My life goals would include graduating high school and then going to college for soccer and to study exercise science. I want to study exercise science because I really want to become an athletic trainer. I'm very passionate about sports, mostly soccer. Soccer has always been something I could rely on. If I was mad or upset I would always go outside and kick a ball around and work on my footwork. I'm a great candidate because ever since freshman year I've suffered from depression and anxiety. It has gotten better over the years but there will be times where it just pops up and controls me. My freshman year in high school my oldest brother was diagnosed with cancer and it hit me hard. I never wanted him to go through something like that. Two months after he was diagnosed, I started having constant headaches that never went away and they were very painful. My parents took me to several doctors to figure out what was wrong with me and no one could figure out what was wrong. I missed a lot of school because of multiple appointments for several different reasons. When no one knew what was wrong with me and me seeing my brother suffer from cancer I started getting very depressed and suicidal. My faith was seriously tested through this. I stopped going to church and I stopped praying. I started getting very frustrated with everything, whenever my parents would talk to me I would yell at them for no reason. I spent most nights crying myself to sleep and I didn't like it. Once I started putting my belief back into God that's when I started feeling like myself again. I still get down on myself but I know how to deal with it now. Thankfully I had a great friend in my life that looked out for me and whenever I felt really depressed she would tell my mom and that ended up stopping me from doing something that would have hurt my family and friends so much.