain?” Those questions weren't answered at first, although I eventually got to the point where the unanswered questions over weighed the answered questions. Technology has also woven its way through psychology. If Jessica Henderson Daniel designed the “next generation program” with the help of computer software, what else can we design with just a tap of the fingertips? Ever since I have taken an MSJC computer course and learned to code through the Girls Who Code Summer Immersion Program, I know the answer: lots. So yes, I am a number. As well as, I am a psychology nerd. However, I am also a future scientist in the making. But in room 232, I will always be a number. Thank you note is loading….(If I were to win) To whom this may concern, I wanted to personally thank you for giving me this beautiful opportunity, the opportunity to succeed and move onward with my education to do bigger and greater things. To be chosen for this scholarship means more to me than just the money, being chosen out of many makes me motivated to keep moving forward, but it also makes me feel appreciated. Not even me personally, but my parents brutally hard work in raising me to be the person I am, is being recognized and appreciated. Thank you for believing in me, and thank you for creating this opportunity in the first place. - Sincerely Aislyn Carter

I am a student, a volleyball player, a daughter, a sister, a friend. But in room 232, I am also a number. Room 232 is home to Dr. Addiso and his humanities students. Since the beginning of the year, I have been number 6, assigned to me by Dr. Addiso. As someone who browses Psychology Today for fun, I consider myself a huge history nerd. When I chose to take AP Psychology, I thought I had already learned all there was to know about it. However, I received more than I’d bargained for. The first time I stepped into his classroom, I was overwhelmed by life-size posters of paintings hanging off walls and the large Lamassu posed over the doorway. Through performing weekly skits and playing memory games, I learned that psychology is not just something that you can read about. Without a degree, or a license, I explored the worlds of various perspectives from the comfort of seat number 10. I role played a mother with 5 kids living on minimum wage, experienced short term memory loss induced by sleep deprivation, and heard from numerous therapists and psychologists. Most importantly, yet ironically, psychology piqued my interest in STEAM fields. Previously, I did not see the point in studying and solving an endless array of numbers, only to produce another number. Nor, did I understand the interest in studying about peoples minds and how that correlates to their behavior. However, I now understand the importance of STEAM for advancing future civilizations and preserving young peoples minds. I learned to ask questions, such as “Which circumstances in certain mediums allowed some minds to be preserved, but others destroyed?” and “Why aren’t more houses ecologically-built like a 21 year old's brain?” Those questions weren't answered at first, although I eventually got to the point where the unanswered questions over weighed the answered questions. Technology has also woven its way through psychology. If Jessica Henderson Daniel designed the “next generation program” with the help of computer software, what else can we design with just a tap of the fingertips? Ever since I have taken an MSJC computer course and learned to code through the Girls Who Code Summer Immersion Program, I know the answer: lots. So yes, I am a number. As well as, I am a psychology nerd. However, I am also a future scientist in the making. But in room 232, I will always be a number.

I am a student, a volleyball player, a daughter, a sister, a friend. But in room 232, I am also a number. Room 232 is home to Dr. Addiso and his humanities students. Since the beginning of the year, I have been number 6, assigned to me by Dr. Addiso. As someone who browses Psychology Today for fun, I consider myself a huge history nerd. When I chose to take AP Psychology, I thought I had already learned all there was to know about it. However, I received more than I’d bargained for. The first time I stepped into his classroom, I was overwhelmed by life-size posters of paintings hanging off walls and the large Lamassu posed over the doorway. Through performing weekly skits and playing memory games, I learned that psychology is not just something that you can read about. Without a degree, or a license, I explored the worlds of various perspectives from the comfort of seat number 10. I role played a mother with 5 kids living on minimum wage, experienced short term memory loss induced by sleep deprivation, and heard from numerous therapists and psychologists. Most importantly, yet ironically, psychology piqued my interest in STEAM fields. Previously, I did not see the point in studying and solving an endless array of numbers, only to produce another number. Nor, did I understand the interest in studying about peoples minds and how that correlates to their behavior. However, I now understand the importance of STEAM for advancing future civilizations and preserving young peoples minds. I learned to ask questions, such as “Which circumstances in certain mediums allowed some minds to be preserved, but others destroyed?” and “Why aren’t more houses ecologically-built like a 21 year old's brain?” Those questions weren't answered at first, although I eventually got to the point where the unanswered questions over weighed the answered questions. Technology has also woven its way through psychology. If Jessica Henderson Daniel designed the “next generation program” with the help of computer software, what else can we design with just a tap of the fingertips? Ever since I have taken an MSJC computer course and learned to code through the Girls Who Code Summer Immersion Program, I know the answer: lots. So yes, I am a number. As well as, I am a psychology nerd. However, I am also a future scientist in the making. But in room 232, I will always be a number.

