A Heroes Family Scholarship

Family is the bedrock of our lives, providing unconditional love, support, and cherished memories. However, when we lose a beloved family member, that bedrock is shaken, leaving a profound void that can never truly be filled. This was the devastating reality I faced with the unexpected passing of my grandpa who I we called Pap. Pap, was a dedicated volunteer fire Captain with the Concord Fire Department here in Ohio. He was a huge community pillar and truly Mr. "Fix it all". It was in the line of duty that he lost his life when his lift tipped over the day after Thanksgiving last year while he was trying to fix a power line. Unfortunately my Nana heard the news on his radio at home. The news of his sudden and traumatic death sent shockwaves through our family, leaving us struggling with immense grief. For me, Pap's loss was especially hard since I only had him in my life since around 2016 as he's my step dad's, step father. Despite what seems like a short time together, his warmth and acceptance made me feel as though I was his biological grandchild from the very start. Pap's impact extended far beyond our family, as he was a true pillar of the community he served. His military background instilled in him a deep sense of duty and honor that guided his actions, earning him the respect of all who knew him. In the aftermath of his passing, the outpouring of support and tributes from those whose lives he touched was a testament to the indelible mark he left on so many. While the pain of Pap's loss will forever linger, it is his legacy of selflessness, bravery, and unwavering love for his family that will endure. For my Nana, who now faces the challenge of navigating life without her husband, Pap's memory will serve as a source of strength and comfort, reminding her of the incredible bond they shared. I know that he was truly the love of her life. They met in Elementary school but did not get married until after they both had gotten married, divorced and had children with different partners. In the depths of our sorrow, we find solace in the knowledge that Pap lived his life with purpose, always putting others before himself. Though my time with him was far too brief, the profound impact he had on me and the indelible memories we created together will forever be etched in my heart. Pap's spirit lives on, inspiring us to embrace every moment, cherish our loved ones, and strive to make a positive difference in the world, just as he did. https://abc6onyourside.com/news/local/community-remembers-firefighters-killed-in-lift-accident-over-the-weekend-jeffrey-skaggs-ralph-stegbauer-concord-green-fire-department-maintenance-accident-tragedy-staunton

I lost my dad in 2016. Nothing could have prepared me for losing him so quickly and suddenly. My dad was a wonderful person. He wasn't just a sheriff's deputy to the community; he was someone you could call on for help, a good talk, or just a huge hug. Losing my dad was complicated, too. He had a heart attack on duty, which was hard enough; but my dad wouldn't be honored. Since his death wasn't "qualified" in the federal government's eyes as a real on-duty death (like a shooting or something of similar nature), my dad's name would never be on the National Peace Officers Memorial. He would simply be another number, another officer gone with little sympathy. Losing my father literally changed everything. Growing up, we lived in Colorado and my dad found decent work with the local sheriff's department. But my parents met in Kansas City while in college and always wanted to move back. When I was in eighth grade, we made the plan to move back once the school year finished so things would go smoothly... but I lost my dad in March. Everything was thrown out of place. My family ended up staying in Colorado until I graduated from high school in 2020, for many reasons. Things changed in my hometown surrounding my dad's death quickly. For as much sympathy and comfort people offered, the sympathy ran out after about a year. My mother's coworkers asked if she'd date again. My siblings and I were mercilessly teased, and my grandparents refused to even speak about my dad. My dad has always had a big impact on me. While he loved police work, he told us all the time about going back to school and teaching history or criminal justice. He was a theater geek, a pop culture fanatic, and a talented singer. My parents loved to take us on road trips and my dad would geek out just as much as the kids would. My dad's love of history and culture eventually led me to choose a history minor at my university, and I'm considering graduate school in the same area. My biggest aspiration is to someday create a scholarship in his memory. My family is tight knit. Even before my dad passed, we were centered on communication and love and helping each other. Nothing was better than seeing my parents dancing in the kitchen, adopting the dog he rescued, and even dressing up for Halloween together. My dad was constantly told he was a "big kid”, and he took that to heart. My mother has taken on an immense load of stress and hardship since losing my dad. Her work and social environment became more and more toxic as the years passed and my mom didn't "move on." My grandparents often raised unkind questions and offered snide remarks. Her friends back in Kansas City seemed to be the only real friends she had, although 800 miles away. Ultimately, we, albeit difficultly, moved to Kansas City in summer 2020. It was an incredibly hard move, but it has all been worth it since. My siblings are in better school and social environments, my mom has better work opportunities, and I'm enjoying myself at college. For as much as I wish my dad was here for every step, I know he's watching over us anyway. I miss him, and I hope we're all doing him proud.