¨So let my love be sincere, and my service fearless, O Lord… So let my kindnesses and sacrifice fall like warm shafts of sunlight on icy ground¨(McKelvey, Douglas). This past summer I went to Vermont on a mission trip. Unsure about the trip to begin with, it turned out to be the best choice I could have made and a truly amazing experience. I learned some vital things to implement into my life and met many kind, wonderful people. With those I met, I learned that first judgments are not only wrong most of the time, but they can also lead away from a deep connection. I saw that so much can be done when one’s mindset is positive and has a posture of purpose towards life. This mission trip enabled me to become a better version of myself and I am excited to continue to apply it going forward.
When I first heard about Vermont, I wanted to know if any close friends were going before I said yes. No one was so eventually, I decided to go, not expecting much. Although I knew serving was the main purpose, I was forgetting a primal piece that comes with it. Meeting new people and loving on them is what serving is; you connect with them where they’re at and meet their needs. And not only did I meet some sweet kids and a pastor who overflows with love for his church, I also made some close friends within my group. With one of these friends, I had already made a judgment about her. It wasn’t demeaning, but it stopped me from starting up a conversation. I thought she was a shy, quiet person, but instead she had a great sense of humor and amazing music taste. It was an unexpected friendship I am so grateful to have. All the people I met inspired and reminded me why serving not only changes those I serve, but me as well.
On the plane to Vermont, I listened to a podcast episode about purpose. Too often when asked about purpose, people instantly think of their goals, or what they want their future to look like. Especially as teens, we are frequently asked about our future and given -mostly- unwanted advice about what we should do. The podcast said “purpose is more of a posture of life”, which really made me think. Our job in Vermont was to help a church with their soccer bible camp; it was there that the idea of a posture of purpose sank in. The way we present ourselves, including the mindset we bring going into something, sets the tone for the outcome. At camp, the more energetic and friendly I was, the more kids, and adults, I connected with. I knew then I wanted to bring this mindset back to my community.
I believe one of the best ways you can lead is to serve. I want to be a nurse and have a lasting impact on those I serve and come in contact with. I want to be an example of compassion, honesty and dependability.
Vermont was something I had never done before, but it provided me with a new sense of purpose for my life. Trying new things, serving, and loving are so important. You can’t grow if you don’t get out of your comfort zone and try new things. I am excited for what my future holds. ¨So let me be content to minister regardless of visible outcomes… drawing their hearts by graces offered, and shaping my own heart too in this process¨ (McKelvey, Douglas).