I am a student, a volleyball player, a daughter, a sister, a friend. But in room 232, I am also a number. Room 232 is home to Dr. Addiso and his humanities students. Since the beginning of the year, I have been number 6, assigned to me by Dr. Addiso. As someone who browses Psychology Today for fun, I consider myself a huge history nerd. When I chose to take AP Psychology, I thought I had already learned all there was to know about it. However, I received more than I’d bargained for. The first time I stepped into his classroom, I was overwhelmed by life-size posters of paintings hanging off walls and the large Lamassu posed over the doorway. Through performing weekly skits and playing memory games, I learned that psychology is not just something that you can read about. Without a degree, or a license, I explored the worlds of various perspectives from the comfort of seat number 10. I role played a mother with 5 kids living on minimum wage, experienced short term memory loss induced by sleep deprivation, and heard from numerous therapists and psychologists. Most importantly, yet ironically, psychology piqued my interest in STEAM fields. Previously, I did not see the point in studying and solving an endless array of numbers, only to produce another number. Nor, did I understand the interest in studying about peoples minds and how that correlates to their behavior. However, I now understand the importance of STEAM for advancing future civilizations and preserving young peoples minds. I learned to ask questions, such as “Which circumstances in certain mediums allowed some minds to be preserved, but others destroyed?” and “Why aren’t more houses ecologically-built like a 21 year old's brain?” Those questions weren't answered at first, although I eventually got to the point where the unanswered questions over weighed the answered questions. Technology has also woven its way through psychology. If Jessica Henderson Daniel designed the “next generation program” with the help of computer software, what else can we design with just a tap of the fingertips? Ever since I have taken an MSJC computer course and learned to code through the Girls Who Code Summer Immersion Program, I know the answer: lots. So yes, I am a number. As well as, I am a psychology nerd. However, I am also a future scientist in the making. But in room 232, I will always be a number.

I am a student, a volleyball player, a daughter, a sister, a friend. But in room 232, I am also a number. Room 232 is home to Dr. Addiso and his humanities students. Since the beginning of the year, I have been number 6, assigned to me by Dr. Addiso. As someone who browses Psychology Today for fun, I consider myself a huge history nerd. When I chose to take AP Psychology, I thought I had already learned all there was to know about it. However, I received more than I’d bargained for. The first time I stepped into his classroom, I was overwhelmed by life-size posters of paintings hanging off walls and the large Lamassu posed over the doorway. Through performing weekly skits and playing memory games, I learned that psychology is not just something that you can read about. Without a degree, or a license, I explored the worlds of various perspectives from the comfort of seat number 10. I role played a mother with 5 kids living on minimum wage, experienced short term memory loss induced by sleep deprivation, and heard from numerous therapists and psychologists. Most importantly, yet ironically, psychology piqued my interest in STEAM fields. Previously, I did not see the point in studying and solving an endless array of numbers, only to produce another number. Nor, did I understand the interest in studying about peoples minds and how that correlates to their behavior. However, I now understand the importance of STEAM for advancing future civilizations and preserving young peoples minds. I learned to ask questions, such as “Which circumstances in certain mediums allowed some minds to be preserved, but others destroyed?” and “Why aren’t more houses ecologically-built like a 21 year old's brain?” Those questions weren't answered at first, although I eventually got to the point where the unanswered questions over weighed the answered questions. Technology has also woven its way through psychology. If Jessica Henderson Daniel designed the “next generation program” with the help of computer software, what else can we design with just a tap of the fingertips? Ever since I have taken an MSJC computer course and learned to code through the Girls Who Code Summer Immersion Program, I know the answer: lots. So yes, I am a number. As well as, I am a psychology nerd. However, I am also a future scientist in the making. But in room 232, I will always be a number.

I am a student, a volleyball player, a daughter, a sister, a friend. But in room 232, I am also a number. Room 232 is home to Dr. Addiso and his humanities students. Since the beginning of the year, I have been number 6, assigned to me by Dr. Addiso. As someone who browses Psychology Today for fun, I consider myself a huge history nerd. When I chose to take AP Psychology, I thought I had already learned all there was to know about it. However, I received more than I’d bargained for. The first time I stepped into his classroom, I was overwhelmed by life-size posters of paintings hanging off walls and the large Lamassu posed over the doorway. Through performing weekly skits and playing memory games, I learned that psychology is not just something that you can read about. Without a degree, or a license, I explored the worlds of various perspectives from the comfort of seat number 10. I role played a mother with 5 kids living on minimum wage, experienced short term memory loss induced by sleep deprivation, and heard from numerous therapists and psychologists. Most importantly, yet ironically, psychology piqued my interest in STEAM fields. Previously, I did not see the point in studying and solving an endless array of numbers, only to produce another number. Nor, did I understand the interest in studying about peoples minds and how that correlates to their behavior. However, I now understand the importance of STEAM for advancing future civilizations and preserving young peoples minds. I learned to ask questions, such as “Which circumstances in certain mediums allowed some minds to be preserved, but others destroyed?” and “Why aren’t more houses ecologically-built like a 21 year old's brain?” Those questions weren't answered at first, although I eventually got to the point where the unanswered questions over weighed the answered questions. Technology has also woven its way through psychology. If Jessica Henderson Daniel designed the “next generation program” with the help of computer software, what else can we design with just a tap of the fingertips? Ever since I have taken an MSJC computer course and learned to code through the Girls Who Code Summer Immersion Program, I know the answer: lots. So yes, I am a number. As well as, I am a psychology nerd. However, I am also a future scientist in the making. But in room 232, I will always be a number.

