The first day of fourth grade was more than just my first day of school. It was my teacher’s first day of teaching, and the day I realized that I wanted to be a teacher too. On that day, Mr. Emmett told us, “I’m just as nervous as you are, maybe even more”. A teacher had never been so honest with me before. As a child who was often overly worried, his vulnerability allowed me to see myself in him and opened the possibilities I saw for my future. His classroom became a home for me. He emphasized kindness and living with our emotions, which helped us grow a strong class community over the two years we spent together. I noticed how he was able to connect individually with all students, even the ones who disliked school. When the spring of 5th grade rolled around, I wasn’t ready for it to end. On the final night of our last overnight field trip together, Mr. Emmett prompted us to spend time reflecting on the beach. I looked around at my classmates and thought of all of the ways we had grown as individuals and all of the friendships we had built. I thought about how Mr. Emmett had valued each of us individually, no matter our differences. That night, we all cried together, Mr. Emmett included. Since elementary school, Mr. Emmett's lessons on growth mindsets, kindness, and the power of our voices have guided my middle and high school experiences.
Since then, my goal has been to become a teacher like him. I hope to be there for every type of student, to foster connection, and to communicate with them as individuals with the same honesty he shared with us. I realized the unique influence teachers have on their students, and I believe this makes them among the most influential people shaping the future of the world.
I use inspiration from my 4th-grade teacher in my math and ESL tutoring sessions with an elementary school student. Reading and writing are difficult for her, despite having many thoughts to share. She often gave up easily or refused to try new things. As I got to know her, I learned about her passion for animals. Now, I'm guiding her to write stories about bunnies, her favorite animal, and encouraging her to persist despite her mistakes. I learned how to adapt my lessons and find new ways to teach when she didn’t absorb the concepts the first time, and to make learning fun. Most importantly, I try to implement what I learned from my fourth-grade teacher in the way I communicate with her and welcome her mistakes. I strive to demonstrate to her that mistakes and growth are permanently linked. Rather than feeling discouraged or afraid of failure, I have noticed how she has become more open to trying new things, which is when true learning happens. I hope this mindset supports her in the future as she encounters new challenges.
As a teacher, I want to support my students with more than just their academics, but also their emotions and friendships, and guide their growth as human beings and the next generation of leaders. My world was changed by my teachers, and I can’t wait to do the same.