1. Growing up, I’ve always been an extremely ambitious and passionate individual. I always try my very best in my select activities, and I care largely about the impact I have. Reflecting back on this mentality, I believe it stems from my long realization of the “yolo” concept. Facing extensive grief from a young age, the singularity of life was apparent and undeniable, but rather than mourning that fact, I’m inspired by it. The fundamental principle that we are given one shot at life motivates me to make it the best I can. Acknowledging the limited number of “do-overs” has made the possibilities of life all the more exciting and special. Life is like dessert in that there are so many options, but you must be selective in those options given you can only eat so much. While a silly idea, it is true that balance is necessary, and no one person will get to experience every good thing there is in one life. Of course, this motivation is relative and not extreme to an unhealthy degree, but it is more of a mantra for taking ownership in the quality and influence of my life. Considering this, my ideal future is that of graduate school and extensive education in science. I want to be an expert in STEM, and I will make findings that can change the current outcome of the climate crisis. With that, I’d hope to be part of mending the relationship between scientific communication and the public and government. While scientific research is so exciting and vital, it will never be as powerful as it could be until it is understood and supported by the majority of the public. Therefore, in my ideal world, I will be a leader in bridging the gap between world-saving science and human understanding.
2. Although at times misunderstood, science, technology, engineering, and mathematics (termed STEM) is an undeniably exciting area of study when one realizes the endless world of potential within the field. Reflecting on what it means to be curious, asking questions is the very basis of both human curiosity and science. In practice, science is finding the best possible answers to a question, and STEM is a field of explaining such answers. Therefore, STEM is a place where a curious mind is welcomed and set free- where a person’s greatest questions can be addressed. It’s where society’s most disruptive problems can often be solved, and it’s where the progression of human civilization lies. Without a doubt, STEM is abundant, applicable, and inevitably exciting in consideration of its potential. Specifically, a profession in information technology (IT) will allow me to positively impact the world in a variety of ways that I can only begin to imagine. For one, the creation of a single, universal database that organizes the assembly and deconstruction of EV car batteries across all makes and models can be used by battery recycling centers to combat excessive lithium-ion battery waste. Also, IT can be used to develop more specific carbon-14 tracing models to analyze predictive conditions of atmospheric pollution. Overall, the use of IT and programming is the future for STEM industries, and there are so many ways I foresee myself harnessing it to address areas of the climate crisis. With certainty, my future in STEM, and specifically IT, will positively impact the world.
3. After my sophomore year, my family faced one of our greatest tragedies yet. First, my childhood dog passed away. The following week, my grandfather passed away unexpectedly. Less than a month later, my aunt also passed away without warning. Death after death after death, and my family faced extreme grief over what felt like an irrefutable curse. Simultaneously, I was soon to begin my junior year of high school, ace state exams, and begin applying to colleges. Navigating my grief along with that of my entire household was confusing and a challenge, to say the least. Then having to maintain my academic capabilities and role in extracurricular activities, I was overwhelmed with both emotions and responsibilities. The onset of the school year was not easy, and one September day I found myself parked on the side of the road breaking down. It was then that I realized that I wasn’t in a place to move forward on my own. I reached out to my parents and sought out therapy. I opened up to my friends about my struggle, and I journaled daily. I took a new stake in my life, and while it wasn't easy, I began living with intention. Through this undeniable struggle, I was able to break and mend into my strongest self by recognizing my support system.