There is a blue house on the corner of Jordan Street; I always pass by it on my way home from school. It's an abandoned house on the outside, although on the inside it's a house full of memories. A place where families grew up, children grew into adults and adults grew into grandparents. The empty blue house with a worn down tire swing was someone's home. That house off of Jordan Street inspired me to pursue architecture. An ability to create other little blue houses across other neighborhoods and communities. A home for them to experience as I did in a small, two bedroom apartment with my mother, and a minimal one bedroom apartment with my father. The memories that I have living in these homes are ones full of love and safety. Where we had movie nights with popcorn, birthday parties, and sleepovers. I realized that some don't have the same luxury, and it sparked an interest in building homes for the homelessness and transient. Those living on the streets, those thrown onto the streets, and those un-able to provide for themselves; are in need of help, not in need of ignorance. I wanted a way to help those, and also learn how about future careers that may be of interest to me. Habitat For Humanity. A non-profit that creates affordable housing for those in need influenced my future endeavors. I googled their phone number, called it, and the rest was history (or actually my future). I volunteered for about two years aiding in building homes and working at the distribution warehouses. Soon after, I received the title of Project Leader. I started the project: MX1 where we created a layout for a new neighborhood in an abandoned town. One where there was a little blue house on the corner with a tire swing. The neighborhood was built to have a capacity of 350 residents, and to withstand the weather conditions in the area. We found residents for the new neighborhood and allocated them with funds, furniture, and more in order for them to live out the joy of a home. A home is where we make memories, and I wish to grow old making homes and places that encourage core memories. The foundations we make as a youth are crucial to the adult we become, and I want to provide an opportunity for everyone to create these memories through architecture.

Living sustainably is a crucial aspect of modern life, as it involves making intentional choices to minimize our impact on the environment. In my daily life, I make several intentional choices to live sustainably. These choices include reducing my energy consumption, practicing waste reduction and recycling, and making eco-friendly consumer choices. To reduce my energy consumption, I make sure to turn off lights and appliances when they are not in use. I also try to limit my use of heating and air conditioning by utilizing natural ventilation and wearing appropriate clothing for the weather. In addition, I try to walk, bike, or use public transportation whenever possible instead of driving a car. These choices not only help to reduce my carbon footprint, but they also save me money and contribute to a healthier lifestyle. I also practice waste reduction and recycling in my daily life. I make a conscious effort to reduce the amount of single-use plastic and packaging that I use by opting for reusable containers and bags. I also separate my waste for recycling and composting to reduce the amount of waste that ends up in landfills. By minimizing the amount of waste I produce, I am contributing to the conservation of natural resources and reducing pollution. Furthermore, I make eco-friendly consumer choices by supporting companies and products that prioritize sustainability and environmental responsibility. I opt for products with minimal packaging, made from recycled materials, or produced using renewable energy sources. I also try to buy locally produced goods to reduce the carbon footprint associated with transportation and support local businesses. Reducing my carbon footprint is important to me because of the significant impact that human activities have on the environment. By minimizing my energy consumption, waste production, and reliance on unsustainable products, I am helping to reduce greenhouse gas emissions, conserve natural resources, and protect ecosystems and wildlife. I believe that it is essential for individuals to take responsibility for their environmental impact and make sustainable choices to help mitigate the effects of climate change and preserve the planet for future generations. In conclusion, living sustainably is a constant and conscious effort that requires intentional choices and thoughtful actions. By taking steps to minimize my energy consumption, practice waste reduction and recycling, and make eco-friendly consumer choices, I am actively working to reduce my carbon footprint and protect the environment. It is crucial for everyone to recognize the importance of living sustainably and make an effort to contribute to a healthier and more sustainable future.

There is a blue house on the corner of Jordan Street; I always pass by it on my way home from school. It's an abandoned house on the outside, although on the inside it's a house full of memories. A place where families grew up, children grew into adults and adults grew into grandparents. The empty blue house with a worn down tire swing was someone's home. That house off of Jordan Street inspired me to pursue architecture. An ability to create other little blue houses across other neighborhoods and communities. A home for them to experience as I did in a small, two bedroom apartment with my mother, and a minimal one bedroom apartment with my father. The memories that I have living in these homes are ones full of love and safety. Where we had movie nights with popcorn, birthday parties, and sleepovers. I realized that some don't have the same luxury, and it sparked an interest in building homes for the homelessness and transient. Habitat For Humanity. A non-profit that creates affordable housing for those in need influenced my future endeavors. I volunteered for about two years aiding in building homes and working at the distribution warehouses. Soon after, I received the title of Project Leader. I started the project: MX1 where we created a layout for a new neighborhood in an abandoned town. One where there was a little blue house on the corner with a tire swing. The neighborhood was built to have a capacity of 350 residents, and to withstand the weather conditions in the area. We found residents for the new neighborhood and allocated them with funds, furniture, and more in order for them to live out the joy of a home. There is a blue house on the corner of Jordan Street; I always pass by it on my way home from school. And that home is where we make memories, and I wish to grow old making homes and places that encourage core memories. The foundations we make as a youth are crucial to the adult we become, and I want to provide an opportunity for everyone to create these memories through architecture. In low income areas, in poverty areas, and all over the world, I plan to create a home for every single person that isn't able to provide themselves with one. Circumstances shouldn't hold people back from experiencing the basic luxuries of life.

Living with an autoimmune disease, such as lupus, has profoundly shaped who I am today. While it presents its challenges, I have managed to transform my struggle into strength by adopting a resilient mindset and utilizing my experiences to advocate for others. Being diagnosed with lupus at a young age was a life-altering experience. It forced me to confront the reality of a chronic illness that would require long-term management. Initially, I felt overwhelmed, frustrated, and uncertain about what the future held. However, I quickly realized that dwelling on negativity would only hinder my progress. Instead, I chose to shift my perspective and embrace a resilient mindset. I started educating myself about lupus, its symptoms, and various treatment options. This knowledge empowered me to take control of my health and actively participate in my own care. Living with lupus has taught me the importance of self-care and self-advocacy. I have learned to listen to my body and prioritize rest when needed, while still pushing myself to achieve my goals. I have become attuned to the signals my body sends me, recognizing when I need to slow down and give myself the care I deserve. This has not only improved my physical well-being but also my mental and emotional health. Through my journey with lupus, I have also become a fierce advocate for others facing similar challenges. I have joined support groups, both online and in-person, where I can connect with individuals who understand the daily struggles of living with an autoimmune disease. In these groups, I have found solace, encouragement, and a sense of community. I have also taken it upon myself to raise awareness about lupus and advocate for better healthcare resources and support systems for those affected by autoimmune diseases. By sharing my own stories and experiences, I aim to inspire others to embrace their own resilience and advocate for themselves. I have spoken at conferences, written articles, and utilized social media platforms to spread awareness and educate others about the realities of living with lupus. I have also created a blog where I share tips for managing symptoms, coping strategies, and resources for those living with lupus. Through these efforts, I hope to empower others to take control of their health, seek proper medical care, and find support within their communities. Living with an autoimmune disease like lupus has not been easy, but it has shaped me into a strong and resilient individual. It has taught me the value of self-care, self-advocacy, and the importance of supporting others facing similar challenges. Despite the daily obstacles I face, I have chosen to view my condition as a catalyst for personal growth and a platform to make a positive impact in the lives of others.

Architecture is not merely about constructing buildings; it is an exquisite form of art that blends functionality, beauty, and innovation. It is the art of shaping spaces that not only serve a purpose but also evoke emotions and leave a lasting impact on those who experience them. Architects are the masterminds behind the creation of these awe-inspiring structures. They possess a unique vision and possess the ability to translate abstract ideas into tangible designs. Their creations are a testament to their creativity, skill, and understanding of how architecture can shape the world around us. From towering skyscrapers to intricate cathedrals, architects have the power to transform our physical environment and create spaces that inspire and uplift. But what if we were to combine the study of the brain with the art of architecture? What if we could design spaces that not only stimulate our senses but also enhance our well-being and cognitive function? This is where the emerging field of neuroarchitecture comes into play. Neuroarchitecture is a multidisciplinary field that combines principles from neuroscience and architecture to create environments that promote human well-being and cognitive function. It takes into consideration how our brains perceive and respond to different stimuli in our surroundings and uses this knowledge to design spaces that optimize our mental and physical health. By understanding how the brain processes information and interacts with the environment, neuroarchitects can create spaces that promote relaxation, creativity, and productivity. For example, they may use natural lighting and views of nature to reduce stress and improve mood, or they may incorporate elements of biophilic design, such as living walls or indoor plants, to enhance the connection between humans and nature. Neuroarchitects also consider the impact of spatial layout and organization on cognitive function. They may design spaces with clear wayfinding and intuitive navigation to reduce cognitive load and promote efficiency. By understanding how the brain processes spatial information, they can create environments that support concentration, problem-solving, and creativity. Furthermore, neuroarchitecture takes into account the impact of acoustics on the brain and overall well-being. Sound has a profound effect on our emotions, focus, and productivity. Neuroarchitects recognize the importance of creating spaces with appropriate acoustic qualities to minimize distractions and promote a sense of calm. By incorporating sound-absorbing materials and strategic placement of sound barriers, they can create environments that foster better concentration and communication.

Writing is important to me personally because it allows me to express my thoughts and emotions in a way that no other form of communication can. It's like opening a window to my soul and letting my innermost thoughts and feelings pour out onto the page. As a high schooler, writing has become my refuge, my sanctuary amidst the chaos and confusion of adolescence. In a world filled with noise and constant distractions, writing serves as my escape. It is through the act of putting pen to paper or typing on a keyboard that I can find solace and clarity. The process of writing allows me to slow down, to quiet the chaos within and around me. It is in this stillness that my thoughts can take shape and my emotions can find their voice. Writing is more than just a hobby or a pastime for me. It is a form of self-discovery and self-expression. Through my words, I am able to delve deep into the recesses of my mind and explore the intricacies of my own being. I can unravel the tangled threads of my thoughts and emotions, understanding myself on a deeper level. Writing allows me to confront my fears, doubts, and insecurities head-on. It provides a safe space where I can be vulnerable and honest with myself. In the process, I often discover hidden strengths and resilience that I didn't know I possessed. Through writing, I can confront my inner demons and find the courage to face them. Moreover, writing enables me to communicate with others in a way that transcends the limitations of verbal communication. While speaking can sometimes be hindered by nerves or a lack of articulation, writing allows me to carefully choose my words and craft my thoughts with intention. Through my writing, I can connect with others on a deeper level. Whether it be through sharing personal experiences, exploring universal themes, or simply capturing the essence of a moment, the written word has the power to evoke emotions and create a sense of empathy. It is a way for me to bridge the gap between myself and others, to share my perspective and connect with readers on an emotional level. Writing gives me the opportunity to explore different perspectives and challenge my own beliefs. Through research and reflection, I can delve into various topics and gain a deeper understanding of the world around me. It allows me to broaden my horizons, to step outside of my own experiences and empathize with others. In addition, writing has the power to inspire and motivate. By sharing my own stories and experiences, I hope to inspire others to embrace their own passions and pursue their dreams. Through my writing, I aim to ignite a spark within readers, encouraging them to explore their own creativity and find their own voice.

Who am i? I am an “afro-rican”. I am Aislyn through the cherished traditions and experiences my familia has imparted to me and the experiences I have gained from my community. The lively nights full of dance with mucho platos de arroz and gandules y pernil just scratch the surface. It’s a love for adventurous food like pig intestines and mofongo. It’s the weekends spent watching Telenovelas with my Mama. Spending summers with my grandma and cousins playing Monopoly. It’s setting up the ofrenda on Halloween beside my abuela, going to doll shows in support of my grandmother; where I found my love for taking something old and making it new. It’s the constant combination of languages that made me adopt a unique way of speaking. It’s embracing my afro curls; choosing to not conceal them because others deemed my hair inappropriate. It’s my Memah and I making collard greens and lamb chops for meal prep every Saturday at six. I’m more than my culture, though it’s the most prevalent part of me. What makes me, me is that I embody my familia’s diversity without a doubt Aside from my culture, I also kiss my cat's toes when I get home to show I love them. I read romance books wishing for that kind of love. I play basketball because my father used to, it’s a way to be closer to him. While I shower, I talk about my future business “SB”, getting down to the nitty gritty. My right eye twitches when I am hungry. I laugh at dumb animals videos and I fall asleep watching The Lord of the Rings. I am a proud advocate of black excellence. I bawl my eyes out watching “Just Mercy” in the 11th grade. These seemingly random facets of my identity are overlooked by the more visible aspects. However, to truly know me is to know these intricacies. They're who I am, beyond the academic achievements and clubs, behind the screen and words you are reading.Who I am is my driving force, to keep being me and embracing who I am. My family is also my driving force because they made me who I am, and to lose sight of that would be terrible. So, my cherished traditions and experiences are what make me who I am, and those experiences are what drive me to keep being who I am and never lose sight of it.

Being a high school student comes with its own set of challenges, but for me, there's an extra layer of responsibility that I carry. I'm not just navigating the halls of academia; I'm also entrusted with taking care of my younger siblings. In my world, leadership isn't just a term; it's a way of life, and it's important for several reasons. When you have younger siblings looking up to you, they mirror your actions, your words, and your values. You become the role model they turn to for guidance. This isn't about perfection; it's about being someone they can trust and emulate. I'm not just responsible for my own life, but also for the well-being and safety of my siblings. This involves making sure they have what they need, whether it's helping them with homework, preparing meals, or being there when they're scared or upset. It means putting their needs before mine. Sometimes, it's choosing to stay in and take care of them when I'd rather be out with friends or focusing on my studies, sometimes I may even miss school because they are too ill to go to school. It's making sacrifices so that they can have a better life. My siblings rely on me to keep them safe, whether it's from physical harm, bullying at school, or the hardships they might face in life. I'm there to shield them from as much as I can. My role as the guardian of my siblings is multifaceted. It encompasses the responsibility of ensuring their safety, not only from physical harm but also from the emotional barriers they may encounter. I am their protector, standing as a guard against the challenges of the outside world. This extends to safeguarding them against bullying at school, a task that involves advocating for their rights and well-being and offering the support necessary to face the emotional toll such experiences can bring. Leadership, in my world, is vital because it means providing a stable and nurturing environment for my siblings. It's about being the support they can lean on, and it's positively shaping their lives. It's a role I take seriously, as it has a profound impact on their growth and development, as well as on my own character. In a sense, leadership is not just a responsibility; it's a privilege. It's a chance to make a difference in my siblings' lives and help them become the best versions of themselves.

I've grown up in a low-income neighborhood that has not got a lot going for it, even though we face some tough challenges. You know, I've always wished someone would step up and transform our area into a place where everyone can have a shot at success. Well, I'm done wishing; it's time to make things happen. My background has fueled this drive. I've seen how my community has grit and resilience, and I believe with the right help, we can do amazing things. I've grown up wishing for someone to lead the change we need, and I've realized that I can be that someone. I'm super passionate about event planning because it's a way to bring people together and make things better. I'm thinking about organizing events that could provide education opportunities, job training, and even chances for folks to start their own businesses. How cool would it be to have community gardens, green spaces, and rec areas that make us healthier and happier? For example, we could set up workshops to teach new skills or bring in local businesses to offer job fairs. We could turn empty lots into vibrant community gardens where everyone can grow fresh food. Imagine a place where we could all go to hang out, play sports, and just enjoy our neighborhood! For me, event planning is more than just a hobby; it's my way to uplift our community. It's like a roadmap for turning my dreams into reality. With event planning skills, I can organize events that offer education, job opportunities, and resources that we often lack in low-income areas. I'm passionate about it because I believe it's a powerful way to empower underserved communities, starting with my own neighborhood. I envision workshops, job fairs, and community gardens that bring us together and offer vital resources. These are the events I'm excited to bring to life, making a positive impact in my community. In essence, my unwavering sense of responsibility and a profound hunger for change in my community drives my passion. I see event planning as the key to unlocking the potential that low-income neighborhoods have, and I'm eagerly embracing the opportunity to turn my vision into reality by gradually redesigning my very own neighborhood. It's not just a dream; it's a journey that I'm excited to embark upon, one step at a time, layering my aspirations with hard work and dedication.

Utopia, a concept of a perfect and harmonious society, has long captured the human imagination. However, the notion of a utopian society remains an elusive dream, grounded in ideals that often do not align with the complexities of the real world. In the context of striving for mental health equity within the Black high school community, I acknowledge that utopia is unattainable, but I passionately believe that we can work tirelessly towards creating a more equitable, just, and supportive environment for all. Furthermore, I recognize the pivotal role that mental health care and advocacy play in achieving social justice for communities of color. My journey into the understanding of mental health and its connection to social justice began within the confines of my family. Here, I bore witness to the struggles of my father, a former Navy veteran contending with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). His experiences, coupled with those of many within the Black community, served as a poignant reminder that barriers to optimal mental health are deeply entrenched and multifaceted. The pursuit of a utopia is admirable but often unrealistic. Instead, our focus should be on taking concrete steps to address the real and persistent disparities in mental health, particularly within the Black community. Firstly, we can start initiatives that raise awareness about mental health and educate our community on these issues are paramount. By illuminating the significance of mental health and its specific relevance to the Black community, we can challenge stigmas and misconceptions. Moreso, to create an environment where mental health care providers are culturally competent, understanding the unique experiences and challenges faced by Black individuals is essential. This includes acknowledging the historical trauma and discrimination that have a profound impact on mental health. Culturally competent care ensures that communities of color receive the support they need without bias or misunderstanding. Furthermore, advocating for changes in policies and practices that perpetuate inequalities in our educational system is critical. We must work towards ensuring that Black students have equitable access to resources and opportunities. This involves not only advocating for mental health resources but also challenging systemic barriers that have perpetuated inequalities. Lastly, fostering cultural pride and celebrating our identity can have a profound positive impact on mental health within the Black community. It is a vital component of mental health advocacy as it bolsters the resilience and self-esteem of individuals. Mental health care and advocacy are powerful instruments in the pursuit of social justice for communities of color, particularly within the people of color community. The relationship between mental health and social justice is symbiotic. Mental health care, which emphasizes cultural competency and community-based support, is essential in addressing the unique challenges faced by communities of color. Advocacy pushes change, pressing for policy adjustments and taking down systemic inequalities. Though we may never reach the utopia of perfect mental health for everyone, we can work towards a more equal, inclusive, and supportive environment for the Black community. My commitment as a high school student is to strive for this progress and to advocate for a community that acknowledges mental health disparities and works together to address them. In doing so, we can pave the way for a brighter future, built in the reality of the world we live in, rather than an unachievable utopia. Mental health equity is not an unattainable dream; it is a goal within our reach, and I am dedicated to being a part of the solution.

My name is Aislyn Carter, I am a senior in high school, who is also an athlete in three sports. That is not me though, that is a facade I put on, that is just Aislyn Carter at San Jacinto High School. At home, I am sad, though there isn't a specific reason as to why I am sad. Sometimes I think about my absent father living with my younger sister and stepmom while I live with my mom. Or I think about how he used to be abusive, and how my mother was my safe place. But now she is my toxic space, she would never lay a hand on me, but she doesn't think before she speaks anymore. Or I think about the pressure of being a high school student, juggling a fast food job, three sports, a 4.1 GPA, being a part of 6 clubs, and being Vice President of the Senior class. Or, I think about the depressing realities of life, like how some people don't have a home to feel safe in, some people barely get one meal a day, some people are getting murdered because of the color of their skin, and some people are walking around free after committing that murder. It's usually at two in the morning that I think about these things, well actually overthink. I can't remember a night where I didn't stay up all night, my mind plaguing me with nightmares while I am awake. The sympathy and empathy I feel fuels me though, so I guess that's a positive. Knowing that there is so much suffering makes us want to do positive, impactful things for our society. I want to help people (and animals), by whatever means necessary. If that means living on the streets broke because I gave a homeless person my apartment to live in, then so be it. Of course I don't want it to come to that, but I feel like our society is so hell-bent on the destruction of others, that I won't make a difference without making a statement that large. This scholarship will help me pay my way through college, that may not be what you want to hear, but it's the truth. My mother is broke, she has nothing to spare for my college education. Even then, I still want to pursue college, to become so educated I'll be unstoppable. College is expensive, but that's just another reason why I have to go, so that one day it will no longer have to be expensive. Thank you.

I am Team Conrad, though not in the way you'd think. Conrad is not the best person for Belly, and neither is Jeremiah. Belly needs to branch out from her lifelong friendships, instead of looking for romance within them. Conrad is depressed, and deflecting the death of his mother. Along with his daddy issues, Conrad's mental health is not in its best condition. Thus, not a worthy candidate for a relationship with Belly. But the reason I chose Conrad isn't because I think he and Belly would make a good couple, I chose him because he deserves to be recognized. Along with everyone dealing with loss, pain, and abandonment. During the first season of the show, Conrad isolates himself from everyone, he pushes his emotions away trying not to feel anything and uses drugs and alcohol as a way of escaping the harsh realities of his life. As does many teens in high school. That season was focused on Belly coming of age, getting noticed by boys, and building lasting relationships with new friends. They focused on Belly, sort of dismissing Conrad's emotional well-being. Belly was selfish as well, doing her part in making Conrad feel worse than before. During the second season, Conrad is hit with the death of his mom and the time leading up to her death. His mother was there his whole life, unlike his dad whom he has a rocky relationship with. Her dying made him feel all alone, having nobody to talk to, nobody to give some of the weight of her death to. Of course, he had his brother, but due to his tendencies to push people away, he felt like putting that weight on his brother would be wrong. His brother is a baby in his eyes, still living in the shadows, not plagued by the realities of the real world. If only Conrad realized that his brother too understood the pain and weight, only then would he be able to start to grieve. During the ending of season two, Belly and Conrad broke up, and Belly started dating Jeremiah. This was like a gunshot to the stomach for Conrad, he felt betrayed and alone again. Conrad has not been able to heal, accept, or even cry. All this pressure is eventually gonna get released, and I hope not in a negative way. That is why I choose Conrad, he needs help, recognition, acknowledgment, and a release. As do we all, not having a village of people behind you can cause you to feel isolated in a world that can break you or make you in an instant. We all face loss, we all face heartbreak, and we all face family issues. But facing them all at once is rough, and that's what Conrad did. He thinks he has no one, so I am here saying that you need to find someone. If you are a Conrad, or think that you are a Conrad, find somebody who can help share the weight and even help you get stronger to withstand that weight. I chose Conrad because even after all of this, he is still alive and breathing. He didn't kill himself, he may have ran away, but to save the only place that he felt connected to his mom. That is why I chose Conrad.

Choosing just one book for everyone in the world to read is a very difficult thing to do, but if I were to choose one book for everyone in the world to read, it would be "1984" by George Orwell. This classic dystopian novel was published in 1949 and has remained relevant and thought-provoking ever since. There are several compelling reasons why "1984" would be an excellent choice for global readership. For instance, "1984" is a powerful critique of totalitarianism and authoritarianism. It portrays a nightmarish future in which the government, represented by Big Brother, exercises absolute control over every aspect of people's lives. The novel serves as a warning about the dangers of unchecked state power and the erosion of individual freedoms. Secondly, Orwell's novel explores the themes of constant surveillance and the loss of privacy. In our modern world, where issues of surveillance and data privacy are central to our lives, "1984" continues to be highly relevant. It prompts readers to consider the implications of pervasive surveillance on personal freedom and individuality. Furthermore, despite being written in the mid-20th century, "1984" remains a relevant and prescient work. Its warnings about authoritarianism, surveillance, and the manipulation of truth continue to resonate in our world today. Lastly, "1984" introduces the concept of Newspeak, a language designed to limit freedom of thought and prevent rebellious ideas. This theme raises questions about the manipulation of language and the control of information, which is especially pertinent in an era of "fake news" and disinformation. By recommending "1984" to everyone, the hope would be to foster awareness of the dangers of totalitarianism, the importance of safeguarding personal freedoms, and the necessity of questioning authority. It's a book that can stimulate critical thinking, provoke discussions about the role of government and technology in our lives, and serve as a powerful warning against the erosion of individual liberties. "1984" challenges readers to reflect on the world they live in and consider the implications of unchecked power and loss of personal freedoms, making it a valuable and influential choice for a global audience.

The summer of my Sophomore year, I heard about volleyball tryouts through a friend and gave it a shot. It was not a serious endeavor, whatsoever. Though I started gaining confidence as a middle-blocker, it felt addicting to be good at something. Though that addicting feeling came with a price; I relentlessly sought perfection, the perfect verticle, perfect form, and even the perfect body. Makes no sense right, trying to get the perfect body for volleyball. Well, when you have to wear spandex and a tight long-sleeved uniform top, you get to see your body more clearly. I wanted to conform to the typical body type that most of my peers on the volleyball team had, and with that, I started eating less and working out more. I also worked out more to improve my vertical, or maybe I was just saying that to cover the reality of it. I hated my body, and the volleyball uniform made me hate it even more. I got sick and very unhealthy. My mom made me quit the team, and I went to a rehab facility for a couple of months. I was so disgrateful for that, but soon I came to realize how much of an impact that made on me. It was a toxic environment in my head, and being a part of volleyball only made that worse, so the rehab facility was the best and safest option for me. When I got out, I didn't go back to volleyball, at first. It missed the end of the season, so I had to wait till next season. A whole year later tryouts started again. I made the team, but I was a little out of practice. My coach understood everything that went down and gave me the benefit of the doubt. Throughout the season I felt like a deadweight, like my presence had no positive impact. I expressed that with my coach and she helped me through one one-on-one sessions after practices got out. I went to every practice, every game, every one-on-one session, all whilst talking to my therapist and expressing anything that was on my chest. I felt amazing, I even won an award for MIP, the most improved player. I was gonna end this essay with this "All this has taught me to not give up, because you never know what might transpire." That wouldn't be truthful though, in reality, I was dying on the inside for the whole season. My body issues never got better, the mental battle never went away, and the strive for perfection is still intoxicating me every single day. So this is what I genuinely think, we are never going to be healed or perfect. You can't reach that because it is impossible. But what you can do is improve yourself every day, every action, every word you utter into existence. I have tried so hard to be flawless, so hard that it broke me, and when I went to pick up the pieces I realized how beautiful it was to be broken, to be damaged. But we don't work like clocks, so we don't need to replace certain parts of ourselves to work like before, we need to understand what is it that broke us and learn how to not let it affect us in the future. That is what I plan to bring to my college career, and that is what will set me up for success. Trying daily to become a better human, instead of chasing an impossible feat that will send you tumbling down a never-ending pit of despair.

The Hogwarts house that I would be sorted into is undoubtedly Slytherin. My ambitiousness, my pride, my determination, and my resourcefulness make me a perfect fit for that house. Though, I wouldn't wish to be a part of that house. Not because of the Slytherin reputation, but because of the reputation of Hufflepuffs. To be a Hufflepuff is to be patient, loyal, fair, and inclusive. All the things that I value, but struggle to do. In the movies, the sorting hat is said to take into account which house you want to be sorted into. So, I would tell the sorting hat my preference for being in Hufflepuff. But even with my opinion, I feel like I don't resonate with the characteristics of a Hufflepuff, so the hat would decide to put me in Slytherin House. First and foremost, my ambition is unruly. Since the moment I realized what I was capable of, my ambition hasn't faltered once. Whether it's maintaining my 3.7 GPA, keeping up with school work, or pursuing my interests in sports like basketball, volleyball, and track, I am always looking for ways to reach the stars. My ambition is not limited to personal gain, though. I also seek to make a positive impact on my community, which will translate to my Hogwarts House. I have a desire to leave a lasting legacy, and Slytherin will most definitely help me accomplish that. Resourcefulness is another brilliance of Slytherin, and I try restlessly to embody this trait. I truly try to make the best of every situation, even when all odds are against me. Another trait that I hold, similarly to that of Slytherin is my determination. When I set my mind to something, I will stop at nothing to achieve it. This perseverance is evident in my pursuit of academic/black excellence and my commitment to various extracurricular activities. To conclude, I embody the values and qualities that Slytherin House holds dear. My ambition, cunning, resourcefulness, determination, and sense of loyalty make me a natural fit for Slytherin. I am not just an individual seeking personal success, but a dedicated person who is determined to leave a lasting and positive mark on the world. I am a shining example of a Slytherin, yet, the idea of being a Hufflepuff fills my heart with more contentness than that of Slytherin. Slytherin would help me become an even more successful person than I am now, although Hufflepuff would me a better human than I am now. I guess I haven't decided which house, in a perfect world, I could be both, or all four. In reality, that is what we all aim to be, smart, loyal, trustworthy, inclusive, kind, cunning, resourceful, and brilliant. We all aim to be the best mentally and physically, we don't want to limit ourselves to being just one thing. But the wizarding world is far from reality, so I will have to with Slytherin, it will be the a smoother adaption compared to Hufflepuff.